loving my wk off.....

well i got up today and started fixin the thanksgiving dinner....a day before..its time to get it all ready and i just have to heat it up...and cook the bird tonight as i sleep...damn 24 pound turkey....i premaid...the stuffing...dirty rice....cornbread..corn..stuffed eggs...jello...cranberry... just will do mashtaters day of...put will make my cake tonight...before putting the bird in....i hate to cook the day of...i label it and nuke..it or oven...its only me and will will and gunny this year....i want to be alone this year...as it should be...it just us..and we havent done us for six years...not complaining that the grands aint around...i wish they were home....i can wait my babies...love u...granny....

STARTED MY 4TH BLOG...TODAY

TO HONOR MY GRANDCHILDREN...PASSION,KEOSHA AND MEL;AKHI....I LOVE YOU MY BABIES...ALWAYS AND FOREVER...........................LOVE GRANNY

a wk off all next week....

today we had a thanksgiving feast for the kids... as long as ive been there...we feed the kids and there familys...with all the trimmings of thanksgiving....and now i have a whole wk off....

im still pissed off...............

like it says....let it go...if it comes back...its yours....well...that what i will have to do with my grandchildren....i still feel the same way today as i was yesterday...im sorry ...but i let ripped yesterday and how i felt...and im stickin to what i said....i will be bloggin more...see..i got this blog...everyday stuff...good/bad/fun/whateveas...bloggin about my daughter...i thought i would do one on the stupid mamas i had...mix in with the stupid father...and i found some websites...to make monies on them...so all next wk and the 2wks in dec...im going be hittin the blogs.........i want others to know what i go thru...what i have been thru...letting others know...im not alone in this...im out...later...sweets

IM DONE..............

I AM SO SORRY....LAYLAY..KEKE...MACKERS....GRANNY CANT FIGHT NO MORE...I TRYED...SO HARD TO FIGHT FOR YOU....YOUR MOTHER WILL HAVE TO WAIT TO GET YOU ALL BACK...TODAY WAS A COURT DAY....AND GRANNY WAS THERE....ALL I GET IS SUPERVISED VISITS COURT ORDERED FOR ME...JESUS CHRIST IVE HAD THAT ALL ALONG...FUCK THE LAWYER...HE TELLS ME...TO TRY TO AMENDS WITH JAZ...AS LONG AS I LIVE...THAT BITCH WILL NEVER GET ME TO KISS HER ASS EVER....AGAIN....IM DONE IM THRU....JAZ..YOU HAVE HURT ME FOR THE LAST TIME...AND YOU MADE MY HUSBAND CRY...I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THAT EVER.....HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO MY HUSBAND....IN 15 YEARS AS LONG AS IVE BEEN MARRIED...I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER SEE THIS OF WILLIE....I HAD TWO FUCKING MOTHERS THAT DIDNT DO ANYTHING FOR ME...AND I HAVE GONE BEYOND WITH YOU JAZ...BEING THERE AND TAKIN CARE OF YOUR STUPID ASS AND SUPPORTING YOU...FUCK YOU...IM DONE.....YOUR IN THE BOXXXXXXXXXX...............................I HATE YOU...NO LOVE FOR YOU .....ITS ABOUT TIME FOR ME TO EXPRESS THIS 29 YEARS OF BULLSHIT...FROM MY DAUGHTER....I ANIT HOLDING BACK....I WILL MAKE THIS PROMISE...WHEN I LEAVE THIS EARTH...I WILL HAUNT YOUR FEN ASS,,,, TIL YOU LEAVE THIS EARTH....YOU CANT FUCK THE FUCKEE ANYMORE...IM A BITCH AND PROUD OF IT...IM COMING AFTER YOU ......

SPARROW AGEE....R.I.P...........

LAST PIC OF SPARROW AND GUNNY..........
YESTERDAY....WE HAD TO PUT DOWN SPARROW...HE WASNT EVEN WALKING RIGHT AND LOSING HIS BODILY FUNCTIONS...SO WE WENT TO THE SPCA...THEY EVEN COULDNT FIND A VEIN...SO...THEY GAVE HIM HIS SLEEPING MEDS....GUNNY AND WILLIE AND I WATCHED ON...AND GUNNY WATCH THE PROCESS...WE TOOK HIM HOME..GUNNY CRIED SO HARD...IN THE CAR...BUT WHEN WE GOT HOME...GUNNY PERPARRED HIS FUNNERAL...THE NIGHT BEFORE WE ALL WROTE ON THE SHOE BOX...HE GAVE HIM A TOY..WRAPPED HIM UP IN THE BLANKET...PUT HIM IN THE GROUND...AND WE MARKED THE GAVE WITH SOME FLOWERS...GUNNY WAS SO STRONG...I THINK HE DID VERY WELL WITH THIS..I WAS PERPARING HIM THE LAST 24 HOURS WITH SPARROW...IM GLAD THAT WE EXPERIENCE THIS AS A FAMILY....THIS WAS OUR FIRST FAMILY PET...EVER..WE ALWAYS LIVED IN APT...WITH THE NO PET RULE....SO...WE LOVE YOU SPARROW AGEE...YOU WERE A GOOD PET TO MY SON....RIP...LOVE MOMS...DADDY...AND GUNTHER....

ATTENTION KMART SHOPPERS.........LOL

MY SON...GUNTHER....YEAH.........HIS FIRST REAL GRADE REPORT CARD...MAINSTREAM...STANDARD DIPLOMA...FIRST NINE WEEKS OF HIS FRESHMAN YEAR...AT LAKELAND SENIOR HIGH.....INTENS READING.. 87/73...PRE ALG/INTENS MATH...92/72...ENG 1...71...EARTH SCIENCE ..75..ROTC...97....TWO A'S ONE B....FOUR C'S....THIS IS THE BEST DAY TO DATE...MY BABY....ADHD...TAKING NO MEDS..HANDLING ALL THE STRESSORS.....THE LAST EIGHT YEARS WERE ESE GRADES FOR SPECIAL EDUCATION....WE MAINSTREAM BABY....WOOHOO....I LOVE YOU GUNTHER...MOMMY IS SO PROUD....KICK ASS BOY....BOOYA...LOVE MOMS...IM OUT....