HOW DO U SUPPOSE TO FEEL OR GO THRU...THE WORST WHEN EVEN YOUR FUCKING KID ASSUMES...THAT I AM A FUCKING IDIOT......
JUST BECUZ U DROPPED MONEY ON ME....IM TRYING TO GET CAUGHT UP...U TELL ME...WE GOING TO GET CAUGHT UP....NOT TO WORRY...AND THEN U ASSUME...THAT THAT MONEY U GAVE ME...I WAS TO GET SOMETHING TO SLEEP ON....
BUT U HUSTLING AND U GIVE ME MONEY...AND U TELL ME U ARE GOING TO GET ME SOME MEDS TO SLEEP ON...AND IM WAITING ..ITS 4 DAYS NOW...AND 4 DAYS WITH NO SLEEP.....MY HEAD HURTS SO MUCH...AND IM SO UPSET...WITH ANXIETIES IM ABOUT TO EXPLODED.............
HE STANDING BY SOME BITCH...AND THE BOY JUST WALKED AWAY FOR HIS GIRL FRIEND...AND MY SON HAS TO CONSOLED THIS BITCH....WHEN HE WALKED OUT MY DOOR TONIGHT...SAYING WE BE RIGHT BACK WITH SOME MEDS FOR ME...AND ME BEING A FUCKING IDIOT...WAITS...AND NOW IVE CUSSED HIM OUT IN 3 DIFFERENT CALLS... WHEN HE ASSUMMING....THAT I GUESS YESTERDAY I WAS BORN....SO...FUCK OFF..LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.....................I REALLY DO HATE PEOPLE WHO JUST KEEP WALKING ALL OVER ME....FRIENDS AND FAMILY....WHO ELSE...GET FUCKED........
Monday, August 20, 2012
DO U ASSUME...IM AN IDIOT.................
FUNNY HOW...PEOPLE....INCLUDING CHURCH PEOPLE THAT WE ARE ALL LIKE FAMILY.....REALLY....BULLSHIT..................IM FUCKING STRUGGLING...AND MY BOY GUNT WANTS TO GO TO THE YOUTH GROUP...AND HE IS A MEMBER OF THE CHURCH...JOINED AND CONFIRMED AND DOES THE 8:15 SERVICE 8 TIMES A YEAR AS THE CRUIFIER AND OR ACOLTYE.....AND HE GOES TO THE AFTER SCHOOL PROGRAM...SINCE KINDERGARDEN....AND IM ASKING FOR ANYONE TO GIVE HIM A RIDE HOME..................
GEE US................APPARENTLY...THEY TOOK IT...TO WHERE THEY TOLD ME...THAT...THE STAFF CANT GIVE RIDES...............NOW...LETS SEE..........I USE TO FUCKING WORK THERE...I KNOW THE FUCKING POLICY....DID I GET FUCKIN STUPID...SINCE I LEFT THE FUCKING CHURCH............................KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING ASS..............................I JUST WANT TO SCREAM SO LOUD....OR EXTREMELY BECOME DEAF....................
GEE US................APPARENTLY...THEY TOOK IT...TO WHERE THEY TOLD ME...THAT...THE STAFF CANT GIVE RIDES...............NOW...LETS SEE..........I USE TO FUCKING WORK THERE...I KNOW THE FUCKING POLICY....DID I GET FUCKIN STUPID...SINCE I LEFT THE FUCKING CHURCH............................KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING ASS..............................I JUST WANT TO SCREAM SO LOUD....OR EXTREMELY BECOME DEAF....................
Sunday, August 19, 2012
DAMN.....I WANT THIS MAN............
FUCK ME HONEY.....LOL........................
Saturday, August 18, 2012
HOW FIRM.......
DO I NEED TO BE...............I NEED TO.. SEE AND OR CHANGE OR TWEEK A FEW THINGS......I HAVE GONE OUT OF MY WAY...BEING KIND USING MY MANNERS...RESPECTING MY ELDERS.....HELPING...KNOWING WHAT TO ASK...OR JUST.. BEING CAUTIOUS YET RESPECTABLE...TO ANYONE....
BEEN THINKING....MAYBE....BLACK SUN GLASSES......MEAN ASS LOOK....AND SLIDE THE GLASSES DOWN JUST A BIT...AND LOOK SQUARE IN THE EYE...AND SAY EXCUSE ME....
SO HOW FIRM...DO I NEED TO GET.......
BEEN THINKING....MAYBE....BLACK SUN GLASSES......MEAN ASS LOOK....AND SLIDE THE GLASSES DOWN JUST A BIT...AND LOOK SQUARE IN THE EYE...AND SAY EXCUSE ME....
SO HOW FIRM...DO I NEED TO GET.......
I REALLY DO......HATE.......HATE.....HATE.....
