Saturday, March 30, 2013
trying to get thru this weekend...
since Friday and today..im eating very light...like nothing....scared to death...that im on that all liquid diet for easter sunday... I think I have IBS.......I already know how it feels..when my stomach acts up....that been do that for years....coke...milk together really sets it off..but if I alternated milk on day and coke another day...but sometimes the water does it to...makes me go to the bathroom all day.....(runs).....so...knowing I have to take crap pills and mag..citrate....im going to be hurting....willie says he will not eat 2morrow..to get me thru this....love u man.....I mean sexy daddy............anywho....at least I can multi task by shittin and be on my laptop....LOL........................................................DAMN....anyways...im out....
Thursday, March 28, 2013
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
RETHINKING...MY LIFE....
IM SEATING HER....TO RETHINK...ABOUT THIS LIFE OF MINE...ONCE AGAIN.....I JUST BLOG MY GRANDBABIES...AND SAID WHAT I NEEDED TO SAY ABOUT THERE MOTHER...AND I WENT ON MY DAUGHTERS BLOG....AND SAID WHAT I NEEDED TO SAY TO HER ....
NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WHAT I NEED TO SAY ABOUT ME.. I GOT A CALLED FROM MY SISTER....LESLIE...AND AT 40 I FOUND OUT SOME THINGS..NOW 13 YRS LATER ONCE AGAIN MORE THINGS ABOUT THIS DALLNER DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILY THAT WE CAME FROM.....GEE US....................................
CUZ NOBODY ASK HER....
HERE IM I AGAIN.....THAT LIFE IS HELL....IM SO TIRED...U THINK LIFE IS GOING ON...HOPING FOR THE GOOD THAT I HAVE CHANGED IN SOME AREAS OF MY LIFE...AND OTHER AREAS..ITS EATING ME ALIVE...FOR ALL THE HURT AND PAIN OF THE DAMN DALLNER FAMILY....LET ALONE DO I ASSOCIATE THE DALLNER NAME...I LEFT THAT 18 YRS AGO WHEN I MARRIED...MY WILL WILL...AGEE...WHO IS MY SOUL AND HEART AND LOVE AND LETS ME BE THE PERSON I AM TODAY.... I LIVED MY LIFE..I HAVE NOT LET ANY MAN CHANGED ME EVER...SOME OF THESE SISTERS OF MINE OR BROTHERS HAVE NOT LEARNED THAT YET...AND ITS 2013 AND WE DONT COMMUNCIATE TO THIS DAY...BUT..I LET GO OF IT FOR SOME REASON...BE CUZ I WORKED ON MYSELF THRU THERAPY
SO HERE IT GOES................
SO MY MOTHER WITH MY GRANDMA AND GRANDPA CHILVERS.....TRYED TO FIGHT FOR HER KIDS...5 OF US GIRLS....AND GRANDPARENTS THE DALLNERS PAYED MONEY TO THE JUDGE UNDER THE TABLE.....................WTF...................OMG.....1969.............
TELLS ME...MY MOTHER LOST HER BROTHER WHEN SHE WAS 11 THAT A TRUCK FELLED ON HIM....AND SHE NEVER GOT OVER IT..AND GRANDMA HAD A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN.....
MY FATHER HAD SEX WITH A UNDERAGE CHILD...IN A BACK SEAT OF A CAR BACK IN 1959.....GEE US...GRANDPARENTS DALLNER PAID THE JUDGE AGAIN UNDER THE TABLE ...WTF...................OMG.......................THE STORY I KNEW THAT I WAS I HEARD MY PARENTS HAD SCREWED IN THE BACK IN CAR IN 3/1959 AND 9 MONTHS LATER ...ME WAS BORN..12/19/59 STORY IS NOW...MY MOTHER GOT PREGANT CAUSE SHE LOVED MY FATHER...NOT KNOWING 4 MORE KIDS LATER....1969...SHE WOULD NEVER SEE HER KIDS AGAIN
MY SISTER TELLS ME....THAT HER CURRENT HUSBAND IS A KKK MEMBER THERE IN MISSISSIPPI......AND HE IS AWARE...THAT ME.....THE OLDEST.....HAS TWO COLORED CHILDREN.....SHE HAS BEEN MARREID TO THIS FUCK....FOR 30+ YEARS........WHATEVER....FATASS FUCK.....FELON NASTY......AND MOLESTED MY STEP SISTER......MAY U ROTT IN HELL..U FUCK.....................
SO THIS FAMILY....HAS THAT DAMN CURSE AND I WILL BREAK MINE......I WILL RE READ AND RE READ THIS BUT I WILL NOT FORGET.....
TO CAROLE ANN CHILVERS DALLNER COTNER...I FORGIVE YOU.......
I WILL NEVER FORGET FOR WHAT THIS FAMILY HAS DONE LET ALONE....THE PAIN AND SUFFERING BUT.....TWO THINGS...MY FATHER COULD OF TOLD US HE WAS GAY.....MY MOTHER COULD OF CONTACTED US...SOME HOW SOME WAY IN LIFE FOR WE ARE ADULT CHILDREN....WE DONT KEEP IN TOUCH....AND MY SISTER TELLS ME MY MOTHER IS SICK....I LEAVE IT AT THAT.....I WILL TAKE NOTE OF THIS BLOG.......
