HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE...

AS THE HOURS COUNTING DOWN....THIS WAS A ROUGH YEAR.....I VOW THAT I WILL NOT GET DISRESPECTED....BY ANYONE..CUZ I READY TO ASK YOU WHO THE **** ARE YOU TALKING TOO.....AND KEEP QUIET AND SLIENCE WITH MY DAUGHTER...HOPING SHE KNOWS I MEAN IT THIS TIME....I HOPE MY GRANDBABIES WILL SEE ME.....I GET A GOOD JOB WITH BENEFITS SO WE CAN LIVE A LITTLE BETTER AND SEE THE DR EVERY 3 MONTHS INSTEAD OF TWICE A YEAR....AND GUNNY GETS THRU FRESHMAN YEAR....COUNT DOWN...I THINK I HAVE ONE MORE BLOG ENTRY IN ME...SO I WOULD BE ONE OVER LAST YEAR...........LOL.................SWEETS

2...our house guests

left today....caroline picked up her kitties today...and me and gunny to jack to the spca clinic for a ck/up ....2lbs...very healthly.....we miss sparrow...but jack is a good replacement....we will always love sparrow...forever....love moms and gunt....but jack...he is goofy and retarded and funny as hell...we like him.....well one to go...will save that for 2morrow to end the year out right,.....sweeets...im out...later............

3.......well ...

you all can read the 4 blogs im bloggin about...i ve been keepin up on all the 4...i hope i dont forget which blog im on when im writing....lol................i hope u enjoy them...i made my sister start doing heres.....she needs to get going on hers..............plus i deco the page for her....now 2

4...me and gunny

have been doing fcat....we got caught up with reading math and science...heading into the 10 grade portion of it....still have to do 6grade reading but we can do both 6/10...like we did 3/8....man the printer ink is a goner....have to get the pe in like now...but im here on the laptop....doing multi-task things and not on the desktop to do pe ...so..in a minute....and he been fcat writing been making him do 1/2 pages on whatever i tell him to write about...im trying to get up to 3pages...looking to do at least one 3 page by this weekend...tuesday they go back to school...monday i have a teacher /parent conference.......well 3 more entrys of  my daily blog..............

i need to do 5 entrys of my daily blog

before 2011...need to get going.... i just changed my music ....enjoyed............4

im sittin here................

wondering whats in store for me this yr coming,...............let me think before the year is out....

MERRY CHIRSTMAS 2010

MERRY CHIRSTMAS....LOVE U GUNT AND WILL WILL...AND NESTO...BUT MOST OF ALL MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO MY BABIES....PASSION, KEOSHA AND MEL'AKHI....ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS....WE WILL WAIT.....LOVE U......LOVE GRANNY

reflections of 2010 for me...................

read at your own risk............2010 was a very hard year....losing the kids before thanksgiving 09...really took a toll on me in 2010...i fought as hard as i could....getting a lawyer who did nothing...hitting the hubbys 401k to live this year....because we cant make it with the income we are making....and i go fightin for my grandbabies twice...i took a break at easter....for me...and made some memories those 5 days in chicago.....and the biggest step right now is...since 07/01/2010 i stopped everything with my daughter....not a word to her...im done im thru with her....or i think i will call her that....




my son blossom in august when he started lakeland sr high as a freshman class of 2014..mainstreaming..standard diploma...no medication..help with ese....in these clasees and he join ROTC......and that im so impressed with my son...my baby...last child....only child that is going to high school...and he as a dream to be a cop someday...and im standing behind my son these next four years...and will fight to the end.........see my son walk across that stage....



but the biggest reflection is....I GOT FIRED.....NEWS ALERT..... SO GLAD THERE IS FREEDOM OF SPEECH..........







:...............for two and half years ive been putting up bullshit....and i let them do this do me daily, weekly....and its so funny how people lickin ass to impress there peers and they do this daily...how is it that anyone can lick the white mans ass to get ahead in a business helping people.....or peers crying wolf cuz they cant handle themselves...they just babies..they have no clue what ahead....but its really funny that they go thru a chain of command and order me.....and funny really hailrious that what happens after hours is still there business ....that is not nor does that happen out there in the real world...what i do after hours in not there business... WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY.....i wasnt born yesterday.....i do and i say what the fuck i want to....but its ok.....i dont FUCK WITH FUCKERS OR HATERS.....but these babies will get theres later in life.....







for all the relationships i made with parnets and the children they can never take that from me....







but i dont have to explain myself or excuse myself or even tell anyone im sorry.....you cant FUCK THE FUCKEE...YOU DIGG........IM FREE AND I FEEL GOOD ABOUT IT...........



so all those peoples out there lickin ass because the lord said...give me a break............







BOOYA BITCHES....IM NOT AFRAID TO TAKE A STAND....SWEETS......







