Saturday, October 1, 2011
Friday, September 30, 2011
MY BOOKIE
MY SWEET BOOKIE IS AND WILL BE HOMELESS AS OF TONIGHT....AS PEPS SHIT ON HIM...IM TRYING SO HARD TO KEEP HIM GOING WITHOUT FALLING APART...I THINK HE SEE ITS BUT HE STILL SUFFERS.....GETTING SHIT ON......
I SEE THAT I BEEN THRU ALOT OF SHIT MYSELF IN LIFE...WHEN IS IT GOING TO BE HIS TURN AND MY TURN....TO START DOING WHAT WE WANT AND HOW WE WILL BE TREATED...I KEEP TELLING ME....BULLSHIT THESE LAST 50 YEARS WAS ENOUGH...AND 52 IS COMING AROUND THE CORNER IN MONTHS.... I PROMISED MYSELF...THAT BULLSHIT WOULD STOP....DAMN IT...STOP FUCKING WITH THE FUCKEE MAN...
I WANT TO DO WHAT THE HELL I WANT...I WANT MY BOOKIE TO BE OK.....AND GET HIS LIFE TO A POINT OF HAPPINESS.... AND DO WHAT HE WANTS AND FUCK THE REST....I CANT STAND ASSWIPES FROM FRIENDS AND OR FAMILY....OR JUST IDIOTS....
THERES A TIME AND A PLACE FOR THIS SHIT....
SO SWEET BOOKIE....HOLD ON...BOO....MAMA TRYING.....JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE....LOVE U...ALWAYS....
I SEE THAT I BEEN THRU ALOT OF SHIT MYSELF IN LIFE...WHEN IS IT GOING TO BE HIS TURN AND MY TURN....TO START DOING WHAT WE WANT AND HOW WE WILL BE TREATED...I KEEP TELLING ME....BULLSHIT THESE LAST 50 YEARS WAS ENOUGH...AND 52 IS COMING AROUND THE CORNER IN MONTHS.... I PROMISED MYSELF...THAT BULLSHIT WOULD STOP....DAMN IT...STOP FUCKING WITH THE FUCKEE MAN...
I WANT TO DO WHAT THE HELL I WANT...I WANT MY BOOKIE TO BE OK.....AND GET HIS LIFE TO A POINT OF HAPPINESS.... AND DO WHAT HE WANTS AND FUCK THE REST....I CANT STAND ASSWIPES FROM FRIENDS AND OR FAMILY....OR JUST IDIOTS....
THERES A TIME AND A PLACE FOR THIS SHIT....
SO SWEET BOOKIE....HOLD ON...BOO....MAMA TRYING.....JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE....LOVE U...ALWAYS....
WAKE UP BONBON
AS OLD AS MY ASS IS...U THINK I WOULD LET MYSELF BE TAKEN OVER BY RULES OF OTHER PEOPLE...WHEN IT COMES TO WHO I AM.....
IM KIND...LOVEABLE..UNDERSTANDING...HELPING OUT..KNOW WHAT MY JOB IS ....AND I PLEASE THAT PERSON...BUT I DONT STAND UP FOR ME...I LET OTHERS DO AND SAY OF WHAT I NEED TO DO FOR THEM....I NEED TO START FOR ME...THAT I WOULD OR I THINK I COULD...I WOULD LIKE TO...CAN I.....I HOPE TODAY IS THAT DAY...I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO MAN UP...AND GET SOME THINGS CLEARED....THAT I WILL NOT BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BY OTHERS....
GEE US BONNIE...WAKE THE FUCK UP...GIRL...ALMOST 52 YEARS OLD...AND I STILL DO FOR OTHERS...BUT NOT FOR ME.....I NEED SOME BALLS....SHIT THE BIG ONES ON MY CHEST ANIT HELPING..(since they in my way) .....SO...BON BON.....GET YOUR SHIT STRAIAGHT ON YOU...MY JOB AND MY LIFE....KICK ASS BITCH...THATS WHAT IM SUPPOSE TO DO............U DIGG...............note to self...LOL............
IM KIND...LOVEABLE..UNDERSTANDING...HELPING OUT..KNOW WHAT MY JOB IS ....AND I PLEASE THAT PERSON...BUT I DONT STAND UP FOR ME...I LET OTHERS DO AND SAY OF WHAT I NEED TO DO FOR THEM....I NEED TO START FOR ME...THAT I WOULD OR I THINK I COULD...I WOULD LIKE TO...CAN I.....I HOPE TODAY IS THAT DAY...I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO MAN UP...AND GET SOME THINGS CLEARED....THAT I WILL NOT BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BY OTHERS....
GEE US BONNIE...WAKE THE FUCK UP...GIRL...ALMOST 52 YEARS OLD...AND I STILL DO FOR OTHERS...BUT NOT FOR ME.....I NEED SOME BALLS....SHIT THE BIG ONES ON MY CHEST ANIT HELPING..(since they in my way) .....SO...BON BON.....GET YOUR SHIT STRAIAGHT ON YOU...MY JOB AND MY LIFE....KICK ASS BITCH...THATS WHAT IM SUPPOSE TO DO............U DIGG...............note to self...LOL............
Monday, September 26, 2011
a good wkend...
had my grandbabies the whole wkend...and will will bday...pics up later... and i hope i get that damn wedding ring out of the sink....i had to call manitance to fish it out....oh well pics up later..........
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