Saturday, October 20, 2012
HAVING A FEW BAD WKS HERE
THAT I WANT TO BLOG....BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE IT.....VERY MAD...VERY PISSED...AND VERY LOOSING CONTROL.....AND IM LETTIN OTHERS TAKE MY CONTROL AWAY.....AND MY BI POLAR MOMENTS ARE HAPPENING MORE OFTEN THEN USUAL...AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO...I EVEN WENT OF MEDS...6 WKS AGO...LIKE THAT HELPS....TO MANY EPISODES TO COUNT WHEN IM UPSET...OR PISSED BEYOND BELIEF........
BEEN DOING THE PUMPKIN PATCH THIS MONTH...TO HELP MAKE MONIES FOR GUNNY TO GO TO CAMP IN THE SUMMER...............AT LEAST IT GETS ME OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR A MINUTE.....CALLED THE SCHOOL FOR ONE MORE ATTEMPT....OF ASKING WHY THEY ANIT APPLYING TO THE IEP.....CALLED THE ASST. PRINCIABLL THIS TIME....HOPE I GET SOMEWHERE...IF NOT...IM DONE...
I ALSO SEE THAT I SAY IM DONE.............GEE US BONNIE GET OFF YOUR ASS AND DO WHAT U SAY BITCH................................LATER
BEEN DOING THE PUMPKIN PATCH THIS MONTH...TO HELP MAKE MONIES FOR GUNNY TO GO TO CAMP IN THE SUMMER...............AT LEAST IT GETS ME OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR A MINUTE.....CALLED THE SCHOOL FOR ONE MORE ATTEMPT....OF ASKING WHY THEY ANIT APPLYING TO THE IEP.....CALLED THE ASST. PRINCIABLL THIS TIME....HOPE I GET SOMEWHERE...IF NOT...IM DONE...
I ALSO SEE THAT I SAY IM DONE.............GEE US BONNIE GET OFF YOUR ASS AND DO WHAT U SAY BITCH................................LATER
a note i put on fb the other day
WELL............ITS BEEN A ROUGH YEAR....SO MANY THINGS WENT WRONG...SO MANY THINGS WERE CHANGES....SO MUCH BULL SHIT...COULD OF BEEN DISMISSED IF.....I MEAN IF...............SINCE JAN....I SCREWED ONE OF THE FIRST BILLS....WHICH WAS CABLE....I DO GET FREE CABLE...BUT IT TOOK ME LONG ENOUGH TO GET THE BILL CONDESNESED DOWN....STILL BEHIND....AND IT WILL BE CUT OFF...SOON....I HAVE THE EXTRA HUNDRED CHANNELS AND INTERNET...BUT NO PHONE...USING THE CELL...FOR EVERYTHING....
THEN WE LOST OUR INCOME TAX.......DONE INJURED SPOUSE FOR 15+YRS...WOW....I HAVENT WORKED SINCE 12/2010 WE FILE...NORMAL...AND WE LOSE OVER 4500.00 IN EARN INCOME...GOT IN A CAR ACCIDENT...AND MY TAX INCOME GOES TO MY DAMN SCHOOL LOAN...LET ALONE IT NEVER GOTS MONEY FROM ME EVER...SINCE 20YRS AGO WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE......UGHHHHHHHH
WE APPLY FOR FOOD STAMPS..................SO WHAT PEOPLE OR FRIEND OR FAMILY OF MINE....I REALLY DONT CARE WHAT U THINK... MY HUBBY LOST HIS JOB IN 2007 MAKING 35.000.00 AYR....AND FOR THE LAST 5YRS...NOT EVEN 7000.00 YRLY INCOME....YES WE LIVED OFF THE 401K THAT HE WORKED HARD FOR.....AT LEAST WE PAID THE CAR OFF BACK IN 2009 WITH SOME OF THAT 401K........WE HAVE A CHILD UNDER THE AGE OF 18...OUR 401K RAN OUT IN 11/2011...SO FEB...167.00 IN FOOD STAMPS.....NOW ITS BEEN FINALLY SET FOR 300.00...PLUS WE HAVE MEDICALLY NEEDY MEDICAID FROM THE STATE......SHARED COST AT 180.00 A MONTH...AND WE REAPPLY EVERY 6MONTHS FOR THIS.......
IT TOOK ALL SUMMER LONG TO GET ON THE POLK HEALTH PLAN....GOING THRU RED TAPE WITH THEM...AND OR FOOD STAMPS...MEDICAID....WERE WE PAY 1.00 FOR OUR OFFICE VISIT AND PAY 1.00 FOR MEDS.....BUT SINCE WE ARE CHRONIC CARE PATEINTS...WE NOW GET TO PAY ZERO.....YOU HEARD RIGHT....00000000 MONIES FOR OUR MEDS........PRIOR TO A YEAR AND THE LAST 8+MONTHS HAVE NO MEDS FOR ME AND OR MY HUBBY.....WE STRAIGHT NOW..............I DONT GIVE A RATS ASS WHAT U ALL THINK.....THIS COUNTRY IS SO MESSED UP...BECUZ OF STUPID ASS REPUBILCANS....WHO F UP THIS CRAP.........................................
