Friday, August 24, 2012
END OF A WK................
WILL BE QUIET....NESTO OUT FOR THE WKEND...SPENDING PRE BIRTHDAY BASH....WITH ONE OF HIS FRIENDS IN ST PETE....I HOPE I GET HOME BY MONDAY...IS THERE A HURRICANE COMING.....LOL
WENT TO THE DR FOR A FOLLOW UP...AN EXTRA BP PILL...AND I DIFFERENT SLEEPIN PILL..COME ON PILLS FOR THE SLEEP...KICK IN PLEASE...IM FUCKIN TIRED.................
FIRST WK OF SCHOOL FOR GUNTS.....NESTO HELP ME GET CAUGHT UP ON SOME BILLS...I NEED HIM TO HELP ME IN SEPT...AND I SHOULD BE STRAIGHT...AND CAUGHT UP..SO OCT...I WONT HAVE TO ASK...HE CAN DO...LIKE GAS IN THE CAR...PIZZA FOR DINNER.....OIL CHANGE...TIRES....UNIVERAL PLUG FOR MY LAPTOP...OTHER LAPTOP...CK AND GET FIXED.....ALINMENT FOR THE CAR.... FOOD HERE AND THERE.....YEARBOOK MONIES.....ETC..ETC...ETC.....
BE BACK...IN A MINUTE...........LATER
WENT TO THE DR FOR A FOLLOW UP...AN EXTRA BP PILL...AND I DIFFERENT SLEEPIN PILL..COME ON PILLS FOR THE SLEEP...KICK IN PLEASE...IM FUCKIN TIRED.................
FIRST WK OF SCHOOL FOR GUNTS.....NESTO HELP ME GET CAUGHT UP ON SOME BILLS...I NEED HIM TO HELP ME IN SEPT...AND I SHOULD BE STRAIGHT...AND CAUGHT UP..SO OCT...I WONT HAVE TO ASK...HE CAN DO...LIKE GAS IN THE CAR...PIZZA FOR DINNER.....OIL CHANGE...TIRES....UNIVERAL PLUG FOR MY LAPTOP...OTHER LAPTOP...CK AND GET FIXED.....ALINMENT FOR THE CAR.... FOOD HERE AND THERE.....YEARBOOK MONIES.....ETC..ETC...ETC.....
BE BACK...IN A MINUTE...........LATER
Monday, August 20, 2012
ASSUMING..............FUCK OFF MAN..
HOW DO U SUPPOSE TO FEEL OR GO THRU...THE WORST WHEN EVEN YOUR FUCKING KID ASSUMES...THAT I AM A FUCKING IDIOT......
JUST BECUZ U DROPPED MONEY ON ME....IM TRYING TO GET CAUGHT UP...U TELL ME...WE GOING TO GET CAUGHT UP....NOT TO WORRY...AND THEN U ASSUME...THAT THAT MONEY U GAVE ME...I WAS TO GET SOMETHING TO SLEEP ON....
BUT U HUSTLING AND U GIVE ME MONEY...AND U TELL ME U ARE GOING TO GET ME SOME MEDS TO SLEEP ON...AND IM WAITING ..ITS 4 DAYS NOW...AND 4 DAYS WITH NO SLEEP.....MY HEAD HURTS SO MUCH...AND IM SO UPSET...WITH ANXIETIES IM ABOUT TO EXPLODED.............
HE STANDING BY SOME BITCH...AND THE BOY JUST WALKED AWAY FOR HIS GIRL FRIEND...AND MY SON HAS TO CONSOLED THIS BITCH....WHEN HE WALKED OUT MY DOOR TONIGHT...SAYING WE BE RIGHT BACK WITH SOME MEDS FOR ME...AND ME BEING A FUCKING IDIOT...WAITS...AND NOW IVE CUSSED HIM OUT IN 3 DIFFERENT CALLS... WHEN HE ASSUMMING....THAT I GUESS YESTERDAY I WAS BORN....SO...FUCK OFF..LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.....................I REALLY DO HATE PEOPLE WHO JUST KEEP WALKING ALL OVER ME....FRIENDS AND FAMILY....WHO ELSE...GET FUCKED........
