10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1................

HAPPY NEW YEAR...2010...

WELL I FINALLY DID IT...

I SHOWED WHO WAS BOSS IN MY HOUSE...I BITCH I SCREAM, I YELL AND TOLD HER TO BRING THE PAST UP CUZ UR ASS IS OUT..GET UP OUT OF MY LIVIN ROOM GET BACK IN THE BEDROOM....CRAP HERE AND THERE...CUSS HER OUT SO BAD...MAY LOSE MY GRANDKIDS..ITS OK...SHE ON HER OWN...AND SHE HAS NO CLUE....IM THRU WITH IT..I TOOK BACK MY HOUSE...SHE HAD IT OFF AND ON FOR 5YEARS..NO MORE...IT DONE..FINEETO....NADA.....AND I TOLD HER SHE ANIT RESPONDABLE....FOR HER CHILDERN..DARE HER TO TALK BACK TO ME...I WOULD HAVE HER SHIT OUT..FOLLOW THE RULES IN MY HOUSE...DONT LIKE GET THE **** OUT.....SHE DID MAKE A CALL TO GO BACK TO REHALB WHICH SHE HAS TO DO AND REDO OVER AND COMPLETE.(i might have to deal with her for 60 days til they take her back at rehalb)...SO HOLIDING ABOUT GETTIN THE KIDS BACK....OH WELL GOT TO LET IT GO FOR NOW....LIFES A BITCH...IM TOP BITCH....DONT FORGET IT.....

sorry i havnet been posting about......

i said no more bs ...turning 50....omg......i cant vent at the moment....damn it....why im i going there.....someone please kick my ass......

updated all my pages....all....

ck them out thru my links here...updated ernesto, willie, and gunny......besides mine....later...added ernesto and gunny page click on the link

over 130 pic on facebook

of christmas pics of my family celebrated on the 23rd of dec... go to my link from here to see the pics......MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM THE AGEES...2009

WAITIN....9AM/NOON......

WEDNESDAY WILL BE CHRISTMAS FOR US...WITH THE GRANDBABIES....CANT WAIT TO SEE U PASSION AKA LAYLAY MAMA.....KEOSHA..AKA KEKE MONSTER...MEL'AHKI...AKA MAILMAN..MELLY MAC..MACKERS,AND PA DIGGITY....WOOHOO......LOVE IT...PICS UP AFTERWARDS..IM OUT....SWEETS...

OMG ...IM 50............

WOW....I DIDNT WANT TO BE THIS AT THIS MOMENT....WORK LAST NIGHT WITH WILLIE....AND I LITERALLY COUNTED THE MINUTES..AND STARTED TO CRY....HOPING THAT THE NEXT FIFTY ANIT GOING BE LIKE THE LAST 50.....NO MORE BS...DANG IT....CHILIS HERE I COME...AND TONIGHT HARRYS...WOOHOO..............= 6 MAYBE MARGARITAS...BOOYA

my babys............

jasmine and melly
mermaid girls.....
gunny and melly mackers...

what a day...............

got to see my grandbabies.....and my work....the staff sang happy birthday to me..and i was cryin....do that all day...anyways..they know what my wish is....here is a family pic today...first since they took my grandchildren from me...

PASSION,KEOSHA..AND MEL'AHKI.......

GRANNY CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU...I LOVE U MERMAID GIRLS AND MAILMAN...ALWAYS AND FOREVER....I JUST A FEW HRS I SEE YOU....PLEASE GOD GET ME THRU THIS.....SWEETS

getting to see the grands soon...

on the 23rd of dec....i will have two church loads of stuff and our xmas stuff that willie and i got them....im taking alot of pics....cant wait to see my mermaid girls and the mailman...i love u....love granny.... granny on the moved...hold on babies... im out...later...

im tryin.............so hard......

not to fall apart....i been delaying my bloggin for a second....i see my therapist on wednesday....tryin to hang on til then...we have our xmas program at church 2morrow....and im out as soon as my puppets are done...i cant listen to xmas music..wondering about my grandbabies...i got thru the xmases at least 5yrs ago...a friend named kelly got me thru it....i hated xmas...dang 40 f/en yrs this yr ....when she left...bitch...so basically im there again becuz my grandbabies are not with me....what im i going to do....i told willie im keeping the tree up til they come back home...i dont care if that sounds crazy.....but its melly mac first xmas and he anit home....omg....tears are rolling down now....i got to stop...for a second...bon aka sweets

just got back online...

i was hit with worms and trojans and stuff...omg...dang gunny did something to the pc sunday night the one night i forgot to turn the pc off..anyways...im back up...at the moment i forgot how to do everything..im retarded at the moment..i need to think..so i will do that this wkend...sweets

thanksgiving 2009......

went to my bbf house across town... and i brang my lasgana and brownies, stuffing and omg we forgot to eat the crossiant rolls...lol...well after dinner...me and gunny butt went to harrys (the bar/closed) and we deco the whole restuarant...and i enjoyed two hurricanes...i just woke up 30 mins ok....anyways here is a pic of me and my baby...my gunny......where ever u are mermaid girls and mailman...uncle gunny and granny love u....forever....

how do i say this.....

i lost my grandchildren to foster care (wednesday) by jasmine decision...granny will never forget you passion,keosha and mel'ahki i will always have u in my heart forever...i love you guys always and forever... MERMAID GIRLS AND MAILMAN...LOVE YOU...LOVE GRANNY......

just edited all my posts...to delete......

today is the last day of disrespect from my oldest child...my daughter jasmine...you just lost me...i will never talk to you again...its over...