FOR OTHER AREAS IN MY LIFE.....I JUST FOUND OUT...MY DAUGHTER WHO HAS BEEN IN A NUT HOSPITAL IN MISSISSIPPI...I GOT WORD LAST NIGHT....SHE THERE FOR THE NEXT TWO YEARS......................I HOPE SHE LEARNS SOMETHING FROM IT.......ME....IM DONE WITH THAT CHAPTER WITH HER.....I DONT CARE WHAT YOU ALL THINK.....IVE BEEN THRU HELL AND BACK....IF NOT FROM A FAMILY WAY BACK IN WOODRIDGE IL.....TO.... A CHILD.....THAT I TRYED...MY BEST....WALKED ALL OVER ME.....HURT ME BEYOND BELIEF.........
MY SON ERNESTO CAME HOME FROM PRISON IN APRIL......GOOD TO HAVE HIM HOME.....BUT....?????.................MY GIRL DESTROYED ME....BAD.....MY SON IS A REVOLVING DOOR IN MY HOUSE......THIS WILL NOT LAST ..................THIS WILL TOO STOP...SOON....I HOPE.......
THEN WE LOST OUR INCOME TAX.......DONE INJURED SPOUSE FOR 15+YRS...WOW....I HAVENT WORKED SINCE 12/2010 WE FILE...NORMAL...AND WE LOSE OVER 4500.00 IN EARN INCOME...GOT IN A CAR ACCIDENT...AND MY TAX INCOME GOES TO MY DAMN SCHOOL LOAN...LET ALONE IT NEVER GOTS MONEY FROM ME EVER...SINCE 20YRS AGO WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE......UGHHHHHHHH
WE APPLY FOR FOOD STAMPS..................SO WHAT PEOPLE OR FRIEND OR FAMILY OF MINE....I REALLY DONT CARE WHAT U THINK... MY HUBBY LOST HIS JOB IN 2007 MAKING 35.000.00 AYR....AND FOR THE LAST 5YRS...NOT EVEN 7000.00 YRLY INCOME....YES WE LIVED OFF THE 401K THAT HE WORKED HARD FOR.....AT LEAST WE PAID THE CAR OFF BACK IN 2009 WITH SOME OF THAT 401K........WE HAVE A CHILD UNDER THE AGE OF 18...OUR 401K RAN OUT IN 11/2011...SO FEB...167.00 IN FOOD STAMPS.....NOW ITS BEEN FINALLY SET FOR 300.00...PLUS WE HAVE MEDICALLY NEEDY MEDICAID FROM THE STATE......SHARED COST AT 180.00 A MONTH...AND WE REAPPLY EVERY 6MONTHS FOR THIS.......
IT TOOK ALL SUMMER LONG TO GET ON THE POLK HEALTH PLAN....GOING THRU RED TAPE WITH THEM...AND OR FOOD STAMPS...MEDICAID....WERE WE PAY 1.00 FOR OUR OFFICE VISIT AND PAY 1.00 FOR MEDS.....BUT SINCE WE ARE CHRONIC CARE PATEINTS...WE NOW GET TO PAY ZERO.....YOU HEARD RIGHT....00000000 MONIES FOR OUR MEDS........PRIOR TO A YEAR AND THE LAST 8+MONTHS HAVE NO MEDS FOR ME AND OR MY HUBBY.....WE STRAIGHT NOW..............I DONT GIVE A RATS ASS WHAT U ALL THINK.....THIS COUNTRY IS SO MESSED UP...BECUZ OF STUPID ASS REPUBILCANS....WHO F UP THIS CRAP.........................................
FOR OTHER AREAS IN MY LIFE.....I JUST FOUND OUT...MY DAUGHTER WHO HAS BEEN IN A NUT HOSPITAL IN MISSISSIPPI...I GOT WORD LAST NIGHT....SHE THERE FOR THE NEXT TWO YEARS......................I HOPE SHE LEARNS SOMETHING FROM IT.......ME....IM DONE WITH THAT CHAPTER WITH HER.....I DONT CARE WHAT YOU ALL THINK.....IVE BEEN THRU HELL AND BACK....IF NOT FROM A FAMILY WAY BACK IN WOODRIDGE IL.....TO.... A CHILD.....THAT I TRYED...MY BEST....WALKED ALL OVER ME.....HURT ME BEYOND BELIEF.........
MY SON ERNESTO CAME HOME FROM PRISON IN APRIL......GOOD TO HAVE HIM HOME.....BUT....?????.................MY GIRL DESTROYED ME....BAD.....MY SON IS A REVOLVING DOOR IN MY HOUSE......THIS WILL NOT LAST ..................THIS WILL TOO STOP...SOON....I HOPE.......
Monday, October 15, 2012
MY HEART ACHES...TO SEE MY GRANDBABIES..
SCHOOL IN MISSISSIPPI
PASSION 8TH BDAY
ASHLEY..MEL..KEKE
KEKE MONSTERS
MELLY
ASH AND KEKE
MY BABY
MY TWIN TO THE END
HANDSOME GRANDSON..MEL NAE...
KEOSHA MICHELLE TRAVIS...
ASHLEY..THERE OLDER SISTER....GUNNY SUPPORTING.........
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASSION
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