JUST BECUZ U DROPPED MONEY ON ME....IM TRYING TO GET CAUGHT UP...U TELL ME...WE GOING TO GET CAUGHT UP....NOT TO WORRY...AND THEN U ASSUME...THAT THAT MONEY U GAVE ME...I WAS TO GET SOMETHING TO SLEEP ON....
BUT U HUSTLING AND U GIVE ME MONEY...AND U TELL ME U ARE GOING TO GET ME SOME MEDS TO SLEEP ON...AND IM WAITING ..ITS 4 DAYS NOW...AND 4 DAYS WITH NO SLEEP.....MY HEAD HURTS SO MUCH...AND IM SO UPSET...WITH ANXIETIES IM ABOUT TO EXPLODED.............
HE STANDING BY SOME BITCH...AND THE BOY JUST WALKED AWAY FOR HIS GIRL FRIEND...AND MY SON HAS TO CONSOLED THIS BITCH....WHEN HE WALKED OUT MY DOOR TONIGHT...SAYING WE BE RIGHT BACK WITH SOME MEDS FOR ME...AND ME BEING A FUCKING IDIOT...WAITS...AND NOW IVE CUSSED HIM OUT IN 3 DIFFERENT CALLS... WHEN HE ASSUMMING....THAT I GUESS YESTERDAY I WAS BORN....SO...FUCK OFF..LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.....................I REALLY DO HATE PEOPLE WHO JUST KEEP WALKING ALL OVER ME....FRIENDS AND FAMILY....WHO ELSE...GET FUCKED........
DO U ASSUME...IM AN IDIOT.................
FUNNY HOW...PEOPLE....INCLUDING CHURCH PEOPLE THAT WE ARE ALL LIKE FAMILY.....REALLY....BULLSHIT..................IM FUCKING STRUGGLING...AND MY BOY GUNT WANTS TO GO TO THE YOUTH GROUP...AND HE IS A MEMBER OF THE CHURCH...JOINED AND CONFIRMED AND DOES THE 8:15 SERVICE 8 TIMES A YEAR AS THE CRUIFIER AND OR ACOLTYE.....AND HE GOES TO THE AFTER SCHOOL PROGRAM...SINCE KINDERGARDEN....AND IM ASKING FOR ANYONE TO GIVE HIM A RIDE HOME..................
GEE US................APPARENTLY...THEY TOOK IT...TO WHERE THEY TOLD ME...THAT...THE STAFF CANT GIVE RIDES...............NOW...LETS SEE..........I USE TO FUCKING WORK THERE...I KNOW THE FUCKING POLICY....DID I GET FUCKIN STUPID...SINCE I LEFT THE FUCKING CHURCH............................KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING ASS..............................I JUST WANT TO SCREAM SO LOUD....OR EXTREMELY BECOME DEAF....................
GEE US................APPARENTLY...THEY TOOK IT...TO WHERE THEY TOLD ME...THAT...THE STAFF CANT GIVE RIDES...............NOW...LETS SEE..........I USE TO FUCKING WORK THERE...I KNOW THE FUCKING POLICY....DID I GET FUCKIN STUPID...SINCE I LEFT THE FUCKING CHURCH............................KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING ASS..............................I JUST WANT TO SCREAM SO LOUD....OR EXTREMELY BECOME DEAF....................
Sunday, August 19, 2012
DAMN.....I WANT THIS MAN............
FUCK ME HONEY.....LOL........................
Saturday, August 18, 2012
HOW FIRM.......
DO I NEED TO BE...............I NEED TO.. SEE AND OR CHANGE OR TWEEK A FEW THINGS......I HAVE GONE OUT OF MY WAY...BEING KIND USING MY MANNERS...RESPECTING MY ELDERS.....HELPING...KNOWING WHAT TO ASK...OR JUST.. BEING CAUTIOUS YET RESPECTABLE...TO ANYONE....