LETS SEE...HOW MANY TIMES...I CAN FUCKIN WRITE ALL THIS BULLSHIT.... I HAVE INSIDE OF ME..............IM SO .... F U C K I N.. T I R E D...
WELL...I THINK FIRST OFF I GOING TO LET GO OF FRIENDS....THINKING ALONG...THAT THEY WERE FRIENDS....WHEN THERE NOT....SOME OF THESE PEOPLE I WORKED WITH...BUT STILL....IM A DUMB ASS...WAITING FOR THEM....TO MAKE TIME.....BUT I GET IT....I DONT NEED FRIENDS THAT SAY I LOVE U..AND IN RETURN....DONT GIVE U THE TIME OF DAY.....
SOME PERSONAL FRIENDS ...THAT I FELL OUT OF FRIENDSHIP.....AND THE FRIENDSHIP IS THERE...BUT...NOT FULLY....IM GETTING TO FEEL...I NEED TO FALL OUT OF THOSE RELATIONSHIPS AGAIN.....
AND THEN I DO EVERYTHING....AND ANYTHING....FOR EVERYONE...I DONT DO ME....
IM A CONTROL BITCH...ON LIFE...FAMILY...AND I DONT WANT TO DO THAT ANYMORE......THE DUMB ASS HUSBAND.....IM DONE.....WHY IM I TAKING CARE OF A 60YR OLD KID.....THAT HAS BEEN TAKING BY MY HAND FOR 18YRS....WHY....I DO EVERYTHING FOR HIM....MOST OF THE TIME...WHEN IM ON HIS ASS..AND BITCHIN..OH OK...IS THE ANSWER..... WHY IM I MARRIED TO A MAN...THAT DOESNT HE INITIATE THE ROLL OF A MAN...WHEN IT COMES TO THE MARRIAGE PART OF IT....WHY DO I HAVE TO ASK.....WHY DO I TRY TO GET HIM...TO DO THIS...WHEN IN THE END...NOTHING... WHY DOES HE HAVE TO EAT ALL THE FOOD IN THE HOUSE...EAT IT..TO A POINT....OH LETS HAVE ANOTHER HEART ATTACK...AND HARDEN OF THE ARTERIES LIKE EATING MAYO.....SUGAR...BUTTER IN EVERYTHING...U HAD ONE FUCKIN HEART ATTACK........I CANT KEEP NOTHING IN THE HOUSE.....I TAKE CARE OF THIS BASTARD......
MY SONS..ARE OLD ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF THEM.....SO FUCK THEM....THEY CAN DO WITH OUT ME....PRESAY.....
I HAVE A FEW FRIENDS THAT ARE DESCENT....AND OR...LOVE ME FOR WHOM I AM...LET ALONE....DONT JUDGE ME..OR CORRECT ME....THOSE I WILL TREASURE THOSE FRIENDSHIPS....VLADIE....FATBOY...SWEET CAROLINE AND SWEET RACHEL....THESE BABIES....ARE REAL AND GENUINE
AS FOR FAMILY MEMBERS...FUCK EM....I KEEP THAT UP....EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY..
BUT I SURE...DONT LIKE IT...WHEN SOMEONE DOESNT HAVE YOUR BACK....AND SAYS ITS U...BONNIE...REALLY..... WHATEVER.........
I NEED NEW FRIENDS....LITERALLY.....LIKE GET A FEW GAY FRIENDS...I DO NOW... I SHOULD HAVE A FEW MORE.....SOONER THAN LATTER....BOBBY...VARI....MY BOY NESTO....BRUCIE...(harrys).....MY SWEET AL....AT PERKINS..IN WINTERHAVEN.. ....
SO GONNA CLEAN UP..AND ELIMINATE .....U ALL CAN KISS MY FUCKIN ASS............IM SO THRU...WITH...EVERYONE...
WELL...I THINK FIRST OFF I GOING TO LET GO OF FRIENDS....THINKING ALONG...THAT THEY WERE FRIENDS....WHEN THERE NOT....SOME OF THESE PEOPLE I WORKED WITH...BUT STILL....IM A DUMB ASS...WAITING FOR THEM....TO MAKE TIME.....BUT I GET IT....I DONT NEED FRIENDS THAT SAY I LOVE U..AND IN RETURN....DONT GIVE U THE TIME OF DAY.....
SOME PERSONAL FRIENDS ...THAT I FELL OUT OF FRIENDSHIP.....AND THE FRIENDSHIP IS THERE...BUT...NOT FULLY....IM GETTING TO FEEL...I NEED TO FALL OUT OF THOSE RELATIONSHIPS AGAIN.....
AND THEN I DO EVERYTHING....AND ANYTHING....FOR EVERYONE...I DONT DO ME....
