some updates...

gunny will have three classes..s.studies,science,lang.arts as mainstream classes/ese(meanig a ese teacher will be in the classroom)ese math..and chours...so w/ all the stresses this is big time..i mean come on..now..high school is next year...and i want to see if he can do it...i know he can..we went to the doctor yesterday..one medication..just up the milligram..cool..i can work w/ that... still watiing for them to do testing on him for the autsim (pdd)...that should happen by this year..i will be goin thru USF...which i did when he was 18months old...so i had to changed hmo(fla medicaid) in the process.. and the other hmo he was on he had for 7yrs...so im on the phone talking w/ stupid people...why me...lol...the girls and melly mac get a home visit (thursday)with a behavioral assessment...3 hrs per kid...and i have to go to court friday to get the restraining order in place...(for a year)....jaz has court that day ...she may get time sevred..im pissed as ****...but the states atty..piss me off...and i anit studying them...sometimes the court system works...but no comment.. cuz i do have opinion on time served issuses... so i anit goin there....so updates to come...gunny doin a good job helpin me out with the grands..and the mermaid girls..keke cut passion hair while passion was sleepin last night..so new hair do..lol....im out..sweets

NEWS ALERT....YET AGAIN I HAVE THE CHILDREN...

OK ...LISTEN TO THIS..APARENTLY JAZ GOT KICKED OUT OF SALVATION ARMY YESTERDAY.. AND AS SHE WAS CUSSUING AND FREAKNG OUT W/ THEM SHE WAS DRUNK AND MAYBE ON DRUGS...SHE GOT TO THE OUTSIDE AND SHE IS SLINGING TRASH OUT ON THE GROUNDS AT S.ARMY... SO I GUESS HER FRIEND CAME ANT GOT HER AND THE KIDS..AND THEY WENT SOME WHERE TO EAT..YET AGAIN JAZ IS FREAKIN OUT AND NOT MAKING ANY SENSE... SO THEY ARE AT NICKI HOUSE (ACROSS TOWN)....AND JASMINE CALLS ME TO COME AND GET THE KIDS SHE DONT WANT THEM ANYMORE...AND SAYING WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON..AND IM YELLING IN THE PHONE FOR 5 MIN..CUZ SHE ANIT TALKIN TO ME...AND I HURRIED UP AND CALL HER FRIEND ON MY CELL..SHE TOLD ME... MOM COME AND GET THE KIDS..SHE IS FREAKING OUT..SO I SAID I WOULD BE THERE IN A MIN...ME AND WILLIE WENT...I SAW THE GRANDS..AND JASMINE WAS IN THE BACK YARD....I TOLD HER FRIEND TO COME W/ ME BACK THERE... SO AS I WENT TO JAZ AND SHE IN THE DIRT CRYING AND NOT MAKING SENSE AND FREAKIN OUT....I SAID MAMA... MOMMY IS HERE WHATS WRONG.. SHE STILL NOT MAKING SENSE SO I SAID I WOULD BAKER ACTED HER AND CALL 911... WELL JAS DID A COMPLETE 180....SHE GOT UP STARTED TO CUSS ME OUT AND YELL AT ME....AND STARTED TO THROW PLANTS AT ME..AND SHE HIT ME THREE TIMES W/ THE PLANTS...AND HER FRINED TOLD HER TO STOP...AND JAZ COMES NEAR ME..LIKE SHE WAS GOING TO HIT ME AND BEAT MY ASS..SO I WALKED AWAY WENT IN THE HOUSE AND GOT THE GRANDS..AND PUT THEM IN THE CAR WITH WILLIE... AN I CALLED 911...TELLING THEM WHAT WENT DOWN..AND SHE IS COMING NEAR ME..AND IM STILL ON THE PHONE...I THINK SHE WAS SAYING SORRY TO ME..BUT I TOLD THE COP SHE COMING NEAR ME..THEY TOLD ME TO GET IN MY CAR SO I DID... SHE PROCEED TO GET IN HER FRIENDS CALL AND I GAVE THE INFO ON THE CAR... AS THEY WERE LEAVING HERE COMES THE COPS..AND IM STILL ON THE PHONE...I SAID PLEASE STOP THAT CAR SHE IS IN THAT CAR...SO THEY STOPPED DOWN THE STREET...SO I FILED A POLICE REPORT ON DOMESTIC VOLIENCE...YET AGAIN (DID THAT AT THE AGE OF 16)...AND I TOLD THE COP SHE HAD D.V. CHARGES AS A KID HE SAID WAS SHE GULITY I SAID YES AND SHE WENT TO A GIRLS HOME I TOLD THE COP NEVER AGAIN WOULD I LET HER DO THIS TO ME...SO I SIGN MY REPORT THEY TOOK HER TO JAIL AND HE SAID HE WOULD CALL DCF AND I TOLD HIM I WOULD DO THE SAME...SINCE I ALREADY HAD CUSTODY OF THEM ONCE..SOIM WAITING ON DCF AND WAITING TO GO TO S.ARMY TO GET HER STUFF FOR THE KIDS...IF GOD IS SAYING ANYTHING I THINK HE WANTED ME YESTERDAY FOR THE BABYS.. SO SEE WHAT DCF DOES..AND..JUST WAIT..THE LAWYER FOR JAZ THIS MORNING WANT TO ASK ME DO U WANT HER TO STAY IN JAIL..I SAID YES.. DO I WANT CONTACT WITH HER I SAID NO...SO I WILL POST LATER..LET U KNOW WHAT GOES DOWN....SWEETS....