PS...THE BEST THING THAT HAPPEN TO ME 8/7/2010....WAS SEEING AREOSMITH....36 YEARS I WAITED FOR THAT....AND I TOOK MY BABY SON WITH ME...AND HE SAW A DIFFERENT MAMA THAT DAY......OF COURSE BRET MICHAELS.....9/25/2010......SO I MIGHT OF HAVE A BULLSHIT YEAR AND HURT AND DISRESPECT BUT NO LONGER.... CUZ NOW I CAN DO THE FUCK WHAT I WANT...AND NOBODY CAN STOP ME..........WOOHOO ANYWHO..........

READING THIS LAST YEARS BLOG AND A LITTLE OF 09...

WOW I SAID I DIDNT WANT ANYMORE BULLSHIT....WELL THAT HAPPEN....BUT I CAN SAY...I HAVNT TALKED TO HER SINCE 7/1/2010.....AND SHE IS IN THE BOX....TO STAY....NEVER TO COME OUT AND HURT ME....AND THE ONLY THING IN MY LIFE THAT HAPPEN IN 2010 WAS THE ULIMATE.
......AREOSMITH....TOPS MY LIST FOR 2010.....FOR ME TO WAIT 36 YEARS TO SEE THEM AND SO SEE THEM WITH MY GUNNY WAS THE BEST

BIRTHDAY SONGS ON FACEBOOK.....

LIKE IT OR LEAVE IT....THIS IS WHO I AM...AND MY SELECTION IS BIG...ENJOY..OR NOT......IM JUST SAYIN..................HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME....AND I WILL BE 51...LOOK OUT THIS BITCH TAKEN IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL IN THIS BIRTHDAY YEAR.......WOOHOO....BOOYA....BITE ME BITCHES

that birthday coming around the corner.........

days i like that im in this 50 club and days i dont...but i realize..i want to be bitcher this year...of 51....goin to stand up for myself more and dont let people bring me down...anymore....im not afraid....to take a stand ...everybody come take my hand....im sweets...out..later

OVERPOWERING WOMEN AND MEN..........

I HATE THESE KIND OF PEOPLE....I HAVE NO MORE TIME FOR YOU....IM ADVOCATING FOR MY SON AT SCHOOL...AND IM IN THE WAY...GREAT...WOW....WHATEVRA....IM DONE...ONE TEACHER FUCKS IT UP..JUST LIKE THAT....GREAT.....POLK COUNTY SCHOOL BOARD..SAME THING....IM FIGHTING FOR MY KID TO DO HIS BEST...AND SOME BITCH IS CONFUSING MY CHILD...WTF...MAN...DONT CROSS ME....I WILL VOICE MY OPINION...BUT I WILL SHUT MY MOUTH..CUZ IM DONE....THE LIST OF IM DONE WITH SOME MANY PEOPLE...LETS SEE HOW LARGE IT CAN GET...........................ANY TAKERS.....MAN I LOVE BEING 50.....I DONT GIVE A FUCK...IM A GROWN ASS WOMAN AND WILL SAY WHAT THE FUCK I WANT TO SAY....IM OUT...SWEETS...............BITE ME BITCHES.....

YOU DIGG...........

JUDGE ME AND I'LL PROVE YOU WRONG.TELL ME WHAT TO DO AND I'LL TELL YOU OFF..TELL ME I CANT..WATCH ME....reference to this. ADDRESS TO MANY PEOPLE THAT HAVE DONE THINGS TO ME..THIS IS WHO I AM..AND NOBODY AND I  MEAN NOBODY TELLS ME WHAT TO DO....REALLY

I HAVE A BAD COLD...........

THANKS TO GUNNY BUTT....I HARDLY EVER GET SICK...AND SHAKED IT EITHER....I JUST WROTE ON JAZ BLOG AND THE GRANDKIDS BLOG...FOR A MOMENT....GUNNY IS DOING VIRTAL PE ONLINE...WHO THIS IS SO NEAT...BUT HE IS ALSO IS DOING FCAT EXPLOERER FOR FCAT TESTING IN APRIL 2011..STILL KEEPING UP IN CLASS....AND ONE OF THIS TEACHERS IS REALLY PISSIN ME OF...CONFUSING HIM...SO IM WIATING ON THE SOUTHWEST OFFICE TO CALL ME....WHAT DID THEY DO TO FACEBOOK AGAIN...DANG IT..STOP ALL READY. IM OUT........LATER..........SWEETS

my little brother jim jr....

A LOVELY PHONE CALL..........

