IVE REALIZE....YESTERDAY I WAS IN A PISSED OFF MODE....AND I ALSO THOUGHT IM LETTING HER OUT OF THE BOX WHEN I LITERALLY THINK ABOUT THIS WHOLE MESS.....AND IF I DONT TAKE CARE OF MYSELF....ITS EATING AT ME AND I CAN FILL HOW SHITTY I FEEL AND ITS STRESSIN ME...AND MY BODY IS GOING THRU ACHES AND PAIN...THE SHAKINESS INSIDE....I DONT LIKE THESE FEELINGS...SO I KNOW I CAN DEAL WITH THIS ....CUZ I LET DAYS AND WEEKS..WITHOUT THINKING...ABOUT JAZ....SO....I NEEDS TO GET STONGER.....MAKE THAT CHOICE THAT I DONT LET HER BACK IN MY LIFE....AND HAVE THAT STRESS FREE EFFECT OR............
I LET HER IN AND HAVE ALL THE HAVIC OF BULLSHIT TIL I LEAVE THIS EARTH....I WOULD FALL FOR IT....SO....I THINK NOT...........I DONT WANT THAT AT ALL...MY HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN HER GIVING ME HAVIC.......
SO.........
BONNIE LOUISE AGEE....GET YOUR BALLS BACK IN ORDER BITCH....KEEP HER IN THE BOX....DONT LET HER OUT......SWEETS
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