I SAID I WAS GOING TO DO CHANGES......

WELL I JUST DID....I WENT TO MY FIRST MASS.. THIS WAS A VERY BIG STEP FOR ME..KEEP ME GOING LORD..IM A WORK IN PROGRESS.....WOW....I CANT BELIEVE I DID THIS....WOOTWOOT..............................................GUNNY IS GOING WITH ME AFTER HE DOES HIS AT THE METHODIST CHURCH AT 7 PM ON XMAS EVE..AND WE ARE GOING TO THE 9 PM AT RESURRECTION CATHOLIC CHURCH ......WOW....IM EXCITED.....

AFTER THE FACT OF TURNING 54...

SO I WOKE UP THAT MORNING CRYING....I WAS UP AT 4AM..NOTICING MY DINGS ON MY CELL SO IM LOOKING AT SOME OF MY BIRTHDAY GREETINGS...AND I DID THAT ALL DAY... I TOLD HIM TO GET OUT OF MY ROOM....IM DONE AND IM GETTING A DIVORCE...I WENT BACK TO BED AND CRYING AGAIN....SO I DECIDED TO MAKE CHANGES OF MY LIFE STARTING TODAY 12/19/13...HE MADE ME A CARD..MADE ME BREAKFAST AND COFFEE AND I SAY FUCK YOU....SAID IT TO HIM ALL DAY TELLING ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY... I AM NOT TAKING CARE OF A 61 YR OLD MAN HE IS A CHILD AND IM DONE.. I HAVE A HANDFUL OF FRIENDS THAT WILL SUPPORT ME IN THAT DECISION FOR I AM GOING TO LIVE AND FALL IN LOVE FOR REAL...I THOUGHT I DID..BUT I REALLY DIDNT..IM TAKING CARE...AND NO ONE IS TAKING CARE OF ME.....AND I HAVE HAD IT..MY GUNNY BUTT SUPPORTS MY DECISION OF HIS FATHER...AS FOR THE AGEE FAMILY TO BAD SO SAD AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK... I WILL STILL TAKE CARE OF THE EX HUSBAND...BUT I AM GOING OUT TO FIND A MAN...I REAL MAN...REAL LOVE...

SO IVE BEEN EATING MY BIRTHDAY CAKE..AND ITS ALMOST DONE.. LET ME GO FOR NOW..

BIRTHDAY GIRL IS 54...

THANKS TO MY SWEET CAROLINE TAKING ME OUT TO CHILIS...HAD ME TWO DRIKY POOS..MUCH NEED..AND BOOIKE BITCH BOBBY TOOK  ME OUT TO THE MALL AND WE DID LUNCH..... AND TONIGHT MY OTHER BOOKIE VARI...TALKING ABOUT MY CHANGES THAT I WILL BE MAKING...LET ALONE... WILL BE DONE AT THE END OF SEPT 2014


ANY WHO HAD MY THERAPY APPT NOW THE LAST 3 YRS KEVIN... U A GOOD FRIEND AND THERAPIST....

THANKS GUNNY FOR MY HOME MADE BIRTHDAY CARD..LOVE U...

F OFF WILL WILL...SO DONE WITH YOUR ASS......

LOVING EATIN MY CAKE FROM MY GIRL RED......RED VELET...YUMMY

Britney Spears - Circus

I AM THE CENTER OF MY CIRCUS

I SWEAR TO GOD.....MARKETPLACE/OBAMACARE...

GETTIN ON MY LAST NERVE......TOTALLY......WHATS GOING ON WITH THIS SHIT....I HAVE APPLIED 7 TIMES....NOW...IM ON THE PHONE AGAIN....I JUST DONT GET IT....I DONT THINK THEY KNOWS WHATS GOING ON....THERE ARE STILL BUGS IN YOUR SYSTEM...AND U WONDER WHY...PEOPLE ARE MAD...IVE BEEN CUSSING UP LIKE A SAILOR...LAST WK...FOR THREE DAYS STRAIGHT...SINCE MONDAY IVE BEEN BITING MY TONGUE......

COULD SOMEBODY GET ME ....SOME HELP HERE PLEASE.....I SURE DONT WANT TO COME THRU THE PHONE...GEE US.....................WHEN I APPLIED IN OCT...THEY ASKED IF I WAS EVER IN JAIL.....LAST NIGHT THEY ASKED ME IF I WAS WHITE.... THIS MORNING THEY ASKED ME IF I WAS LIVING IN THE STATE OF FL SHE SAID SHE HAD TO ASK..CUZ I MIGHT OF BEEN CALLING FOR A NOTHER.....STATE.......................

GEE US....TEA PARTY QUESTIONS.....NO DOUBT IT......LICK MY ASSES....PLEASE....UNITED STATES OF FUCKING AMERICA......WELL GOT TO THE 23RD TO GET MY HEALTH PLAN

HOURS AWAY..TIL MY 54TH BIRTHDAY....

MY GIRL RED...20+ YRS AGO..NEIGHBOORS AT THAT...SHE MAKES CAKES ON THE SIDE....WELL TODAY I GET TO PICK UP MY BIRTHDAY CAKE...SORRY PULBIX'S AND GET ON THE MARKETPLACE(OBAMACARE) TO PICK MY HEALTH PLAN...MORE ON THAT LATER TODAY.....RED TAPE......

HERE IS A PIC OF MY BDAY CAKE....

RED VELET AT THAT....YUM.....

MAN I GOT ALOT ON MY MIND....WHY.....

ALL THIS BULLSHIT...KEEPS EATING AT ME....AND I WANT IT TO STOP.....I HATE CHRISTMAS.....I HATE MY MOTHER...I HATE THE STEPMOTHER...I HATE MY DAD...I HATE MY DAUGHTER....YES I SAID IT....I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT U THINK OF ME...KNOWING....THE DYSFUNCTIONAL BS...THRU CHILDHOOD...THE DYSFUNCTIONAL BS...FROM MY OWN DAUGHTER......WHEN WILL I GET IT IN MY HEAD ...TO TELL THESE BITCHES TO GET OUT OF MY HEAD...MIND...AND SOUL......I JUST WANT TO SCREAM...LIKE A BUNGEE JUMP SCREAM......WOULD BE NICE.....GOING TO VOW...TO DO ALL BLOGS....FAITHFULLY IN 2014....EVERYDAY I WILL SAY SOMETHING.....I BEEN NOT A GOOD BLOGGER LATELY...SOMETIMES DASHBOARD WASNT WORKING RIGHT...INCLUDING PUTTING PICS UP....AND DECO THE PAGES....WE....OK NOW....LATER...GOTTA REST A MINUTE...BACK IS HURTING.........