BEEN THINKING....MAYBE....BLACK SUN GLASSES......MEAN ASS LOOK....AND SLIDE THE GLASSES DOWN JUST A BIT...AND LOOK SQUARE IN THE EYE...AND SAY EXCUSE ME....
SO HOW FIRM...DO I NEED TO GET.......
BEEN THINKING....MAYBE....BLACK SUN GLASSES......MEAN ASS LOOK....AND SLIDE THE GLASSES DOWN JUST A BIT...AND LOOK SQUARE IN THE EYE...AND SAY EXCUSE ME....
SO HOW FIRM...DO I NEED TO GET.......
I REALLY DO......HATE.......HATE.....HATE.....
LETS SEE...HOW MANY TIMES...I CAN FUCKIN WRITE ALL THIS BULLSHIT.... I HAVE INSIDE OF ME..............IM SO .... F U C K I N.. T I R E D...
WELL...I THINK FIRST OFF I GOING TO LET GO OF FRIENDS....THINKING ALONG...THAT THEY WERE FRIENDS....WHEN THERE NOT....SOME OF THESE PEOPLE I WORKED WITH...BUT STILL....IM A DUMB ASS...WAITING FOR THEM....TO MAKE TIME.....BUT I GET IT....I DONT NEED FRIENDS THAT SAY I LOVE U..AND IN RETURN....DONT GIVE U THE TIME OF DAY.....
SOME PERSONAL FRIENDS ...THAT I FELL OUT OF FRIENDSHIP.....AND THE FRIENDSHIP IS THERE...BUT...NOT FULLY....IM GETTING TO FEEL...I NEED TO FALL OUT OF THOSE RELATIONSHIPS AGAIN.....
AND THEN I DO EVERYTHING....AND ANYTHING....FOR EVERYONE...I DONT DO ME....
IM A CONTROL BITCH...ON LIFE...FAMILY...AND I DONT WANT TO DO THAT ANYMORE......THE DUMB ASS HUSBAND.....IM DONE.....WHY IM I TAKING CARE OF A 60YR OLD KID.....THAT HAS BEEN TAKING BY MY HAND FOR 18YRS....WHY....I DO EVERYTHING FOR HIM....MOST OF THE TIME...WHEN IM ON HIS ASS..AND BITCHIN..OH OK...IS THE ANSWER..... WHY IM I MARRIED TO A MAN...THAT DOESNT HE INITIATE THE ROLL OF A MAN...WHEN IT COMES TO THE MARRIAGE PART OF IT....WHY DO I HAVE TO ASK.....WHY DO I TRY TO GET HIM...TO DO THIS...WHEN IN THE END...NOTHING... WHY DOES HE HAVE TO EAT ALL THE FOOD IN THE HOUSE...EAT IT..TO A POINT....OH LETS HAVE ANOTHER HEART ATTACK...AND HARDEN OF THE ARTERIES LIKE EATING MAYO.....SUGAR...BUTTER IN EVERYTHING...U HAD ONE FUCKIN HEART ATTACK........I CANT KEEP NOTHING IN THE HOUSE.....I TAKE CARE OF THIS BASTARD......
MY SONS..ARE OLD ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF THEM.....SO FUCK THEM....THEY CAN DO WITH OUT ME....PRESAY.....
I HAVE A FEW FRIENDS THAT ARE DESCENT....AND OR...LOVE ME FOR WHOM I AM...LET ALONE....DONT JUDGE ME..OR CORRECT ME....THOSE I WILL TREASURE THOSE FRIENDSHIPS....VLADIE....FATBOY...SWEET CAROLINE AND SWEET RACHEL....THESE BABIES....ARE REAL AND GENUINE
AS FOR FAMILY MEMBERS...FUCK EM....I KEEP THAT UP....EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY..
BUT I SURE...DONT LIKE IT...WHEN SOMEONE DOESNT HAVE YOUR BACK....AND SAYS ITS U...BONNIE...REALLY..... WHATEVER.........
