WHY IS IT...OR WHAT IS IT....THAT KEEPS ME GETTING KNOCK DOWN BY OTHERS.....ON SUNDAY...EASTER SUNDAY...I WAS ON A LIQUID DIET FOR MY COLON CK ON MONDAY....I SWEARED I DIED OVER AND OVER AGAIN..I HAD TO SIT IN THE BATHTUB FOR THREE HOURS AND CHANGED THE WATER TO WARM...CUZ MY BUTT WAS A HURTIN....
APRIL FOOLS DAY...I GET TO THE SURGERY CENTER AT 6:15 AM.....AND BECUZ I WASNT APPROVED BY THE STATE OR THIS DAMN $1.00 HEALTH PLAN THRU THE COUNTY I GOT TURNED AWAY..AND THEY TOLD ME THREE PEOPLE BESIDES ME HAD TO BE TURNED AWAY FROM DR HAWKS OFFICE....WTF.....I LITRALLY LOST IT AGAIN.....I GET HOME.... AND ATE SOME JELLO AND A CUPCAKE...AND TOOK ENOUGH MEDS TO KNOCK MY ASS OUT..I SLEPT FROM 7:30AM TIL...5:30PM....NOW I CANT SLEEP TO SAVE MY LIFE AGAIN....AND THIS IS BEEN HAPPENING FOR 6/7 YRS NOW..AND I REALLY GETTING FUCKIN TIRED OF THIS BS...MY BODY IS PUTTING ME THRU.....SCREW THE MENAPAUSE THE BI-POLAR AND WHAT EVER ELSE IS WRONG WITH ME....BUT I SICK OF THIS CRAP.......
SO IF IM NOT GETTIN WELL RESTED...U THINK....THE BODY WILL SHUT DOWN...U THINK...BUT...FUCK BONNIE..IM NOT WORTH IT ...............IVE BEEN ON THE BACK BURNER NOW FOR TWO LONG...I TRY SO HARD TO ADVOCATE MYSELF....AND STILL NOBODY LISTENS.....AND I KNOW WHEN THESE ASS WIPES DONT LISTEN....AND THAT IS MY STRONGEST PET PEAVE.....
MY ROAD DOGG PAT...AND I TALK LIKE EVERYDAY....SHE IS THE SAME AGE AS MY MOTHER....AND SHE WAITING FOR THE DAY...FOR ME TO GET MY ASS TOGETHER....WITH ALL THE BULLSHIT....FROM THE PAST..PRESENT AND FUTURE...LOL.....
FUNNY HOW I CAN USE MY SECOND AND THIRD PERSON....WHICH IS THE SECOND PERSON..IS AWARE..OF THIS...AND FIRST HAS ME STUCK...BUT MY THIRD PERSON..IS MY LAUGHTER....GOT HAVE A GOOD LAUGH ABOUT THIS BULLSHIT LIFE THAT WAS HANDED TO ME.........
I NEED TO GET ON MY ZUMBA...AND STARTED...OVER DOING IT... I BOUGHT THE DAMN THING FOR THE XBOX 360....2 MONTHS BACK...AND TWO DAYS LATER I HAD GALL BLADDER SURGERY...SO..I THINK I COULD DO THIS NOW...ITS BEEN TWO MONTHS...
YESTERDAY....I SAID IT OUT LOUD.....IM STILL THAT LITTLE GIRL....(ME).....THAT WAS TOLD I WAS UGLY..I WAS STUPID...AND I WOULD DO BE A NOBODY IN LIFE.....GREAT PARENTING...AND IM 53 AND IM STILL STRUGGLING WITH THIS BS.......GOD I HATE LIFE....SO....BONBON...WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO GET YOUR ASS UP...AND TELL PEOPLE TO FUCK OFF...
YESTERDAY...ME AND MY BOOKIE BOBBY WENT OUT FOR A DRINK...I HAD ME 3 SEXS ON THE BEACH...DAMN I NEED THAT....LOVE U BOOKIE BITCH....THANKS....
WELL I NEEDS TO GO....IM CLEANING THE HOUSE TO GET THINGS OFF MY MIND FOR A MINUTE....LOVE TO ALL.........................NOT....LOL....SWEETS IS OUT...LATER BITCHES.....
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