AS FOR MARY DALLNER....NOW YOU...I WILL COME AFTER YOU...ITS A RECKENING...WHAT I HEARD ABOUT YOU...U WILL BE GOING STRAIGHT TO HELL....IM OUT....
NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WHAT I NEED TO SAY ABOUT ME.. I GOT A CALLED FROM MY SISTER....LESLIE...AND AT 40 I FOUND OUT SOME THINGS..NOW 13 YRS LATER ONCE AGAIN MORE THINGS ABOUT THIS DALLNER DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILY THAT WE CAME FROM.....GEE US....................................
CUZ NOBODY ASK HER....
HERE IM I AGAIN.....THAT LIFE IS HELL....IM SO TIRED...U THINK LIFE IS GOING ON...HOPING FOR THE GOOD THAT I HAVE CHANGED IN SOME AREAS OF MY LIFE...AND OTHER AREAS..ITS EATING ME ALIVE...FOR ALL THE HURT AND PAIN OF THE DAMN DALLNER FAMILY....LET ALONE DO I ASSOCIATE THE DALLNER NAME...I LEFT THAT 18 YRS AGO WHEN I MARRIED...MY WILL WILL...AGEE...WHO IS MY SOUL AND HEART AND LOVE AND LETS ME BE THE PERSON I AM TODAY.... I LIVED MY LIFE..I HAVE NOT LET ANY MAN CHANGED ME EVER...SOME OF THESE SISTERS OF MINE OR BROTHERS HAVE NOT LEARNED THAT YET...AND ITS 2013 AND WE DONT COMMUNCIATE TO THIS DAY...BUT..I LET GO OF IT FOR SOME REASON...BE CUZ I WORKED ON MYSELF THRU THERAPY
SO HERE IT GOES................
SO MY MOTHER WITH MY GRANDMA AND GRANDPA CHILVERS.....TRYED TO FIGHT FOR HER KIDS...5 OF US GIRLS....AND GRANDPARENTS THE DALLNERS PAYED MONEY TO THE JUDGE UNDER THE TABLE.....................WTF...................OMG.....1969.............
TELLS ME...MY MOTHER LOST HER BROTHER WHEN SHE WAS 11 THAT A TRUCK FELLED ON HIM....AND SHE NEVER GOT OVER IT..AND GRANDMA HAD A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN.....
MY FATHER HAD SEX WITH A UNDERAGE CHILD...IN A BACK SEAT OF A CAR BACK IN 1959.....GEE US...GRANDPARENTS DALLNER PAID THE JUDGE AGAIN UNDER THE TABLE ...WTF...................OMG.......................THE STORY I KNEW THAT I WAS I HEARD MY PARENTS HAD SCREWED IN THE BACK IN CAR IN 3/1959 AND 9 MONTHS LATER ...ME WAS BORN..12/19/59 STORY IS NOW...MY MOTHER GOT PREGANT CAUSE SHE LOVED MY FATHER...NOT KNOWING 4 MORE KIDS LATER....1969...SHE WOULD NEVER SEE HER KIDS AGAIN
MY SISTER TELLS ME....THAT HER CURRENT HUSBAND IS A KKK MEMBER THERE IN MISSISSIPPI......AND HE IS AWARE...THAT ME.....THE OLDEST.....HAS TWO COLORED CHILDREN.....SHE HAS BEEN MARREID TO THIS FUCK....FOR 30+ YEARS........WHATEVER....FATASS FUCK.....FELON NASTY......AND MOLESTED MY STEP SISTER......MAY U ROTT IN HELL..U FUCK.....................
SO THIS FAMILY....HAS THAT DAMN CURSE AND I WILL BREAK MINE......I WILL RE READ AND RE READ THIS BUT I WILL NOT FORGET.....
TO CAROLE ANN CHILVERS DALLNER COTNER...I FORGIVE YOU.......
I WILL NEVER FORGET FOR WHAT THIS FAMILY HAS DONE LET ALONE....THE PAIN AND SUFFERING BUT.....TWO THINGS...MY FATHER COULD OF TOLD US HE WAS GAY.....MY MOTHER COULD OF CONTACTED US...SOME HOW SOME WAY IN LIFE FOR WE ARE ADULT CHILDREN....WE DONT KEEP IN TOUCH....AND MY SISTER TELLS ME MY MOTHER IS SICK....I LEAVE IT AT THAT.....I WILL TAKE NOTE OF THIS BLOG.......
AS FOR MARY DALLNER....NOW YOU...I WILL COME AFTER YOU...ITS A RECKENING...WHAT I HEARD ABOUT YOU...U WILL BE GOING STRAIGHT TO HELL....IM OUT....
Sunday, March 24, 2013
ALEXIS MATEO....HAMBURER MARYS...YBOR...
I HAD THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE..AND THE FIRST TIME AT A GAY BAR...AND THERE SHE WAS...ALEXIS FROM RUPAULS DRAGRACE #4..AND ALL STARS...BOTH TIMES I THOUGHT SHE SHOULD OF WON...LOVE U ALEXIS MATEO.....ALWAYS...
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