yes i change w/ the holidays...but............

this pic of johnny depp is so freaking dang right out fine looking ************....this one pic is a keeper....i may not change it...take me away...jack

IM FREE.......................

------>my babies..love u....love granny.....little mermaids babies...<-------

WILL NOT TAKE ANYMORE BS FROM THE ADULT CHILD...JASMINE LOUISE......SHE IS OUT..I WILL NOT TAKE HER BACK..IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO MY GRANDBABIES...AND DCF GETS INVOLVE... I WILL DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO TAKE CARE OF MY BABIES...TIL THEN... I WILL NOT BE YELL,CUSSED OR VERBALLY ABUSE BY HER AGAIN EVER....MY SON GUNNY AND HUBBY WILL IS MY TOP OF TO DO LIST FROM THIS POINT FORWARD...I GOT MANY CONGRATS TODAY FROM MY FRIENDS, BABYS, AND BOOS....ON THE CELL TODAY...AND IT FELT GOOD...ONE FRIEND OF MINE.. WILL KICK MY BOOTY..IF I EVER TAKE HER IN AGAIN..SO I WILL STAND STRONG..BE A BETTER SOLDIER THEN MY GIRL WILL EVER BE...SHE HAS A LONG WAY TO FIGURE THINGS OUT...MAMA DONT PLAY...... MAMA GONNA KNOCK U OUT!!!!!

MY SON...CRUZ....

MY SON----------->

MY BABY... GOT TO HAVE 6 HOURS W/ HIM YESTERDAY.... TOOK PICS AND FEED HIM...PIZZA, HOT WINGS, PEPSI(HADNT HAD ONE IN THREE YEARS) JUNK FOOD... I WAS GETTING AN ANIXTEY ATTACK..ASKED THE GUARD TO LET ME GO NOW... AND I TURN AROUND AND SAID I LOVE U NEST... AND CRIED FOR 20 MINUTES GOING DOWN I-75 ON MY WAY TO OCALA...BUT I HAVE MY PICS OF MY SON.. THAT WILL DO FOR NOW.. GOING IN MAY TO SEE HIM AGAIN...LOVE U MY ERNESTO..ALWAYS AND FOREVER BABY... MOMMY...

i just made a complaint..

i called the mental health center we go to for gunthers meds... and i made a complaint about the miss diaganois they made on him (pdd/autism).. life is great.. the dang dr...who is in mgt.. who was his dr. in the first place..is going to look at his chart.. i want the diaganois off... because gunny has adhd... been on meds for for a long time... and i called amerigroup fl (hmo) for medicaid and wrote them a letter to look in on peace river.. cause do u know when there is a higher diaganois they get more monies for that then the diaganois u came in on and have been diaganois all this time which would be adhd... hello....that how they make monies with the companys( insurance) ...dont play me...i will open my mouth...bon

some pics..gunny confirmation sunday 08..

my baby and me...

rare pic of the agees.............

my sweet caroline send some pics today..so here they are...

caroline and gunther

took gunny to the dr today......

OMG.....i hate the county mental health center here in lakeland fl... dang im pissed....one.... gunny is on this one med and she wants him on it 24/7.. and i said sorry im letting his body rest from it..she will not prescribe it for me next month.. cause i have concerns on it...so im researching for a different kind of med before i go next month...they said in gunts file that he may have pdd/autism....two.... here goes...... the old dr that was there.. diagnosis him a year ago.. and did not tell me... and i find out 22 days ago...hold up... i told this new dr... thats not right..(the old dr is in mgt now)..i started to have anxiety attack ...and gunny got upset and cried.. and right then and there.. she told me.. gunther does not have autism...because he reacted as a normal child when his parent got upset...autism kids do not react to stress like that... i said oh really.. i told this dr.. im going thru some dysfunctional bs with my daughter.. and that i dont like this center.... and told her i have not been off my meds for 7months now.. becuz im fighting my depression...bi-polar-manic depression crap....cause the meds anit working... back in the 90's when i went to go get help at this center for the bs stuff that happen to me as a child... they didnt listen then..because i have no insurance i have to come here... for my child.. but for me.. no way.. i told her im a fighter.. and my son gunny keeps me going and im focusing on him...for what he has been thru in life.. i told this dr.. that my two oldest kids have put me thru hell and back and i will not fail this last child of mine... i know im not suppose to feel that way... but what jaz and ernesto have done to me.. im thru with this crap....gunny and willie are my top priority at this moment....so i need to refocus and put my energy on gunny and me... oh yes willie too... he some where in this house..lol....bonnie

taking a big step...

im learning how to make money on google.. tell u more about it..in the coming weeks...since i have the time to do this... i giving it my best shot...so i will be learning ..bare with me.. will updated still with everyday life. bon