ITS BEEN COLD HERE IN FLA..IN THE DANG 20'S AND IM FREEZIN AND I WONT TURN THE HEAT ON...BURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...I GOT A PHONE CALL FROM MY BROTHER...AND IT WASNT THE DALLNER BOYS...MY BABY BRO...IN MISSISSIPPI..WE TALKED FOR TWO HOURS....WOW...YEAH..........

dollar tree bytches............its cold

hey i started on my wii yesterday and i lost a half a pound...pushing for 3 in two wks...its time for me...gettin me taken care and my health....and i need to fight the menopause out....why is it staying...everything is done..i mean done..no period in a year..hello............want my sleep back...damn it...im out...sweets

chillin

and such..weather is cool/cold...the arts in the park is doing something for my husband more info on that later....i dont know whats instored for that...did fcat explorer with gunny this wkend...and wait for tuesday when we have our xmas program for the parents at church...im in culnary arts this year...did puppets the last 4 years...so i did everything as cheap as i could..making paper candles..snowmen out of marshmellows and xmas trees 2 demiecnial... a glitter 29 hats at home...that was a mess..but couldnt do that project at chruch that would of been a big mess..did placemats..and made candle jars out of the mason jars..and paper aaprons..so come on over and see our xmas story....later....sweets

U THINK

For all the crap I've had to deal with,just wanted to say thanks to those that dished it my way. If it wasn't for you,I wouldn't be the strong person I am today

WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

I WROTE A LETTER TO THE PASTOR OF THE CHURCH IN MISSISSIPPI WHERE MY MOTHER LIVES..AND WROTE A LETTER TO THE NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR...AND WROTE A LETTER TO DR PHIL...I CALLED THE COURTHOUSE BACK HOME IN IL..FATHER WAS ARRESTED 3 TIMES MAYBE MORE...2 TIMES IN 1976 AND ONCED IN 1990..HE DID GET ARRESTED IN THE 1950'S SOMETIME BUT I NEED TO RESEARCH THAT LATER..I WILL TRY THE COURTHOUSE IN IND BEFORE HE DIED...TO SEE...YOU WILL ALL BE SHOCKED...LOVE TO NAVAGAITE ON SEARCH FOR THINGS...AND THINK...FOUND SOME OF THIS ON THAT GOOGLE EARTH...LOL.......IM OUT

ATTENTION WALLYWORLD HOES.....ME INCLUDED...LOL..............

I WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW...THAT ME BONNIE L. AGEE....IS ABLE TO SAY...THAT IVE GOT A DIEASE OF BEING IN CONTROL....I LOVE BEING IN CONTROL..I SELF TAUGHT MYSELF TO BE IN CONTROL...AND THIS IS WHO I AM...AND IF YOU CANT HANDLE IT...SO BE IT...THIS IS ME..AND IM WOMAN ENOUGH TO LET YOU ALL KNOW IM A CONTROL FREAK...AND JASMINE...IF I CONTROL YOU BE LUCKY.LITTLE GIRL...CUZ NOBODY TAUGHT ME ANYTHING.. AND I WAS THERE FOR YOU EVERY SECOND OF YOUR LIFE....AND I HAD TWO MAMAS....SO...I CAN SAY IM IN CONTROL...AND ADMIT IT...AND IM FINE WITH IT...TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT....I LOVE BEING IN CONTROL...IF ITS ABOUT ME....U DAMN SKIPPY......YOUR ME GENERATION DONT GOT IT LIKE ME....LIVE IN MY SHOES SISTA...I LOVE BEING ME....MS BONNIE CONTROL...NOT AFRAID AGEE....BOOYA.....

MY MOTHER CALLED ME....

ASKED ME WHAT DID I WANT..I WAS TALKING AND SHE TOLD ME I WAS TALKING TO FAST...AND I TOLD HER I WASNT TALKING FAST...AND I PROCEEDED TO ASK THAT SHE IS 67YRS OLD AND WHEN YOU GOING FESS UP TO US....SHE HUNG UP....BITCH I GOT YOUR NUMBER....AND I ALWAYS HAD THAT ADDRESS MEMOMRIZE.....IM COMING AFTER YOU BITCH.....DAMN....IM A BIGGER AND BADDER BITCH THEN YOU...I WILL HAUNT NOW....IT TIME..GAME ON.....U ANIT FUCKING THIS FUCKEE...CUZ U THE FUCKER...I AM NOT GOING TO PLAY NICE NOW......BOOYA.....

ATTENTION TARGET SHOPPERS....LOL

LAUGH IT UP FUZZBALL.....LOL........ANYWHO....I JUST CALLED THE CORNITH MISSISSIPPI NON POLICE NUMBER AND TOLD THEM MY NAME AND LEFTED A MESSAGE TO GIVE TO MY MOTHER...TO CONTACT ME..ITS AN EMENRENCY....CLOCK IS TICKING......WAITING.......WOW....DID I JUST DO THIS... 1 BILLION POINTS FOR ME....WOW IM JUST LETTIN RIPPED....LEFT AND RIGHT...WTH....WTF.....BAD ASS BONNIE AGEE...DONT FORGET IT....IM A BAD BITCH....WOOHOO

work for two more wks...and vacation again.............

well off to work today...just want these two wks off soon....im tired ...and im looking...for....top secert...but ive started it...so thats a good sign....im bloggin left and right...now for days...havent hit her page yet..maybe today when i get off work.....anywho....im out

OMG...IM BLOGGIN.....