IM A CONTROL BITCH...ON LIFE...FAMILY...AND I DONT WANT TO DO THAT ANYMORE......THE DUMB ASS HUSBAND.....IM DONE.....WHY IM I TAKING CARE OF A 60YR OLD KID.....THAT HAS BEEN TAKING BY MY HAND FOR 18YRS....WHY....I DO EVERYTHING FOR HIM....MOST OF THE TIME...WHEN IM ON HIS ASS..AND BITCHIN..OH OK...IS THE ANSWER..... WHY IM I MARRIED TO A MAN...THAT DOESNT HE INITIATE THE ROLL OF A MAN...WHEN IT COMES TO THE MARRIAGE PART OF IT....WHY DO I HAVE TO ASK.....WHY DO I TRY TO GET HIM...TO DO THIS...WHEN IN THE END...NOTHING... WHY DOES HE HAVE TO EAT ALL THE FOOD IN THE HOUSE...EAT IT..TO A POINT....OH LETS HAVE ANOTHER HEART ATTACK...AND HARDEN OF THE ARTERIES LIKE EATING MAYO.....SUGAR...BUTTER IN EVERYTHING...U HAD ONE FUCKIN HEART ATTACK........I CANT KEEP NOTHING IN THE HOUSE.....I TAKE CARE OF THIS BASTARD......
MY SONS..ARE OLD ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF THEM.....SO FUCK THEM....THEY CAN DO WITH OUT ME....PRESAY.....
I HAVE A FEW FRIENDS THAT ARE DESCENT....AND OR...LOVE ME FOR WHOM I AM...LET ALONE....DONT JUDGE ME..OR CORRECT ME....THOSE I WILL TREASURE THOSE FRIENDSHIPS....VLADIE....FATBOY...SWEET CAROLINE AND SWEET RACHEL....THESE BABIES....ARE REAL AND GENUINE
AS FOR FAMILY MEMBERS...FUCK EM....I KEEP THAT UP....EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY..
BUT I SURE...DONT LIKE IT...WHEN SOMEONE DOESNT HAVE YOUR BACK....AND SAYS ITS U...BONNIE...REALLY..... WHATEVER.........
I NEED NEW FRIENDS....LITERALLY.....LIKE GET A FEW GAY FRIENDS...I DO NOW... I SHOULD HAVE A FEW MORE.....SOONER THAN LATTER....BOBBY...VARI....MY BOY NESTO....BRUCIE...(harrys).....MY SWEET AL....AT PERKINS..IN WINTERHAVEN.. ....
SO GONNA CLEAN UP..AND ELIMINATE .....U ALL CAN KISS MY FUCKIN ASS............IM SO THRU...WITH...EVERYONE...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND R.I.P.
Monday, August 13, 2012
JIMMMIEE KRICKETS...............REALLY............
THIS DAMN FUCKING ASS COUNTRY......................I REALLY DO HATE..........WHEN U ARE TRYING TO SAY AFLOAT FOR THE FUCKING NIMROD BUSH DID...BACK IN THE DAY..TO FUCK THIS COUNTRY UP.....
MY POTUS IS TRYIN TO CLEAN THIS MESS UP....YET THE IDIOTS IN SENTATE AND OR CONGRESS...AS IN FUCKING REPUBLICANS....WONT LET HIM DO ANYTHING...BUT THEY BLAME MY POTUS............
TRYING LIVING ON NOTHING....ASS HOLES.....TRY CONDENSESING YOUR BILLS TO THE LOWEST POSSIBLE AMOUNT AND TRY SCREWING THE ONE U REALLY DONT NEED....AND TRY TO GET THE MAIN ONES PAID...WELLLLLLL
I HAVE NEVERED LET GO OF THE RENT OR THE LIGHTS.....I WILL SCREW CABLE...BUT I DO BITCH ALOT...WHEN U TRY TO WORK WITH THESE FUCKERS...TO GET CATCH UP...OH HELL BREAKS OUT...................
LIGHTS 180.00
RENT... 750.00
LIFE INS x...22.79x2
CAR INS..73.00
CELL..40.00
CABLE...75.00(note i get free cable. additional channels and internet) I SCREW THIS ONE
FURNITURE ACCT...35.00
GAS
CAT FOOD
ASS WIPES AND CLEANING SUPPLIES...
NEEDLESS TO SAY...I SCREW THE CABLE ONE...BACK IN JAN OF 2012...IT TOOK TIL MAY FOR ME TO CONDENSE THE BILL...MEAN..DROP THE PHONE...KEEP THE INTERNET...AND DROP THE DVR BOXES...AND GET THE REGULAR BOX FOR MY CABLE CHANNELS..100/190....SO..ITS LIKE IM STILL A MONTH AND HALF BEHIND...THESE BITCHES...WE BEEN CUSTOMERS WAY BACK..LIKE 1995 AND TODAY...A DOOR HANGER WAS ON THE FRONT DOOR... YES I BITCH....
