RED LIGHT JACK............MY CAT

NOW I CAN RELAX AND DO WHAT I NEED TO DO

THINGS WILL BE ALOT DIFFERENT NOW....JUST DOING WHAT I NEED TO DO FOR THE FAMILY LET ALONE ME........STILL IM ON THE BACK BURNER...BUT I DO NEED TO FOCUS ON ME.....A LITTLE BIT MORE...........

waitin is over...........

they let him out of the hospital and he came and got all his stuff...........bye

sitting back and waitin.................

so the house boy is in the hospital..in my early post if i mention he had to do things for himself...that i wasnt going to hold his hand presay........he went to go get his meds for the next month and reapply for the fs....he was where he was to be...but he had 2 seizures and the ambulance took him to the hospital..so he texted me..we text for a minute and eventually called him to see what happen...calls later to tell me they keeping for a few days...ok so later on i called...to ask what kind of test they did and not really going into detail i let him know i wasnt being cruel..but im still pissed with his ass...........so its tuesday....and he hasnt called yet to let me know whats going on.............well im sitting back on this and waiting for him to call.........im not giving him a notion that i care let alone hold the boys hand..if he was a friend he would be calling me...i have iniated this whole time since he has been here...and last wk when he was almost losing his job i gave to him on a platter and he managed to fuck it up....now medical incident is in play now..and im not going to hold his damn hand.....i know if i call he will take it that im not still mad and he thinks in his mind everything would be ok.................NOPE............ i think not.........i have to stand my ground...if he wants to tell me he would....like i said to myself...lately i tell me...i dont take care of little boys and wanting a mama figure types...he sees a friend that will take care of him.............but me...........dont want to do that anymore...ive sat back and watch what he has done or hasnt done and listening to him when we talked about everything in life from a/z....so...i broke the chains...if i dont nip it now... it would not happen...so............ive lived ive learned...its on you.......house boy...........so...........i sit and wait.............nothing happens nothing happens...i stand my ground...

WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

THE HOUSE BOY DIDNT LOSE HIS JOB YET...........I WILL SIT BACK AND WAIT.. STILL NO COMMUNICATION....I DONT TALK TO GROWN ASS MEN THAT HAVE A LITTLE BOY ATTITUDE..........SO WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS..............WALKING AROUND HERE.........JUST LEAVE U STUPID..............WELL..IM OUT....LATER..........SWEETS