I NEED NEW FRIENDS....LITERALLY.....LIKE GET A FEW GAY FRIENDS...I DO NOW... I SHOULD HAVE A FEW MORE.....SOONER THAN LATTER....BOBBY...VARI....MY BOY NESTO....BRUCIE...(harrys).....MY SWEET AL....AT PERKINS..IN WINTERHAVEN.. ....
SO GONNA CLEAN UP..AND ELIMINATE .....U ALL CAN KISS MY FUCKIN ASS............IM SO THRU...WITH...EVERYONE...
WELL...I THINK FIRST OFF I GOING TO LET GO OF FRIENDS....THINKING ALONG...THAT THEY WERE FRIENDS....WHEN THERE NOT....SOME OF THESE PEOPLE I WORKED WITH...BUT STILL....IM A DUMB ASS...WAITING FOR THEM....TO MAKE TIME.....BUT I GET IT....I DONT NEED FRIENDS THAT SAY I LOVE U..AND IN RETURN....DONT GIVE U THE TIME OF DAY.....
SOME PERSONAL FRIENDS ...THAT I FELL OUT OF FRIENDSHIP.....AND THE FRIENDSHIP IS THERE...BUT...NOT FULLY....IM GETTING TO FEEL...I NEED TO FALL OUT OF THOSE RELATIONSHIPS AGAIN.....
AND THEN I DO EVERYTHING....AND ANYTHING....FOR EVERYONE...I DONT DO ME....
IM A CONTROL BITCH...ON LIFE...FAMILY...AND I DONT WANT TO DO THAT ANYMORE......THE DUMB ASS HUSBAND.....IM DONE.....WHY IM I TAKING CARE OF A 60YR OLD KID.....THAT HAS BEEN TAKING BY MY HAND FOR 18YRS....WHY....I DO EVERYTHING FOR HIM....MOST OF THE TIME...WHEN IM ON HIS ASS..AND BITCHIN..OH OK...IS THE ANSWER..... WHY IM I MARRIED TO A MAN...THAT DOESNT HE INITIATE THE ROLL OF A MAN...WHEN IT COMES TO THE MARRIAGE PART OF IT....WHY DO I HAVE TO ASK.....WHY DO I TRY TO GET HIM...TO DO THIS...WHEN IN THE END...NOTHING... WHY DOES HE HAVE TO EAT ALL THE FOOD IN THE HOUSE...EAT IT..TO A POINT....OH LETS HAVE ANOTHER HEART ATTACK...AND HARDEN OF THE ARTERIES LIKE EATING MAYO.....SUGAR...BUTTER IN EVERYTHING...U HAD ONE FUCKIN HEART ATTACK........I CANT KEEP NOTHING IN THE HOUSE.....I TAKE CARE OF THIS BASTARD......
MY SONS..ARE OLD ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF THEM.....SO FUCK THEM....THEY CAN DO WITH OUT ME....PRESAY.....
I HAVE A FEW FRIENDS THAT ARE DESCENT....AND OR...LOVE ME FOR WHOM I AM...LET ALONE....DONT JUDGE ME..OR CORRECT ME....THOSE I WILL TREASURE THOSE FRIENDSHIPS....VLADIE....FATBOY...SWEET CAROLINE AND SWEET RACHEL....THESE BABIES....ARE REAL AND GENUINE
AS FOR FAMILY MEMBERS...FUCK EM....I KEEP THAT UP....EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY..
BUT I SURE...DONT LIKE IT...WHEN SOMEONE DOESNT HAVE YOUR BACK....AND SAYS ITS U...BONNIE...REALLY..... WHATEVER.........
I NEED NEW FRIENDS....LITERALLY.....LIKE GET A FEW GAY FRIENDS...I DO NOW... I SHOULD HAVE A FEW MORE.....SOONER THAN LATTER....BOBBY...VARI....MY BOY NESTO....BRUCIE...(harrys).....MY SWEET AL....AT PERKINS..IN WINTERHAVEN.. ....
SO GONNA CLEAN UP..AND ELIMINATE .....U ALL CAN KISS MY FUCKIN ASS............IM SO THRU...WITH...EVERYONE...
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