TOLD THEM DO THAT AGAIN...TURN THE SHIT OFF....(i still get free basic cable thru the apt complex its in my rent)....but I THRU A GOOD ONE....I HAVE A SPECIAL NEEDS CHILD( i do..gunny)...that he does his work on the internet(studies) WELL USE THAT ONE FOR PROLONGING SOMETHING....u need to think let alone keep the game going....... AND IVE BEEN PAYING LATE ONTEH FURNITURE ACCT..ITS BEING PAID....JUST NOT THERE TIME FRAME...I ONLY HAVE 395.00 TO GO..BUT THEM BITCHIN......
BUT THE FIRST FIVE BILLS ARE PAID FOR EACH MONTH ANYWAY......
GAS AND CAT AND ASS WIPES....ARE NEEDED WHEN I SEE AN OPENING..
BUT DONT FORGET AUG...SCHOOL...DONT FOR GET SEPT...CAR TAG...OH DONT FORGET ...PO BOX FOR JULY.. I ALMOST GAVE THAT ONE UP..BUT (pay 6mon.plan)..
had that for over 20 yrs...BUT SCREW IT...I PAID THE NEXT 6 MONTHS...
SO...MY POTUS IS TRYING....BUT ITS THESE ASS WIPES HERE.....WANTING THERE MONIES....WHAT EVER....U GET WHEN U GET...TIL U GET....KISS MY ASS..........SWEETS...AKA MS AGEE......GET IT RIGHT....................
MY POTUS IS TRYIN TO CLEAN THIS MESS UP....YET THE IDIOTS IN SENTATE AND OR CONGRESS...AS IN FUCKING REPUBLICANS....WONT LET HIM DO ANYTHING...BUT THEY BLAME MY POTUS............
TRYING LIVING ON NOTHING....ASS HOLES.....TRY CONDENSESING YOUR BILLS TO THE LOWEST POSSIBLE AMOUNT AND TRY SCREWING THE ONE U REALLY DONT NEED....AND TRY TO GET THE MAIN ONES PAID...WELLLLLLL
I HAVE NEVERED LET GO OF THE RENT OR THE LIGHTS.....I WILL SCREW CABLE...BUT I DO BITCH ALOT...WHEN U TRY TO WORK WITH THESE FUCKERS...TO GET CATCH UP...OH HELL BREAKS OUT...................
LIGHTS 180.00
RENT... 750.00
LIFE INS x...22.79x2
CAR INS..73.00
CELL..40.00
CABLE...75.00(note i get free cable. additional channels and internet) I SCREW THIS ONE
FURNITURE ACCT...35.00
GAS
CAT FOOD
ASS WIPES AND CLEANING SUPPLIES...
NEEDLESS TO SAY...I SCREW THE CABLE ONE...BACK IN JAN OF 2012...IT TOOK TIL MAY FOR ME TO CONDENSE THE BILL...MEAN..DROP THE PHONE...KEEP THE INTERNET...AND DROP THE DVR BOXES...AND GET THE REGULAR BOX FOR MY CABLE CHANNELS..100/190....SO..ITS LIKE IM STILL A MONTH AND HALF BEHIND...THESE BITCHES...WE BEEN CUSTOMERS WAY BACK..LIKE 1995 AND TODAY...A DOOR HANGER WAS ON THE FRONT DOOR... YES I BITCH....
TOLD THEM DO THAT AGAIN...TURN THE SHIT OFF....(i still get free basic cable thru the apt complex its in my rent)....but I THRU A GOOD ONE....I HAVE A SPECIAL NEEDS CHILD( i do..gunny)...that he does his work on the internet(studies) WELL USE THAT ONE FOR PROLONGING SOMETHING....u need to think let alone keep the game going....... AND IVE BEEN PAYING LATE ONTEH FURNITURE ACCT..ITS BEING PAID....JUST NOT THERE TIME FRAME...I ONLY HAVE 395.00 TO GO..BUT THEM BITCHIN......
BUT THE FIRST FIVE BILLS ARE PAID FOR EACH MONTH ANYWAY......
GAS AND CAT AND ASS WIPES....ARE NEEDED WHEN I SEE AN OPENING..
BUT DONT FORGET AUG...SCHOOL...DONT FOR GET SEPT...CAR TAG...OH DONT FORGET ...PO BOX FOR JULY.. I ALMOST GAVE THAT ONE UP..BUT (pay 6mon.plan)..
had that for over 20 yrs...BUT SCREW IT...I PAID THE NEXT 6 MONTHS...
SO...MY POTUS IS TRYING....BUT ITS THESE ASS WIPES HERE.....WANTING THERE MONIES....WHAT EVER....U GET WHEN U GET...TIL U GET....KISS MY ASS..........SWEETS...AKA MS AGEE......GET IT RIGHT....................
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