WHY ME...IM IN PAIN

SO TONITE THE STOMACH HURT....LIKE THIS FOR A LONG TIME..AND PAIN..WITH DIARRHEA... KNOWING THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG AND I ANIT TELL ANYBODY....AND TONIGHT ALSO AS I WAS FILLING OUR MEDS..HANDS ARE SHAKING...STILL AND I JUST SMOKE A HALF/BLUNT...SO I CAN SETTLE DOWN...GUNNYS CAST MIGHT COME OFF.....I JUST WISH I HAD ANY HEALTH INSURANCE....IM DYING HERE............................