WELL I STARTED 3RD AND 4TH BLOG THESE LAST COUPLE OF WKS....4 TO DATE...AND IM LETTIN IT RIP.........IM ....."NOT AFRAID".....SWEETS...IM OUT

XMAS DECO....ALMOST

UP................PICS UP IN A MINUTE....LOVE U TO MY SWEET CHILDREN...ERNESTO AND GUNTHER...MY HUSBAND WILLIE...AND MY PRESIOUS GRANDBABIES...PASSION, KEOSHA...AND MEL;AKHI..........

thanksgiving 2010..........

well this year it was just me and willie and gunt gunt....havent had a family thanksgiving where it was just us three...waited for this....last time was at least 7yrs ago....only thing thats different ...its my grandbabies..there not around to be here....but granny is thinking about you...always...your in my heart and im glad you all came into my life...granny can wait...i love you laylay,keke...and mackers...always and forever...love granny, daddy and gunt gunt....

loving my wk off.....

well i got up today and started fixin the thanksgiving dinner....a day before..its time to get it all ready and i just have to heat it up...and cook the bird tonight as i sleep...damn 24 pound turkey....i premaid...the stuffing...dirty rice....cornbread..corn..stuffed eggs...jello...cranberry... just will do mashtaters day of...put will make my cake tonight...before putting the bird in....i hate to cook the day of...i label it and nuke..it or oven...its only me and will will and gunny this year....i want to be alone this year...as it should be...it just us..and we havent done us for six years...not complaining that the grands aint around...i wish they were home....i can wait my babies...love u...granny....

STARTED MY 4TH BLOG...TODAY

TO HONOR MY GRANDCHILDREN...PASSION,KEOSHA AND MEL;AKHI....I LOVE YOU MY BABIES...ALWAYS AND FOREVER...........................LOVE GRANNY

a wk off all next week....

today we had a thanksgiving feast for the kids... as long as ive been there...we feed the kids and there familys...with all the trimmings of thanksgiving....and now i have a whole wk off....

im still pissed off...............

like it says....let it go...if it comes back...its yours....well...that what i will have to do with my grandchildren....i still feel the same way today as i was yesterday...im sorry ...but i let ripped yesterday and how i felt...and im stickin to what i said....i will be bloggin more...see..i got this blog...everyday stuff...good/bad/fun/whateveas...bloggin about my daughter...i thought i would do one on the stupid mamas i had...mix in with the stupid father...and i found some websites...to make monies on them...so all next wk and the 2wks in dec...im going be hittin the blogs.........i want others to know what i go thru...what i have been thru...letting others know...im not alone in this...im out...later...sweets

IM DONE..............

I AM SO SORRY....LAYLAY..KEKE...MACKERS....GRANNY CANT FIGHT NO MORE...I TRYED...SO HARD TO FIGHT FOR YOU....YOUR MOTHER WILL HAVE TO WAIT TO GET YOU ALL BACK...TODAY WAS A COURT DAY....AND GRANNY WAS THERE....ALL I GET IS SUPERVISED VISITS COURT ORDERED FOR ME...JESUS CHRIST IVE HAD THAT ALL ALONG...FUCK THE LAWYER...HE TELLS ME...TO TRY TO AMENDS WITH JAZ...AS LONG AS I LIVE...THAT BITCH WILL NEVER GET ME TO KISS HER ASS EVER....AGAIN....IM DONE IM THRU....JAZ..YOU HAVE HURT ME FOR THE LAST TIME...AND YOU MADE MY HUSBAND CRY...I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THAT EVER.....HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO MY HUSBAND....IN 15 YEARS AS LONG AS IVE BEEN MARRIED...I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER SEE THIS OF WILLIE....I HAD TWO FUCKING MOTHERS THAT DIDNT DO ANYTHING FOR ME...AND I HAVE GONE BEYOND WITH YOU JAZ...BEING THERE AND TAKIN CARE OF YOUR STUPID ASS AND SUPPORTING YOU...FUCK YOU...IM DONE.....YOUR IN THE BOXXXXXXXXXX...............................I HATE YOU...NO LOVE FOR YOU .....ITS ABOUT TIME FOR ME TO EXPRESS THIS 29 YEARS OF BULLSHIT...FROM MY DAUGHTER....I ANIT HOLDING BACK....I WILL MAKE THIS PROMISE...WHEN I LEAVE THIS EARTH...I WILL HAUNT YOUR FEN ASS,,,, TIL YOU LEAVE THIS EARTH....YOU CANT FUCK THE FUCKEE ANYMORE...IM A BITCH AND PROUD OF IT...IM COMING AFTER YOU ......

SPARROW AGEE....R.I.P...........

