NUTHIN...

and doing nothing this whole 3 day wkend....the girls are doing great...melly mac is on a nap ..waitin for him to get up...gunny is being a butt wipe...but he a good helper...watching the beatle anthology on vh1...wish i had some extra cheese.. i would buy the game and gutiar for the 360.... but someday i will get it....so i anit doin jack this wkend...later im out.. sweets..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL JACKSON...

SO GLAD ANOTHER DAY W/ MJ ON TV...CAN WATCH THE VIDEOS...FOREVER....R.I.P. MJ

two more days...........

SCHOOL... monday..woohoo... gunny butt ready for 8th grade this year..and like the three teachers(mainstream) and had to get him to change is pe to art for the 1st semester...2nd sem..will be computers..so...they gettin him ready for high school....the GRANDBABIES... start daycare/pre-k....monday to...at 8:45am til 5:15pm at 8 bucks a wk for three babies..woohoo....passion will be in a uniform.. and keke will be with the three yr olds..and melly mac will be the only boy in w/ girls (infants)....mackin all ready..lol..u go melly mac...so did last minute shoppin at wallyworld today...dang children so spoiled and ....whew!!!!i found tinkerbell backpacks for the girls...at 7 bucks...they were so happy to see that...passion all ready has homework to do and dued..tuesday after labor day...she is so excited...i told them about attitudes...passion shy, quiet..keosha...hard..tough.. melly mac...hes on a good schedule ...it took me all day thrusday(9/20) to get the daycare setup...thank god i found a good one for them to be at...i filled out at least 15pages each on there info...and they wanted a pic of there mother...since i have custody of them.. there is a cop( who kid goes to this daycare) and they dont play...they will call the police..i had showed them the restraining order and temp custody info...and i put details on jasmines pic....this dumb agency im going thru...for the things there suppose to get me..didnt even have the referral at the daycare...while i was in that office yesterday(daycare) i called the super..to get it faxed...so it was a all day event and had orientation for gunny butt...so im resting this wkend and cant wait for monday and i go back to work..woohoo..2&half wks off..time to get back to my routine...im out...love ya..sweets

some updates...

gunny will have three classes..s.studies,science,lang.arts as mainstream classes/ese(meanig a ese teacher will be in the classroom)ese math..and chours...so w/ all the stresses this is big time..i mean come on..now..high school is next year...and i want to see if he can do it...i know he can..we went to the doctor yesterday..one medication..just up the milligram..cool..i can work w/ that... still watiing for them to do testing on him for the autsim (pdd)...that should happen by this year..i will be goin thru USF...which i did when he was 18months old...so i had to changed hmo(fla medicaid) in the process.. and the other hmo he was on he had for 7yrs...so im on the phone talking w/ stupid people...why me...lol...the girls and melly mac get a home visit (thursday)with a behavioral assessment...3 hrs per kid...and i have to go to court friday to get the restraining order in place...(for a year)....jaz has court that day ...she may get time sevred..im pissed as ****...but the states atty..piss me off...and i anit studying them...sometimes the court system works...but no comment.. cuz i do have opinion on time served issuses... so i anit goin there....so updates to come...gunny doin a good job helpin me out with the grands..and the mermaid girls..keke cut passion hair while passion was sleepin last night..so new hair do..lol....im out..sweets

NEWS ALERT....YET AGAIN I HAVE THE CHILDREN...

