2...our house guests

left today....caroline picked up her kitties today...and me and gunny to jack to the spca clinic for a ck/up ....2lbs...very healthly.....we miss sparrow...but jack is a good replacement....we will always love sparrow...forever....love moms and gunt....but jack...he is goofy and retarded and funny as hell...we like him.....well one to go...will save that for 2morrow to end the year out right,.....sweeets...im out...later............

3.......well ...

you all can read the 4 blogs im bloggin about...i ve been keepin up on all the 4...i hope i dont forget which blog im on when im writing....lol................i hope u enjoy them...i made my sister start doing heres.....she needs to get going on hers..............plus i deco the page for her....now 2

4...me and gunny

have been doing fcat....we got caught up with reading math and science...heading into the 10 grade portion of it....still have to do 6grade reading but we can do both 6/10...like we did 3/8....man the printer ink is a goner....have to get the pe in like now...but im here on the laptop....doing multi-task things and not on the desktop to do pe ...so..in a minute....and he been fcat writing been making him do 1/2 pages on whatever i tell him to write about...im trying to get up to 3pages...looking to do at least one 3 page by this weekend...tuesday they go back to school...monday i have a teacher /parent conference.......well 3 more entrys of  my daily blog..............

i need to do 5 entrys of my daily blog

before 2011...need to get going.... i just changed my music ....enjoyed............4

im sittin here................

wondering whats in store for me this yr coming,...............let me think before the year is out....

MERRY CHIRSTMAS 2010

MERRY CHIRSTMAS....LOVE U GUNT AND WILL WILL...AND NESTO...BUT MOST OF ALL MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO MY BABIES....PASSION, KEOSHA AND MEL'AKHI....ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS....WE WILL WAIT.....LOVE U......LOVE GRANNY

reflections of 2010 for me...................

read at your own risk............2010 was a very hard year....losing the kids before thanksgiving 09...really took a toll on me in 2010...i fought as hard as i could....getting a lawyer who did nothing...hitting the hubbys 401k to live this year....because we cant make it with the income we are making....and i go fightin for my grandbabies twice...i took a break at easter....for me...and made some memories those 5 days in chicago.....and the biggest step right now is...since 07/01/2010 i stopped everything with my daughter....not a word to her...im done im thru with her....or i think i will call her that....




my son blossom in august when he started lakeland sr high as a freshman class of 2014..mainstreaming..standard diploma...no medication..help with ese....in these clasees and he join ROTC......and that im so impressed with my son...my baby...last child....only child that is going to high school...and he as a dream to be a cop someday...and im standing behind my son these next four years...and will fight to the end.........see my son walk across that stage....



but the biggest reflection is....I GOT FIRED.....NEWS ALERT..... SO GLAD THERE IS FREEDOM OF SPEECH..........







:...............for two and half years ive been putting up bullshit....and i let them do this do me daily, weekly....and its so funny how people lickin ass to impress there peers and they do this daily...how is it that anyone can lick the white mans ass to get ahead in a business helping people.....or peers crying wolf cuz they cant handle themselves...they just babies..they have no clue what ahead....but its really funny that they go thru a chain of command and order me.....and funny really hailrious that what happens after hours is still there business ....that is not nor does that happen out there in the real world...what i do after hours in not there business... WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY.....i wasnt born yesterday.....i do and i say what the fuck i want to....but its ok.....i dont FUCK WITH FUCKERS OR HATERS.....but these babies will get theres later in life.....







for all the relationships i made with parnets and the children they can never take that from me....







but i dont have to explain myself or excuse myself or even tell anyone im sorry.....you cant FUCK THE FUCKEE...YOU DIGG........IM FREE AND I FEEL GOOD ABOUT IT...........



so all those peoples out there lickin ass because the lord said...give me a break............







BOOYA BITCHES....IM NOT AFRAID TO TAKE A STAND....SWEETS......







PS...THE BEST THING THAT HAPPEN TO ME 8/7/2010....WAS SEEING AREOSMITH....36 YEARS I WAITED FOR THAT....AND I TOOK MY BABY SON WITH ME...AND HE SAW A DIFFERENT MAMA THAT DAY......OF COURSE BRET MICHAELS.....9/25/2010......SO I MIGHT OF HAVE A BULLSHIT YEAR AND HURT AND DISRESPECT BUT NO LONGER.... CUZ NOW I CAN DO THE FUCK WHAT I WANT...AND NOBODY CAN STOP ME..........WOOHOO ANYWHO..........