Britney Spears - Circus

I AM THE CENTER OF MY CIRCUS

I SWEAR TO GOD.....MARKETPLACE/OBAMACARE...

GETTIN ON MY LAST NERVE......TOTALLY......WHATS GOING ON WITH THIS SHIT....I HAVE APPLIED 7 TIMES....NOW...IM ON THE PHONE AGAIN....I JUST DONT GET IT....I DONT THINK THEY KNOWS WHATS GOING ON....THERE ARE STILL BUGS IN YOUR SYSTEM...AND U WONDER WHY...PEOPLE ARE MAD...IVE BEEN CUSSING UP LIKE A SAILOR...LAST WK...FOR THREE DAYS STRAIGHT...SINCE MONDAY IVE BEEN BITING MY TONGUE......

COULD SOMEBODY GET ME ....SOME HELP HERE PLEASE.....I SURE DONT WANT TO COME THRU THE PHONE...GEE US.....................WHEN I APPLIED IN OCT...THEY ASKED IF I WAS EVER IN JAIL.....LAST NIGHT THEY ASKED ME IF I WAS WHITE.... THIS MORNING THEY ASKED ME IF I WAS LIVING IN THE STATE OF FL SHE SAID SHE HAD TO ASK..CUZ I MIGHT OF BEEN CALLING FOR A NOTHER.....STATE.......................

GEE US....TEA PARTY QUESTIONS.....NO DOUBT IT......LICK MY ASSES....PLEASE....UNITED STATES OF FUCKING AMERICA......WELL GOT TO THE 23RD TO GET MY HEALTH PLAN

HOURS AWAY..TIL MY 54TH BIRTHDAY....

MY GIRL RED...20+ YRS AGO..NEIGHBOORS AT THAT...SHE MAKES CAKES ON THE SIDE....WELL TODAY I GET TO PICK UP MY BIRTHDAY CAKE...SORRY PULBIX'S AND GET ON THE MARKETPLACE(OBAMACARE) TO PICK MY HEALTH PLAN...MORE ON THAT LATER TODAY.....RED TAPE......

HERE IS A PIC OF MY BDAY CAKE....

RED VELET AT THAT....YUM.....

MAN I GOT ALOT ON MY MIND....WHY.....

ALL THIS BULLSHIT...KEEPS EATING AT ME....AND I WANT IT TO STOP.....I HATE CHRISTMAS.....I HATE MY MOTHER...I HATE THE STEPMOTHER...I HATE MY DAD...I HATE MY DAUGHTER....YES I SAID IT....I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT U THINK OF ME...KNOWING....THE DYSFUNCTIONAL BS...THRU CHILDHOOD...THE DYSFUNCTIONAL BS...FROM MY OWN DAUGHTER......WHEN WILL I GET IT IN MY HEAD ...TO TELL THESE BITCHES TO GET OUT OF MY HEAD...MIND...AND SOUL......I JUST WANT TO SCREAM...LIKE A BUNGEE JUMP SCREAM......WOULD BE NICE.....GOING TO VOW...TO DO ALL BLOGS....FAITHFULLY IN 2014....EVERYDAY I WILL SAY SOMETHING.....I BEEN NOT A GOOD BLOGGER LATELY...SOMETIMES DASHBOARD WASNT WORKING RIGHT...INCLUDING PUTTING PICS UP....AND DECO THE PAGES....WE....OK NOW....LATER...GOTTA REST A MINUTE...BACK IS HURTING.........

REALLY

SO YESTERDAY....GUNNY FLIPS OUT..AT CHURCH...CUSSING..THROWING CHAIRS...DISRESPECTING THE STAFF.....I LED ON LAST NIGHT WHEN I PICK HIM UP FROM TUTORING. THAT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT HE HAD DONE AT CHURCH....AND IM TRYING TO LISTEN...TALKED TO REBEKAH....AND TOLD HER TO SUSPEND HIM...FOR WEDNESDAY(AFTER SCHOOL PROGRAM).....AND SHE WILL PUT HIM...TO WORK....THURSDAY....

