LOVE U ERNESTO CRUZ III.............

YOU THE BEST...ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT MAMA.................LOVE U..........SOME PRISONER DREW THIS FOR ERNESTO.... THEY SUCH GOOD ARTISTS...LOL.........THANKS NESTO..........LOVE MAMA

THINKIN..............

IVE REALIZE....YESTERDAY I WAS IN A PISSED OFF MODE....AND I ALSO THOUGHT IM LETTING HER OUT OF THE BOX WHEN I LITERALLY THINK ABOUT THIS WHOLE MESS.....AND IF I DONT TAKE CARE OF MYSELF....ITS EATING AT ME AND I CAN FILL HOW SHITTY I FEEL AND ITS STRESSIN ME...AND MY BODY IS GOING THRU ACHES AND PAIN...THE SHAKINESS INSIDE....I DONT LIKE THESE FEELINGS...SO I KNOW I CAN DEAL WITH THIS ....CUZ I LET DAYS AND WEEKS..WITHOUT THINKING...ABOUT JAZ....SO....I NEEDS TO GET STONGER.....MAKE THAT CHOICE THAT I DONT LET HER BACK IN MY LIFE....AND HAVE THAT STRESS FREE EFFECT OR............
I LET HER IN AND HAVE ALL THE HAVIC OF BULLSHIT TIL I LEAVE THIS EARTH....I WOULD FALL FOR IT....SO....I THINK NOT...........I DONT WANT THAT AT ALL...MY HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN HER GIVING ME HAVIC.......
SO.........
BONNIE LOUISE AGEE....GET YOUR BALLS BACK IN ORDER BITCH....KEEP HER IN THE BOX....DONT LET HER OUT......SWEETS

im a great auntie..

its about time...i made all you guys great aunts 6yrs ago..woohoo....

WELL IVE BEEN GONE FOR A MINUTE........

WELL HAVENT BEEN BLOGGIN ABOUT ME LATELY....IM IN A PISSED OFF MODE LATELY ABOUT THINGS....AND IM STICKIN TO MY...IM NOT GOING TO GET DISRESPECTED ORDEALS WITH ANYONE...WAITIN FOR ERNESTO TO CALL ME....MOMS NEEDS TO SAY SOMETHING SOMETHING......
GUNNY HAD EXAMS THIS WK AT SCHOOL....REPORT CARD COMES FEB.4.....I HOPE HE DID GOOD AND DID HIS BEST ON THE EXAMS.....

YESTERDAY...I WENT TO A ALANON MEETING YESTERDAY....WHY...WHO THE HELLS KNOWS....BUT THATS NOT WHAT IM LOOKING FOR....I MEAN MY FATHER AND DAUGHTERS ARE ALKIES...AND BECUZ I PUT HER IN THE BOX ALONG WITH OTHER DALLNERS....AND I HAVNT SPOKE A WORD TO HER SINCE 7/1/2010......I WANT TO BE ABLE TO REACT TO HER WHEN SHE TRYS TO DISRESPECT ME...EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY HOPING SHE WONT HIT ME AGAIN (SOMEDAY SHE WILL).....IM TRYING TO FIND A DOMESTIC VOL...GROUP....FEW AND FAR BETWEEN.....HERE IN LAKELAND....SO...I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.....I WANT TO BE READY IF AND WHEN THIS GOES DOWN....BUT RIGHT NOW SHE GONNA HAVE TO LICK EVERYTHING ON ME BEFORE I TAKE ANY IM SORRY MOMMY....CUZ IVE HEARD IT TO MANY TIMES....THIS WILL HAPPEN AGAIN...............SHE IS DOING AND LICKIN ASS TO GET THE KIDS BACK...DONT GET ME WRONG ABOUT THAT....BUT AS SOON ALL THIS IS DONE AND THEY OUT OF HER LIFE..DCF AND FOSTERCARE AND THE COURT....THIS WILL HAPPEN AGAIN....HOPING I WILL BE THERE TO CATCH MY GRANDBABIES THIS NEXT TIME....SO....IM OUT...3 DAY WKEND..AGAIN .....SO IM LAYING LOW....SWEETS

WELL

I JUST ADDED THE BLOG OF MY DAUGHTER....ON MY FLORIDA FAMILY S LOSING TO FOSTERCARE.........HERE IS THE...http://floridafamileslosingtofostecare.blogspot.com......i thought i would not be....afraid and say what i want.....so...there is a link to a facebook page also on this page.....so if u want a good read...im letting others know what i been thru as a parent....when my daughter....took it to that level...in life and my grandbabies are suffering in the fostercare system.....so..read at your own risk...and follow if u like.........bonnie notafraid agee............