LAST PIC OF SPARROW AND GUNNY..........
YESTERDAY....WE HAD TO PUT DOWN SPARROW...HE WASNT EVEN WALKING RIGHT AND LOSING HIS BODILY FUNCTIONS...SO WE WENT TO THE SPCA...THEY EVEN COULDNT FIND A VEIN...SO...THEY GAVE HIM HIS SLEEPING MEDS....GUNNY AND WILLIE AND I WATCHED ON...AND GUNNY WATCH THE PROCESS...WE TOOK HIM HOME..GUNNY CRIED SO HARD...IN THE CAR...BUT WHEN WE GOT HOME...GUNNY PERPARRED HIS FUNNERAL...THE NIGHT BEFORE WE ALL WROTE ON THE SHOE BOX...HE GAVE HIM A TOY..WRAPPED HIM UP IN THE BLANKET...PUT HIM IN THE GROUND...AND WE MARKED THE GAVE WITH SOME FLOWERS...GUNNY WAS SO STRONG...I THINK HE DID VERY WELL WITH THIS..I WAS PERPARING HIM THE LAST 24 HOURS WITH SPARROW...IM GLAD THAT WE EXPERIENCE THIS AS A FAMILY....THIS WAS OUR FIRST FAMILY PET...EVER..WE ALWAYS LIVED IN APT...WITH THE NO PET RULE....SO...WE LOVE YOU SPARROW AGEE...YOU WERE A GOOD PET TO MY SON....RIP...LOVE MOMS...DADDY...AND GUNTHER....

ATTENTION KMART SHOPPERS.........LOL

MY SON...GUNTHER....YEAH.........HIS FIRST REAL GRADE REPORT CARD...MAINSTREAM...STANDARD DIPLOMA...FIRST NINE WEEKS OF HIS FRESHMAN YEAR...AT LAKELAND SENIOR HIGH.....INTENS READING.. 87/73...PRE ALG/INTENS MATH...92/72...ENG 1...71...EARTH SCIENCE ..75..ROTC...97....TWO A'S ONE B....FOUR C'S....THIS IS THE BEST DAY TO DATE...MY BABY....ADHD...TAKING NO MEDS..HANDLING ALL THE STRESSORS.....THE LAST EIGHT YEARS WERE ESE GRADES FOR SPECIAL EDUCATION....WE MAINSTREAM BABY....WOOHOO....I LOVE YOU GUNTHER...MOMMY IS SO PROUD....KICK ASS BOY....BOOYA...LOVE MOMS...IM OUT....

Happy Halloween to my sweet....

grandchildren...passion, keosha, and mel'akhi....granny loves you.....

enjoyed my visit with my grands....10/22/2010

was a good visit....melly laughing and such....and the girls..being fashionalbe..cuz granny bought them a feather boa...lol......

im inchin away...as i blog...but trying to focus....

im bloggin on my daughters life...its getting hard...to say what i need to say and get it out of my system...i will be crying at this point...im up to around the age of 16..when she got to the girls home...just to let you all know ...i let this happen to me..and i didnt stop this...and its 2010....

HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY LAYLAY MAMA........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY GIRL...MY BABY IS SIX...YEAH..LOVE YOU ...LOVE GRANNY ALWAYS AND FOREVER MERMAID GIRL.....

he called me 2day.......:)

he makes me melt....everytime i hear his voice....

Eminem - No Love (Explicit Version) ft. Lil Wayne

REALLY.........THINGS I NEED TO ADRESSS,,,,,,,,,???????

starting year 3 with nuthin...........

REALLY

SO FUCKEN TIRED.............

REALLY....IM TIRED....

OCT 1,2010 YEAR THREE ON BLOGGIN............

WOW....GOIN ON YR THREE........I NEED TO START BLOGGIN AGAIN....BUT IVE GOT SO MUCH BOTTLED UP INSIDE...IM PISSED AS F**K RIGHT NOW....I DONT KNOW WHY I ANIT EXPRESSIN AT THIS POINT...

BRET MICHAELS 2010

AT THE TROP IN ST.PETE.....

MY BABYS INTERM REPORT...HS..MAINSTREAM....

MAMA SO PROUD OF YOU...TAKING A RISK...NO MEDS...AND KEEPING UP.......YEAH GUNTHER...I LOVE U P-DOGG......AS FOLLOWS....INTENS READ 82 & 96....PRE ALG AND INTENS MATH..74/91...ENG I 86... EARTH/SCIENCE 77...ROTC 93...REAL GRADES NOT ESE GRADES...WOOHOO.....COMMENTS GOOD EFFORT AND WORK AS IMPROVED....

TAKE NOTICE..........

PROMISE TO MY KID(S): I will stalk you, freak out on you, lecture you, drive you crazy, be your nightmare, embarrass you in front of your friends, and hunt you down like a bloodhound until the day you understand why I do it. Then I'll know you're a responsible adult. All because I LOVE YOU. You will never find someone who loves and cares about you more than me....YOUR MOM. (copy and paste if you feel the same!)

RED TAPE CRAP................................

