Saturday, September 17, 2011
she is going to let me see the...........
grandchildren...all three of them...and im going to set the boundaries to once a month/weekend.....so that i can do...yesterday i dropped off the bday card for keke monsters...and as the girls were running to me...they were crying and i picked them both up...into my arms.....i see what they want....to be with granny...and i cant do that just yet.....i know they yearn for that....i can only imagine what they are going thru...but granny as to sit and wait....im asking for next wkend for the girls and mac man.....him talking...he so cute...... needs to go....later..
BIRTHDAY GIRL.......
OK OK OK...............
CLEARED A FEW THINGS TONIGHT...EVERYTHING IS BACK ON TRACK....BUT I DO FEEL BAD...THAT HIM GOING THRU SOME STUFF....HE GOT TO SEE THE KIDS FOR ONE WK....AND HIM KICKING HIMSELF FOR GETTING SET UP WITH THE EX TO BE HURT AGAIN AND NOW HE CANT SEE THE KIDS AGAIN...SO HE DONE...THEN HIS BRO..IS ENDING UP MOVING UP NORTH OF IL BUT WILL MAKE THE DRIVE TO WORK AT DOWNERS SOUTH...REALLY...HE MOVING IN WITH THIS GIRL HE BEEN SEEING FOR 2+ YRS...AND NOW BE HAS NO WHERE TO GO...SO...ALL THIS HAPPEN THIS WK...AND WE WERE BITCHIN AT EACH OTHER ALL DAY...
SO HE IS FINALLY OPENING UP TO ME...MORE EACH DAY...BUT AS I RECALL LAST YR WHEN WE STARTED TALKING ON THE PHONE...WE WERE HITTIN AND MISSIN ABOUT STUFF AND I OPENED UP TO HIM...AND I WAS WAITING ON HIM TO OPENED UP TO ME...AND IN THESE LAST SUMMER MONTHS AND WE CHATTING 6/7 TIMES ADAY...HE STARTED TO TELL ME THINGS...HE HAS AN ISSUE OF TRUST..I TOLD HIM I UNDERSTAND THAT...BEEN THERE DONE THAT....I'D ASSURED HIM..HE COULD TRUST ME....HE HAS HAD IT HARD IN LIFE... AND ME NOT ALL INTO GOD 24/7 I TOLD HIM...TO STOP TALKING ABOUT LETTING LIFE GO...AND EVERYBODY IS SHITTIN ON HIM...THAT GOD HAS AT SOME POINT PUT US TOGETHER AS FRIENDS THAT HAVE LOST TOUCH AND LET 22 YRS APART FROM EACH OTHER...AND BEING THE GOOD PERSON AS I AM...CARING..LOVING..UNDERSTANDING...BEEN THERE DONE THAT EXPERIENCE OF LIFE...THAT WE CAN LIVE OURS LIFE AND HAVE FUN WHILE DOING IT...TO BE TREATED WITH TLC AND RESPECT....I LITERALLY LOVE THIS MAN...THIS BOY...THIS BLUEEYED BABY...THAT I LAYED MY EYES ON..WHEN I WAS 18...
I WILL WAIT AS LONG AS IT TAKES...THIS RECESSION NEEDS TO GO...JOBS NEED TO BE OUT THERE EVERYWHERE...THANK GOD HE HAS A JOB..BUT HE CANT MOVE TO FL JUST YET...THATS OK...THINGS WILL HAPPEN....
SO WE ENDED THE DAY....AND EXPRESSED OUR LOVE TO EACH OTHER...AND THAT MAKES IT ALL BETTER....HE TOOK CONTROL TONIGHT TOLD ME TO SETTLED DOWN...OH....LOVE IT WHEN A MAN TELLS ME...THAT....I NEED THAT BE....THANKS BOO....LOL...........I LIKE THAT.... I LOVE YOU BE...........................LOVE LADY B.........................
SO HE IS FINALLY OPENING UP TO ME...MORE EACH DAY...BUT AS I RECALL LAST YR WHEN WE STARTED TALKING ON THE PHONE...WE WERE HITTIN AND MISSIN ABOUT STUFF AND I OPENED UP TO HIM...AND I WAS WAITING ON HIM TO OPENED UP TO ME...AND IN THESE LAST SUMMER MONTHS AND WE CHATTING 6/7 TIMES ADAY...HE STARTED TO TELL ME THINGS...HE HAS AN ISSUE OF TRUST..I TOLD HIM I UNDERSTAND THAT...BEEN THERE DONE THAT....I'D ASSURED HIM..HE COULD TRUST ME....HE HAS HAD IT HARD IN LIFE... AND ME NOT ALL INTO GOD 24/7 I TOLD HIM...TO STOP TALKING ABOUT LETTING LIFE GO...AND EVERYBODY IS SHITTIN ON HIM...THAT GOD HAS AT SOME POINT PUT US TOGETHER AS FRIENDS THAT HAVE LOST TOUCH AND LET 22 YRS APART FROM EACH OTHER...AND BEING THE GOOD PERSON AS I AM...CARING..LOVING..UNDERSTANDING...BEEN THERE DONE THAT EXPERIENCE OF LIFE...THAT WE CAN LIVE OURS LIFE AND HAVE FUN WHILE DOING IT...TO BE TREATED WITH TLC AND RESPECT....I LITERALLY LOVE THIS MAN...THIS BOY...THIS BLUEEYED BABY...THAT I LAYED MY EYES ON..WHEN I WAS 18...
I WILL WAIT AS LONG AS IT TAKES...THIS RECESSION NEEDS TO GO...JOBS NEED TO BE OUT THERE EVERYWHERE...THANK GOD HE HAS A JOB..BUT HE CANT MOVE TO FL JUST YET...THATS OK...THINGS WILL HAPPEN....
SO WE ENDED THE DAY....AND EXPRESSED OUR LOVE TO EACH OTHER...AND THAT MAKES IT ALL BETTER....HE TOOK CONTROL TONIGHT TOLD ME TO SETTLED DOWN...OH....LOVE IT WHEN A MAN TELLS ME...THAT....I NEED THAT BE....THANKS BOO....LOL...........I LIKE THAT.... I LOVE YOU BE...........................LOVE LADY B.........................
Friday, September 16, 2011
cry baby...
he cant handle anything...and he is falling apart...and just compared me...to his bitch....and all these family and or idiots treat him like shit....and i been listening...and im losing a fighting battle...wow....him crying...i said that twice to him already...and he hangs up the phone...really............REALLY............a boy...who has nothing had something..and he just dont see it....a scared little boy....and im a bitch............................
YOU DAMN SKIPPY IM A BITCH...IM A BITCH THAT SAYS THE TRUTH..NOT BULLSHIT...BUT THE TRUTH....so u cant see that....WHATEVA...........................................
little boy red....doesnt have a bed.... and he doenst knowwhat to do....and he hasnt no clue......to bad..so sad....
YOU DAMN SKIPPY IM A BITCH...IM A BITCH THAT SAYS THE TRUTH..NOT BULLSHIT...BUT THE TRUTH....so u cant see that....WHATEVA...........................................
little boy red....doesnt have a bed.... and he doenst knowwhat to do....and he hasnt no clue......to bad..so sad....
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
why im i going thru this...
again...im not sleeping...and i swear...this menopause shit is for the birds...going on year 4 with this crap.....can we just get over with this shit please....stop kickin my ass............days away before my sweet granddaughter keosha turns six....now to date its been 2months since i saw her last....but...anit dealing with that damn daughter of mine...dont have time for bullshit....so i can wait so see my grandchildren....anywho...i needs to get ready for work...later...sweets out
Sunday, September 11, 2011
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