OK ...LISTEN TO THIS..APARENTLY JAZ GOT KICKED OUT OF SALVATION ARMY YESTERDAY.. AND AS SHE WAS CUSSUING AND FREAKNG OUT W/ THEM SHE WAS DRUNK AND MAYBE ON DRUGS...SHE GOT TO THE OUTSIDE AND SHE IS SLINGING TRASH OUT ON THE GROUNDS AT S.ARMY... SO I GUESS HER FRIEND CAME ANT GOT HER AND THE KIDS..AND THEY WENT SOME WHERE TO EAT..YET AGAIN JAZ IS FREAKIN OUT AND NOT MAKING ANY SENSE... SO THEY ARE AT NICKI HOUSE (ACROSS TOWN)....AND JASMINE CALLS ME TO COME AND GET THE KIDS SHE DONT WANT THEM ANYMORE...AND SAYING WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON..AND IM YELLING IN THE PHONE FOR 5 MIN..CUZ SHE ANIT TALKIN TO ME...AND I HURRIED UP AND CALL HER FRIEND ON MY CELL..SHE TOLD ME... MOM COME AND GET THE KIDS..SHE IS FREAKING OUT..SO I SAID I WOULD BE THERE IN A MIN...ME AND WILLIE WENT...I SAW THE GRANDS..AND JASMINE WAS IN THE BACK YARD....I TOLD HER FRIEND TO COME W/ ME BACK THERE... SO AS I WENT TO JAZ AND SHE IN THE DIRT CRYING AND NOT MAKING SENSE AND FREAKIN OUT....I SAID MAMA... MOMMY IS HERE WHATS WRONG.. SHE STILL NOT MAKING SENSE SO I SAID I WOULD BAKER ACTED HER AND CALL 911... WELL JAS DID A COMPLETE 180....SHE GOT UP STARTED TO CUSS ME OUT AND YELL AT ME....AND STARTED TO THROW PLANTS AT ME..AND SHE HIT ME THREE TIMES W/ THE PLANTS...AND HER FRINED TOLD HER TO STOP...AND JAZ COMES NEAR ME..LIKE SHE WAS GOING TO HIT ME AND BEAT MY ASS..SO I WALKED AWAY WENT IN THE HOUSE AND GOT THE GRANDS..AND PUT THEM IN THE CAR WITH WILLIE... AN I CALLED 911...TELLING THEM WHAT WENT DOWN..AND SHE IS COMING NEAR ME..AND IM STILL ON THE PHONE...I THINK SHE WAS SAYING SORRY TO ME..BUT I TOLD THE COP SHE COMING NEAR ME..THEY TOLD ME TO GET IN MY CAR SO I DID... SHE PROCEED TO GET IN HER FRIENDS CALL AND I GAVE THE INFO ON THE CAR... AS THEY WERE LEAVING HERE COMES THE COPS..AND IM STILL ON THE PHONE...I SAID PLEASE STOP THAT CAR SHE IS IN THAT CAR...SO THEY STOPPED DOWN THE STREET...SO I FILED A POLICE REPORT ON DOMESTIC VOLIENCE...YET AGAIN (DID THAT AT THE AGE OF 16)...AND I TOLD THE COP SHE HAD D.V. CHARGES AS A KID HE SAID WAS SHE GULITY I SAID YES AND SHE WENT TO A GIRLS HOME I TOLD THE COP NEVER AGAIN WOULD I LET HER DO THIS TO ME...SO I SIGN MY REPORT THEY TOOK HER TO JAIL AND HE SAID HE WOULD CALL DCF AND I TOLD HIM I WOULD DO THE SAME...SINCE I ALREADY HAD CUSTODY OF THEM ONCE..SOIM WAITING ON DCF AND WAITING TO GO TO S.ARMY TO GET HER STUFF FOR THE KIDS...IF GOD IS SAYING ANYTHING I THINK HE WANTED ME YESTERDAY FOR THE BABYS.. SO SEE WHAT DCF DOES..AND..JUST WAIT..THE LAWYER FOR JAZ THIS MORNING WANT TO ASK ME DO U WANT HER TO STAY IN JAIL..I SAID YES.. DO I WANT CONTACT WITH HER I SAID NO...SO I WILL POST LATER..LET U KNOW WHAT GOES DOWN....SWEETS....

I HIT KOHLS TODAY...

GOT GUNNY HIS TONY HAWKS...AND SOME BASIC BLACK SKETCHERS...(CHOURS) DANG BOY IS A SIZE 11....SHOES WERE ON SALE ...AND HE GOT A TEE-SHIRT...KING OF POP...DANG SPOILED BOY...HEY MARE...I TO CAUGHT A GOOD SALE..AND ITS FRIDAY...COOL.....NOW JUST WAITING FOR AUG. 24TH...AND I HAVE TWO & HALF WKS OFF....SLEEP HERE I COME.....SWEETS...

3 hrs of sleep at the moment....

going to work last night w/ willie...and he says i need to go to the bathroom..(he dont remember saying this to me..) we are at the stop sign at the end of the street and he says i dont feel good..like he had a hot flash all over the body..turn the car around and went to get the nitro..and place it under his tongue..and we went to the hospital...got there at 10:10 pm...called his boss tony said we will try to be in later...didnt get back to the emer room til 12:45am...took the vitals..and had to get blood work...it took them 45mins..to find a vein in him...so they had to go to the next level.. a dude that goes right to the vein inside w/ a big *** needle..blood work came out ok..got out of the hosp. at 4 am...when will will had his heart attack in 01/07 i was strong..listening what the dr was going to do..and i nevered cryed til this day...so last night...i freak out...thought the worst..got him his nitro..and get to the hosp...knowing that cell phones dont work in the hosp...i was texting a friend of mine at this point i almost lost it..i was shaking on the inside and tears down my face..and good old will will holding me...tell me he ok...i told him not to scare me like this..i mean we have to make sure his heart is ok...whew!!!!love u big daddy..love sweets..aka butterball...