OK....NOW FOR THE LAST TWO YEARS IVE BEEN TRYING TO GET A MEDICAL DIGIANOIS OFF MY SON CHART (GUNNY)....THAT THEY CLAIMED HE HAD PDD AUTISM....OK...SO JULY,22,2010 I GOT MY ASSETMENT DONE WITH GUNNY WITH A DR. IN TAMPA...TODAY I PICK UP THE PYSHCO EVAL....AS LISTED HE HAS ADHD...SO...I GO TO THE MENTAL HEALTH CENTER HERE IN SLOW POKE LAKELAND(FOR THE POOR PEPOLE)...AKA PEACERIVER.......(HATE THESE PEOPLE)....AND I ASKED TO SEE MGMT...AND OH...U HAVE TO CALL THE NEW MEDICAL DIRECTOR...HE JUST STARTED A WK AGO...OMG.........SO LEFT A MESSAGE WITH HIM...CUZ I NEED HIM TO SEE THE EVAL AND TAKE OFF THE DIGIANOIS OFF THE CHARTS...CUZ..LATER IN LIFE MY SON WANTS TO BE A COP...OK...AND HAVING A CLAIM HE HAS OR HAD PDD AUTISM NEEDS TO BE OFF THE CHART...SO NOW MAMA ON ANOTHER MISSION AND GOING THRU MORE RED TAPE...........WHEN WILL IT EVER STOP....AND NEXT WK I HAVE TO DO ANOTHER IEP FOR SCHOOL..MAKING ADJUSTMENTS FOR GUNTHER...ALL THE SERVICES THEY HAVE FOR LEARNING DISIABILTY STUDENTS...WHICH IM PROUD TO SAY..MY GUNNY IS IN MAINSTREAM CLASSES GOING FOR A STANDARD DIPOLMA...AND IN ROTC...AND NOT ON HIS MEDS RIGHT NOW (CUZ DURING ALL HIS SUMMERS SINCE THE AGE OF 6 NO MEDS DURING THE SUMMER) SO GUNNY IS TAKING A RISK IN ALL AREAS OF HIS LIFE INCLUDING NOT BEING ON THE MEDS...HE HAS HANDLED ALL THE STRESSORS THAT BEEN GIVEN TO HIM A MONTH AGO WHEN SCHOOL STARTED....HE KICKIN IT...AND IM STANDING BEHIND HIM..ALL THE WAY...NOW WHEN MY BELOVED GRANDCHILDREN COME HOME...GRANNY HAS TO TAKE PASSION TO GET HER EYES RE/CK...DOUBLE CROSSEYED BORN THAT WAY...THAT WILL BE MY OTHER GOAL TO DO...FOR THESE PRESIOUS CHILDREN/GRAND....I DONT STOP TIL I GET MY ANSWER...MY ANNIV DATE OF BLOGGIN IS AROUND THE CORNER....NEXT WK...WOOHOO...IM NOT DONE YET....LOL,.......I SAW A AD FOR TURNING YOUR BLOGS INTO A BOOK....MAN I NEEDS TO GET PAID LLLLLLOOOOOOLLLLLL.........SWEETS IM OUT......

been waitin all summer.........

OLD AND NEW FAVS FOR THE FALL SEASON....CAN U GUESS...........DAMN THEY ALL LOOK F/EN HOTT.............

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY MERMAID KEKE MONSTER.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY....MY TWIN TO THE END...I LOVE YOU...I HAVE YOUR GIFT...HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON MERMAID GIRL....I LOVE YOU KEKE MONSTER..YOU THE BEST...LOVE GRANNY....DADDY AND UNK GUNT AND NESTO LOVE YOU TOO.................GRANNY LOVES YOU...ALWAYS AND FOREVER....

gunt BIGHEAD agee.........

LOVE YOU GUNNY...MOMMY PROUD OF YOU...........

part 2 WTF......

OMG....WHAT A DAY....DAMN IT.....NO AIR IN THE HOUSE WHEN I GOT HOME FROM WORK.....THE TUTOR FOR GUNTHER IS FOR A HOUR NOT TWO HOURS WITH OUT KNOWLEDGING ME...REORGANZIE HIS NOTEBOOK TWICE...DID HIS HOMEWORK ON ESSAY WRITING IN HER HANDWRITING....SO I WROTE HER A DAMN EMIAL THANKS FOR JUST TAKING OVER....OMG...AND NO EMAILS SENT TO THE TEACHERS TIL I READ THEM AND APPROVE THEM...AND HE HAD MATH TO DO...BUT SPEND TWO HRS ON THE ESSAY...WHICH I START HELPING GUNNY YESTERDAY...AND THAT DAMN LANDLORD...I MADE WILLIE DEAL WITH THAT .....I SWEAR I WAS HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN....AND THE SISTER IN LAW BY BLOOD NOT MARRIAGE...GOT ON ME ABOUT PICKIN UP HER CHILD DOWN BY THE DOOR WHERE ALL CHILDREN GET IN THERE CARS WHEN MOMS COMES TO GET THEM...SHE AINT SPEACIL...OMG.....AND I WORE MY DAMN WIG TODAY AND MAKEUP...F THAT....NOT GOING TO DO THAT AGAIN....IM EATIN GRAPES AND TWO LITTLE SCREWDRIVERS........FOR DIN DIN............AND LESLIE JESUS F/EN FREAK 24/7 BITCH IS GOING TO BE HOMELESS ON THE 16TH HAD ASKED ME FOR MY GRANDSON...WTF.....OMG...DAMN BITCH ISNT STABLE...AND SHE WANTS MY GRANDSON...F THE DALLNERS THATS IT..DONE WITH THEM....FUCK EM.....YES I SAID IT.....NOW WHO NEXT..................IS FRIDAY HERE YET...........IM OUT FOR REAL.....BETTER BE A BETTER DAY 2MORROW........SWEETS..IM OUT

