why im i going thru this...

again...im not sleeping...and i swear...this menopause shit is for the birds...going on year 4 with this crap.....can we just get over with this shit please....stop kickin my ass............days away before my sweet granddaughter keosha turns six....now to date its been 2months since i saw her last....but...anit dealing with that damn daughter of mine...dont have time for bullshit....so i can wait so see my grandchildren....anywho...i needs to get ready for work...later...sweets out