SO I TELL MY SON TO TAKE THE BUS HOME... TOLD HIM WE WILL WALK TO CHURCH TO SEE KEVIN FOR HIS APPOINTMENT AND I TOLD GUNNY TO WALK HOME AFTER THAT.....HE ASKS ME WHY DID I LIED TO HIM.....AND HE RAISES HIS VOICE AT ME....GOD DAMN...I TOLD HIM U ARE IN MY FUCKING HOUSE ...U DO NOT TALKED TO ME LIKE...

JUST A SECOND AGO...I START CRYING....AND I COULD HER JAZ AND NESTO....DISRESPECTING ME...OR RAISES THERE VOICES TO ME...AND HERE GUNNY DID THAT TO DAY..AND I JUST LOST IT........I REALLY DONT LIKE BEING A PARENT ANYMORE.....SO SO...TIRED...............................DAMN IT ...LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE

SOMETIMES...BLOGGER ANIT WORKING...

I HAVE NOTICED...THAT I TRIED TO PUT PICS UP AS I BLOGGED...MY LIFE...AND ALL OF A SUDDEN....NOTHING...NOW ITS WORKING...OK...SO MANY MONTHS WITH OUT WRITING ON MY BLOGGS....I NEED TO CATCH UP...PER SAY....IVE STARTED MY 7/8 YR...ON MY BLOGGS....IF I AINT BITCHIN ON MINE...OR WRITING LOVE LETTERS TO MY GRANDBABIES...OR SAYING THIS ABOUT MY GUNNY...OR EVEN THAT JUGHEAD ERNESTO...I JUST GOT TO GET GOING ON THIS......

ABOUT A MONTH AGO....ON MY GRANDBABY PASSION SHE JUST TURNED 9...BUT MY ROAD DOGG PAT.....I WENT TO DOLLAR TREE AND GOT SOME BALLONS TO REALESE FOR HER BIRHDAY.....MISS U PAT..REALLY DO....AND I AM AWARE THAT U ARE AROUND BE...IF ANIT LAUGHING AT ME.....OR TRYING TO KICK MY ASS.......I HOPE THIS VIDEO LOADS......MY JUGHEAD ERNESTO IS SITTING I POLK COUNTY...DRAGGING HIS COURT PROCEDDINGS AS LONG AS HE CAN....HE ONLY VIOLATED HIS PROBATION...HE WAS IN SOUTH BEACH AND MOVING TO MIAMI....WELL THEY SENT HIM BACK TO POLK COUNTY.....SO....26..NOT MY PROBLEM....HAVE NO MORE MONIES TO LET HIM CALL HOME.......ANYWHO........MY GRANDBABIES....ARE DOING GOOD IN SCHOOL....MELLY...I ASKED HIM YESTERDAY....NO U LISTEN TO THE RULES.....HE SAYS...NO....THATS MY BOY.....BUT ..MECCA...FOLLOW THE RULES...BECAUSE GRANNY SAID SO....U DIGG.......I GOT TO CATCH UP ON MY BABY GUNNY BUTT.....NEXT BLOGG.....LET ME RUN FOR A MINUTE...GOT TO PICK HIM UP AT THE SPCA.....

GUNNY WENT ON A MINI MISSION TRIP

THIS WEEKEND...IT WAS CALLED IMPRINT...WHERE THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT THE POOR..THE HOMELESS AND HAD PRAISE TIME....AND FUN...AND LEARNED ABOUT WHAT WE ALL NEED TO DO TO HELP OTHER WITHOUT.....HE WAS SO EXICTED TO TELL ME...HE COULDNT STOP TALKING...HE AMAZES ME...THAT HE IS GETTING HIS IMPRINT OF LIFE....AND UNDERSTANDING ABOUT HIS LIFE...SO COOL....I LOVE MY BABY BOY...THE APPLE OF MY EYES....GUNNY U CAN BE ANYTHING U WANT IN THIS LIFE...GO GET IT...BABY...LOVE MOMMY