CAN SOMEBODY.............

RUN ME OVER....GIVE ME A ROPE...OMG...I CANT STAND AZZ WIPES F/EN PEOPLE.....ONE THE DAMN STREET SIGN IS DOWN...OK...CK...ASKED TWO MONTHS AGO FOR MY RECYCLE BIN....CK...AND THE DAMN CHILDREN MEDICAL SERVICES WILL NOT GIVE ME A COPY OF MY SON PYSCHO EVAL....AND THAT ONE IS THE ONE I WANT TO F UP.....OMG....WHEN U GET TWO REFERRALS FROM MEDICAL PLACES AND YOU HAVE TO THRU CHILDREN MEDICAL SERVICES TO GET THE REFERRALS DONE IN THE FIRST PLACE...YOU CANT GET THRU THE RED TAPE....AND IVE BEEN WAITIN FOR TWO YEARS FOR A ANSWER ABOUT MY SON...AND I CANT GET IT...THIS MOTHER ISNT NOT SITTIN BACK ON THIS ONE...GOD ....I HAVE TO BE A BITCH NOW....MAKING CALLS TO GET THINGS TAKEN CARE OF.....DAMN I HATE POLK COUNTY..WHY DO I LIVE HERE....I SOO SOOO F***EN PISSED.................DID I SAY I HATE PEOPLE....LOVE TO ALL HATERS...HERE IN LAKELAND FLA............SWEETS IM OUT...............

just started my thrid blog....

its about jasmine...from birth til now...intersting read...follow if you like....theraputic for me..other blogs will follow...should i write a book...lol...

MY SON ERNESTO CRUZ III

I MISS YOU ALREADY BABY....HAPPY BIRTHDAY...LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER....LOVE MOMMY

23 YEARS AGO.....

I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL...AT MIDNIGHT AND 2AM I HAD MY SON ERNESTO CRUZ III ALL BY MYSELF...DUMB ASS JR...NEVER CAME ....THE NEXT DAY HE SAW HIS SON..COUNTED THE FINGERS AND TOES...AND SIGN THE BIRTH CERT..(TOLD ME TO STOP CRYIN)...AND STILL ASKED FOR A DNA TEST...I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM FOR THAT....ERNESTO CRUZ III IS MORE A MAN THAN HIS FATHER...I RAISE HIM TO VOICE HIMSELF...AND HE KNOWS NOW THAT HIS FATHER IS WILLIE R. AGEE...NO MATTER WHAT OUR SON DID...WE LOVE HIM LOVE MOMMY AND DADDY.....IM WAITING FOR YOUR NEST TO COME HOME...I NEED MY SON....AND 2MORROW I GET A HUG BEFORE AND AFTER AND A KISS WITH A 2HR VISIT....BECUZ HE IS IN A PROTECTIVE CUSTODY PRISON...MAMA LOVE YOU ..ALWAYS AND FOREVER MY SWEET ERNESTO...LOVE U NEST...............

IVE BEEN SITTIN FOR A MINUTE...........

OH HOW I HATE OVER POWERING MEN....FUCK IT.......IM DONE..........IM PISSED OFF AT THIS SECOND...AND IM FIGHTIN WHATS RIGHT FOR MY SON WHEN IT COMES TO SCHOOL....SO...I WILL NEED A MINUTE AGAIN....CUZ I HAVE NOT BEEN EXPRESSING MYSELF NOW FOR MONTHS...IM BITING MY TONGUE....SO I WILL EXPLODE...BUT ...IN A MINUTE.............SWEETS...DO HAVE A GOOD DAY SMUCKS....I HATE ASS WIPES....

Michael Jackson - Stranger In Moscow

GUNNY BUTT............

