A COULPLE OF STRESSORS ...

ALONG THE WAY....SINCE THE SUMMER STARTED...RUNNING TO GET THINGS IN ORDER FOR HEALTH CARE..FOR A BUCK.....WHICH STARTED 9/1/12...SO WE ARE BACK ON OUR MEDS....AND ADDED MEDS FOR ME AT THAT...........WILLIE HAS TO SEE THE UROLOGISTS MONDAY..HIS PROSTRATE NUMBER IS A 9.? AND I HOPE ITS NOT ANYTHING....HE JUST HASNT BEEN ON THAT MED FOR OVER 18 MONTHS.......

ME...I COUNTED 15 PILLS...NOT THE EXTRA 5 AT NIGHT........TOOK MY TITS TEST...IM CLEARED..........WOOHOO............THEY STILL IN MY WAY..............15TH THE GOOD OLE PAP NEEDS TO BE DONE..........WE ARE NOW ON THE CHRONIC CARE PLAN...WHERE WE STILL PAY A 1.00 FOR CARE....OR SCRIPTS WILL BE FREE...........AT WALLY WORLD....YEAH ON THAT.........

I SCREWED THE CABLE BILL SINCE JAN OF THIS YEAR...TRYING TO GET CAUGHT UP ON THAT............MADE ARRANGEMENTS AT TIME SINCE THEN...AND THEY CALLED THRUSDAY OF THIS WK...I TOLD THEM...( I OWE 150.00) IM 35.00 BEHIND ...THEM BITCHIN....CALL AGAIN COME PICK UP MY SHIT AND CANCELL MY INTERNET...I REALLY DONT GIVE SHIT...I MEAN REALLY..................COUNTRY IS FALLING APART...AND PEOPLES ARE BITCHIN FOR MONEY.............. MY RED SET TEE WAS PICKED UP AND THE SMALL HD TV IN MY ROOM....BADCOCK CAME AND PICKED IT UP......CUZ...I COULDNT AFFORED THE 35.00 PYMT...WHICH I LAPPED TO 45.00 10 DAYS LATER...AND ONLY OWE 450.00.....I TOLD THEM COME PICK IT UP...AND FUCK MY CREDIT UP...I DONT CARE.........

SO RENT...LIGHTS...2 LIFE INS POLICYS.....CAR INS....AND MY CELL...AND MAYBE THE CABLE BILL..................SORRY....THATS ALL I CAN SCRATCH.....

LATER.............

SO MUCH ON MY MIND......

HAVING SO MUCH ON MY MIND....I LITERALLY STOPPED BLOGGIN......WELL...IT JUST DAWNED ON ME....YEAR 6 WAS THREE DAYS AGO...THAT I STARTED BLOGGIN...SO...HERE I GO...WHERE DO I START.....



MY DAUGHTER IS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL UP THERE IN MISSISSIPPI....NOW 5+ MONTHS IN THE CRAZY PLACE....5+ MONTHS SINCE SHE WALKED AWAY FROM HER CHILDREN MY GRANDBABIES.....THIS REALLY PISSING ME OFF....BUT IT ALSO HURTS...I CALLED UP THERE ON KEKE'S BIRTHDAY..AND NEXT WK I WILL DO THE SAME TO LAYLAY MAMA....AND THESE PHONE CALLS...I PUT UP A GOOD FRONT TO ASK HOW THEY DOING...AND THEY DONT TALK..ITS JUST A YES MA'AM...IT FEELS LIKE THEY FORGOT ABOUT ME...THEY KNOW THE VOICE..BUT ITS NOT THE SAME...THEY ARE 8/7 NOW...I DONT EVEN KNOW THEM ANYMORE....THANKS ALOT JAZ....U DONE WHAT U WANTED TO DO ALL ALONG....TO MAKE SURE I WASNT IN THE PICTURE...WHATEVER BITCH......


I HAVE A FEW DIFFERENT ENTRYS OF MY BLOGS...HERE...WHERE I NEED TO GET OFF SOME STEAM.......IM SO PISSED...IM SO DONE...BUT I NEED TO EXPRESS...MORE IN A MINUTE..................