I HIT KOHLS TODAY...

GOT GUNNY HIS TONY HAWKS...AND SOME BASIC BLACK SKETCHERS...(CHOURS) DANG BOY IS A SIZE 11....SHOES WERE ON SALE ...AND HE GOT A TEE-SHIRT...KING OF POP...DANG SPOILED BOY...HEY MARE...I TO CAUGHT A GOOD SALE..AND ITS FRIDAY...COOL.....NOW JUST WAITING FOR AUG. 24TH...AND I HAVE TWO & HALF WKS OFF....SLEEP HERE I COME.....SWEETS...

3 hrs of sleep at the moment....

going to work last night w/ willie...and he says i need to go to the bathroom..(he dont remember saying this to me..) we are at the stop sign at the end of the street and he says i dont feel good..like he had a hot flash all over the body..turn the car around and went to get the nitro..and place it under his tongue..and we went to the hospital...got there at 10:10 pm...called his boss tony said we will try to be in later...didnt get back to the emer room til 12:45am...took the vitals..and had to get blood work...it took them 45mins..to find a vein in him...so they had to go to the next level.. a dude that goes right to the vein inside w/ a big *** needle..blood work came out ok..got out of the hosp. at 4 am...when will will had his heart attack in 01/07 i was strong..listening what the dr was going to do..and i nevered cryed til this day...so last night...i freak out...thought the worst..got him his nitro..and get to the hosp...knowing that cell phones dont work in the hosp...i was texting a friend of mine at this point i almost lost it..i was shaking on the inside and tears down my face..and good old will will holding me...tell me he ok...i told him not to scare me like this..i mean we have to make sure his heart is ok...whew!!!!love u big daddy..love sweets..aka butterball...

mermaid girls and melly mac

.............melly mac...and here are some pics.....

GRANDBABIES......

got to see my grandbabies today....keke monster hurt her knee...so jaz and i took her to the hospital..they x-ray it...motrin and ice...and she as funny and cute as can be for being three..she milked it...so i took off work today..and went to go get the other two at the daycare..and i spend some time w/ my babies..and just being nice to jaz...so i havent seen them in 5 wks...so it was a good visit..took pics and cam shots...fyi...i still havent forgotten..what jaz has done to me..so we may be cordial for the moment...but she has a long way to go...she will call me whenever..the next time i can see the grands...which is cool...im out...sweets here are some cam shots...

a good friend....

just got a call from my friend mitch...so good to chat..with a old friend/classmate..coworker...his moms lives in brooksville..i told him im not far from there..he is coming in may to see her and his bro is coming...mike..(long story)told me to look out for any job listings...in the surrounding countys...so i can do that...cool...told him to get on facebook...lol...life good when someone calls out of the blue to say hey what up... later..sweets