WHAT A WEEK....SCHOOL...HIM GOING TO BED TUESDAY NIGHT WITHOUT DOING HOMEWORK...AND I GOT HIM UP AND HELP HIM...3 DIFFERENT ASSIGNMENTS..WE GOT IT....THEN GOT ON THE WEBSITE FOR HIS SCHOOL...THANK GOD I DID THAT..ONLY THIS WK ONLY YEARBOOKS...60 BUCKS...DID THAT...GUNNY SAYING CLASS ATTENTION IN HIS LOUD VOICE IN ROTC...SHOCKER TO ME..HE SO DANG QUIET....SAYS HE HAS TO WEAR THE UNIFORM ON TUESDAYS...COOL....THEY HAVE A PARENT PORTAL..WHERE U CK HIS STATUS DURING SCHOOL..AND MISSED HOMEWORK OR CLASSROOM WORK....CK....GOT INFO SOMEWHAT..HE IS CLEANING UP THE FOOTBALL FIELD FOR ROTC....HOME GAMES....OK......I GET TO EMAIL THE TEACHERS...CK...HE TAKING THE SCHOOL BUS..CK...WOW...MY ONLY CHILD OUT OF THE THREE GIVING ME THE HIGH SCHOOL EXPERIENCE....COOL...........LOVE U GUNNY......BE STRONG AND KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK.........GENERAL CLASSES...STANDARD DIPOLMA.....YEAH....WITH ESE HELP...AND TUTORING....YOU CAN DO IT GUNT......LOVE MAMA

MACKERS....WALKIN....

WOOHOO............

A DAY AT THE BEACH....ATLANTIC STYLE...

WENT TO MY DEAR RACHELS WEDDING AND ME AND GUNNY DID THE BEACH BEFORE THE SUN WENT DOWN AND BEFORE WE HAD TO THE 2 HR RIDE HOME....BACK TO SLOW POKE LAKELAND....

READ THIS PLEASE................

...children are not properties to own and rule over, but gifts to cherish and care for. We as parents have to learn to love our children. The awareness that children are simply guests in our homes can be a liberating awareness because many parents suffer from deep guilt feelings toward thier children, thinking that they are responsible for everything thier sons or daughters do. When they see their child living in ways they disapprove of, the parents may castigate themselves with the question "What did we do wrong? What should we have done to prevent this behavior?" and they may wonder where they failed. But children are not properties we can control as a puppeteer controls his puppets, or train as a lion tamer trains his lions. They are guests we have to respond to, not possessions we are responsible for.

From Reaching Out: The Three Movements of the Spiritual Life by Henri J. M. Nouwen

AREOSMITH 2010

BEST CONCERT YET THAT IVE BEEN TOO...SORRY BEEGEES...(78)......WAITED FOR 36 YEARS TO SEE AREOSMITH....I WAS BLOWEN AWAY....WOOHOO

lately ive been posting

bad attitude and puttin it on fb.....dedicating songs to her on how i really feel about her....ive had it....and im thru...a good month has gone by without me communicating with her....back with the lawyer....and just waiting to see whats next....i need to blog and start blogging again here and let out my frustrations out ....instead of fb....sorry i did that ...but done it said it....i have alot to process..will be doing that shortly...im still thinking..........later im out sweets............

will post .....

i need a minute.............

Matisyahu - One Day (YouTube Version)

ONE DAY....

MY GRANDSONS LAUGH........

LOVE U MACKERS...........

The Jacksons 5 - Who's Loving You (With Lyrics)

REST IN PEACE MJ....ALWAYS WILL LOVE U...........

WAKE UP

HAPPY FATHERS DAY ....DADDY.........

THE BEST DAD AND GRANDDADDY EVER...THANK YOU GOD FOR WILLIE BEING A DAD TO MY KIDS...MOST OF ALL OUR SON GUNTHER....AND ESPEICALLY OUR GRANDCHILDREN..PASSION,KEOSHA,AND MEL'AKHI...LOVE U DOGG........RIP CHARLIE DADDY..WE LOVE YOU.....

Water's Edge 2010- Outreach Florida

FOR ALL TO SEE ME...HAVE A GOOD LAUGH.................LOVE U....LOVE SWEETS..IM OUT

MY BELOVED VLADIE....

VLADIMIR ERNESTO RAMIEREZ.....MY SON-IN-LAW FOR LIFE....I LOVE U VLADIE...ALREADY MISS YOU..THANK YOU FOR SEEIN ME...YOUR THE BEST

MY TWO FAVS........

MY BABIES...A SURPRISE FOR A SATURDAY....

oh really..........

ok i know jaz heard my voicemail on gunny b-day....later in the day..karessa leaves me a voicemail...wanting tracys and travis numbers...i left her a voicemail...stating key word here is resposability and why u up in it asking for her (jasmine).. ernesto called..i just basically lost it..told him ...what she is doing...he told me to tell karessa to tell jaz to write to him....so see what happens ...she left me a voicemail today...what will i do.................im out

GUNNY

MY ADORABLE SON....GUNNY........
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY................

GUNTHER JAMAL AGEE...YOU MADE IT TO 15 BIGHEAD....LOVE MAMA............DANG...15 DAMN YEARS AGO...I PUSHED OUT A BIGHEADED AGEE....10LBS / 8OZ....YES HE CAME OUT......WHEW............LOVE U BOY....ALWAYS AND FOREVER.....