CLEARED A FEW THINGS TONIGHT...EVERYTHING IS BACK ON TRACK....BUT I DO FEEL BAD...THAT HIM GOING THRU SOME STUFF....HE GOT TO SEE THE KIDS FOR ONE WK....AND HIM KICKING HIMSELF FOR GETTING SET UP WITH THE EX TO BE HURT AGAIN AND NOW HE CANT SEE THE KIDS AGAIN...SO HE DONE...THEN HIS BRO..IS ENDING UP MOVING UP NORTH OF IL BUT WILL MAKE THE DRIVE TO WORK AT DOWNERS SOUTH...REALLY...HE MOVING IN WITH THIS GIRL HE BEEN SEEING FOR 2+ YRS...AND NOW BE HAS NO WHERE TO GO...SO...ALL THIS HAPPEN THIS WK...AND WE WERE BITCHIN AT EACH OTHER ALL DAY...
SO HE IS FINALLY OPENING UP TO ME...MORE EACH DAY...BUT AS I RECALL LAST YR WHEN WE STARTED TALKING ON THE PHONE...WE WERE HITTIN AND MISSIN ABOUT STUFF AND I OPENED UP TO HIM...AND I WAS WAITING ON HIM TO OPENED UP TO ME...AND IN THESE LAST SUMMER MONTHS AND WE CHATTING 6/7 TIMES ADAY...HE STARTED TO TELL ME THINGS...HE HAS AN ISSUE OF TRUST..I TOLD HIM I UNDERSTAND THAT...BEEN THERE DONE THAT....I'D ASSURED HIM..HE COULD TRUST ME....HE HAS HAD IT HARD IN LIFE... AND ME NOT ALL INTO GOD 24/7 I TOLD HIM...TO STOP TALKING ABOUT LETTING LIFE GO...AND EVERYBODY IS SHITTIN ON HIM...THAT GOD HAS AT SOME POINT PUT US TOGETHER AS FRIENDS THAT HAVE LOST TOUCH AND LET 22 YRS APART FROM EACH OTHER...AND BEING THE GOOD PERSON AS I AM...CARING..LOVING..UNDERSTANDING...BEEN THERE DONE THAT EXPERIENCE OF LIFE...THAT WE CAN LIVE OURS LIFE AND HAVE FUN WHILE DOING IT...TO BE TREATED WITH TLC AND RESPECT....I LITERALLY LOVE THIS MAN...THIS BOY...THIS BLUEEYED BABY...THAT I LAYED MY EYES ON..WHEN I WAS 18...
I WILL WAIT AS LONG AS IT TAKES...THIS RECESSION NEEDS TO GO...JOBS NEED TO BE OUT THERE EVERYWHERE...THANK GOD HE HAS A JOB..BUT HE CANT MOVE TO FL JUST YET...THATS OK...THINGS WILL HAPPEN....
SO WE ENDED THE DAY....AND EXPRESSED OUR LOVE TO EACH OTHER...AND THAT MAKES IT ALL BETTER....HE TOOK CONTROL TONIGHT TOLD ME TO SETTLED DOWN...OH....LOVE IT WHEN A MAN TELLS ME...THAT....I NEED THAT BE....THANKS BOO....LOL...........I LIKE THAT.... I LOVE YOU BE...........................LOVE LADY B.........................
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