MERRY CHIRSTMAS 2010

MERRY CHIRSTMAS....LOVE U GUNT AND WILL WILL...AND NESTO...BUT MOST OF ALL MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO MY BABIES....PASSION, KEOSHA AND MEL'AKHI....ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS....WE WILL WAIT.....LOVE U......LOVE GRANNY

reflections of 2010 for me...................

read at your own risk............2010 was a very hard year....losing the kids before thanksgiving 09...really took a toll on me in 2010...i fought as hard as i could....getting a lawyer who did nothing...hitting the hubbys 401k to live this year....because we cant make it with the income we are making....and i go fightin for my grandbabies twice...i took a break at easter....for me...and made some memories those 5 days in chicago.....and the biggest step right now is...since 07/01/2010 i stopped everything with my daughter....not a word to her...im done im thru with her....or i think i will call her that....




my son blossom in august when he started lakeland sr high as a freshman class of 2014..mainstreaming..standard diploma...no medication..help with ese....in these clasees and he join ROTC......and that im so impressed with my son...my baby...last child....only child that is going to high school...and he as a dream to be a cop someday...and im standing behind my son these next four years...and will fight to the end.........see my son walk across that stage....



but the biggest reflection is....I GOT FIRED.....NEWS ALERT..... SO GLAD THERE IS FREEDOM OF SPEECH..........







:...............for two and half years ive been putting up bullshit....and i let them do this do me daily, weekly....and its so funny how people lickin ass to impress there peers and they do this daily...how is it that anyone can lick the white mans ass to get ahead in a business helping people.....or peers crying wolf cuz they cant handle themselves...they just babies..they have no clue what ahead....but its really funny that they go thru a chain of command and order me.....and funny really hailrious that what happens after hours is still there business ....that is not nor does that happen out there in the real world...what i do after hours in not there business... WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY.....i wasnt born yesterday.....i do and i say what the fuck i want to....but its ok.....i dont FUCK WITH FUCKERS OR HATERS.....but these babies will get theres later in life.....







for all the relationships i made with parnets and the children they can never take that from me....







but i dont have to explain myself or excuse myself or even tell anyone im sorry.....you cant FUCK THE FUCKEE...YOU DIGG........IM FREE AND I FEEL GOOD ABOUT IT...........



so all those peoples out there lickin ass because the lord said...give me a break............







BOOYA BITCHES....IM NOT AFRAID TO TAKE A STAND....SWEETS......







PS...THE BEST THING THAT HAPPEN TO ME 8/7/2010....WAS SEEING AREOSMITH....36 YEARS I WAITED FOR THAT....AND I TOOK MY BABY SON WITH ME...AND HE SAW A DIFFERENT MAMA THAT DAY......OF COURSE BRET MICHAELS.....9/25/2010......SO I MIGHT OF HAVE A BULLSHIT YEAR AND HURT AND DISRESPECT BUT NO LONGER.... CUZ NOW I CAN DO THE FUCK WHAT I WANT...AND NOBODY CAN STOP ME..........WOOHOO ANYWHO..........

READING THIS LAST YEARS BLOG AND A LITTLE OF 09...

WOW I SAID I DIDNT WANT ANYMORE BULLSHIT....WELL THAT HAPPEN....BUT I CAN SAY...I HAVNT TALKED TO HER SINCE 7/1/2010.....AND SHE IS IN THE BOX....TO STAY....NEVER TO COME OUT AND HURT ME....AND THE ONLY THING IN MY LIFE THAT HAPPEN IN 2010 WAS THE ULIMATE.
......AREOSMITH....TOPS MY LIST FOR 2010.....FOR ME TO WAIT 36 YEARS TO SEE THEM AND SO SEE THEM WITH MY GUNNY WAS THE BEST

BIRTHDAY SONGS ON FACEBOOK.....

LIKE IT OR LEAVE IT....THIS IS WHO I AM...AND MY SELECTION IS BIG...ENJOY..OR NOT......IM JUST SAYIN..................HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME....AND I WILL BE 51...LOOK OUT THIS BITCH TAKEN IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL IN THIS BIRTHDAY YEAR.......WOOHOO....BOOYA....BITE ME BITCHES

that birthday coming around the corner.........

days i like that im in this 50 club and days i dont...but i realize..i want to be bitcher this year...of 51....goin to stand up for myself more and dont let people bring me down...anymore....im not afraid....to take a stand ...everybody come take my hand....im sweets...out..later

OVERPOWERING WOMEN AND MEN..........

I HATE THESE KIND OF PEOPLE....I HAVE NO MORE TIME FOR YOU....IM ADVOCATING FOR MY SON AT SCHOOL...AND IM IN THE WAY...GREAT...WOW....WHATEVRA....IM DONE...ONE TEACHER FUCKS IT UP..JUST LIKE THAT....GREAT.....POLK COUNTY SCHOOL BOARD..SAME THING....IM FIGHTING FOR MY KID TO DO HIS BEST...AND SOME BITCH IS CONFUSING MY CHILD...WTF...MAN...DONT CROSS ME....I WILL VOICE MY OPINION...BUT I WILL SHUT MY MOUTH..CUZ IM DONE....THE LIST OF IM DONE WITH SOME MANY PEOPLE...LETS SEE HOW LARGE IT CAN GET...........................ANY TAKERS.....MAN I LOVE BEING 50.....I DONT GIVE A FUCK...IM A GROWN ASS WOMAN AND WILL SAY WHAT THE FUCK I WANT TO SAY....IM OUT...SWEETS...............BITE ME BITCHES.....

YOU DIGG...........

JUDGE ME AND I'LL PROVE YOU WRONG.TELL ME WHAT TO DO AND I'LL TELL YOU OFF..TELL ME I CANT..WATCH ME....reference to this. ADDRESS TO MANY PEOPLE THAT HAVE DONE THINGS TO ME..THIS IS WHO I AM..AND NOBODY AND I  MEAN NOBODY TELLS ME WHAT TO DO....REALLY