MELLY MACKERS 2

MY BOOO .....IS GETTIN A TOOTH....WOOHOO.....GOING THRU THIS AGAIN MAKES IT WORTH...ITS EVEN DIFFERENT WHEN IT WAS JUST JAZ AND THEN ERNESTO....NO NET....TO SHARE...SO I AM ENJOYING THIS...LOVE U MACK MAN....LOVE GRANNY

MELLY MACKERS....

MELLY BOO GOT HIS 4MONTHS SHOTS( MONTH LATE) ANYWAYS... MAILMAN GOT TWO SHOTS IN THE LEGS AND HE DID NOT CRY...HIM WAS A MAN TODAY..WOOT WOOT.....LOVE U MACKERS....LOVE GRANNY....

ME CAR PAID OFF.................

SO I PAID THE CAR OFF...I GET SCREWED BY IRS W/ PENALITES...OK AND HONDA GETS SCREWED BECAUSE THEY DONT GET THE 12.000.00 IN INTEREST..BOOYA..DANG ALOT OF SCREWING....LOL...........DID I JUST SAY THIS OUT LOUD.....

trunk-n-treat #3

it anit JOHNNY DEPP BABY... but this is so cute...

trunk-n-treat #2

MY BABIES.....HAPPY HALLOWEEN....

HAPPY 2009 HALLOWEEN............

TRUNK-N-TREAT # 1.....

GRANDBABIES 10/28/09.....

child #3 and the 3 grandbabies...............

gunny is gettin a tutor for free waitin for that to start...last night he did his career portfolio and answered 180 questions..to pin point what he wants to be when he grows up and he adds to the portfolio as the year goes on (8th grade)...he gettin his swine flu shot on thursday at school...i took his x-box, psp, shoes, and no computer time til jan...teaching him..the way we acts with melly mac ..happy,fun..loving,playful..caring..he needs to act that way from now on..this angry look/attitude needs to stop..including walkin away when spoken to by adults..at school and at church and in public...i will not stand for it anymore..i will bust him up...so far he doing ok..i give him warnings talkin up under his breath..i will pop him soon....the grandbabies has two costumes for school and halloween...will put up pics halloween night...waitin on jasmine to give me the ok to get all three the swine flu shots...melly man will be 5 months thursday...got a high chair and stroller for him...the daycare church is trying to get me a crib...right now he is in playpen type....he tryin to sit up...like 10secs...loves the walker and makin it move..lol....laylay is gettin tested in dec for developedly delayed...i had a parent meeting last wk...mama girl is trying including to adjust to the glasses..getting a second opinion for the eyes...im going to get relative care payments to take care of the kids...(extra cheese)so what will help....i bought those plastic draws w/ wheels..and i put there clothes in them and bought little boxes to put the undies and socks in...room looks like its clean for once...tho that dang gunny butt puts everything under his bed...lol....now that we got the stroller ..gunny is walking around the block with mailman...he wasnts to do the lake..i said not right now....i have to ease that one in..there is sidewalk around the lake...but gunny can wait..he is so good with mailman....he going to be a good daddy someday....so these are the updates...sweets cking out....later...

SUMTHIN HAPPENIN...

ok here i go.....i did a 15/20sec...interview on video at work the other day.........yes i did...why im i taking things/doing things... to this level in my life....is it becuz im turnin 50....plus a couple of months back...i started to put the "real" pics of me up.....can someone tell me what im doin....lol..........WHOA!!!!!

PA DIGGITY....

HE MAKES ME SMILE EVERY DANG DAY....AND THIS LAUGH...KILLED ME TONITE..I HAD TO VIDEO IT.....HE MADE ME CRY....

funny....

i got jasmines book bag of important stuff....yes i went thru it...damn..letters between jaz and ernesto...im a *****...get away from her..she will **** u up....things like that..oh and jaz wrote a letter a yr ago...saying i dont love her i nevered did...WOW......well i didnt break the law when i stoled from mom and dad and forged my daddys name on the ck and cash it..duh.......and i didnt hit my mom w/ three planters cuz i was drunk as a skunk...you all broked the law..u do the crime ..u do the time...the things kids do now...OMG ...we knew not to do that to family when i was growing up..we got spanked..beat down..hello....if u disrespect your parents..back hand across the mouth...well i came out ok...from a dysfunctional family and obey the law and respected my elders...for my two grown *** children...they have no clue...as for gunny ...i bust him up...funny..................im out...

ok..update...

i went to the corner pawn shop....the ring aint there..ok...so today i finally asked him for his wallet..went thru it..nothing...i asked again how much did u get..for the ring..he said 90.00...i said why did u say 900.00...didnt answer...so i asked where is it..where did u pawn it..by the old lakeland high school....so guess where im going monday...dang...he gave 20.00 to arts in the park..i said wheres the rest...i got food w/ it...funny we had no food in the house..cuz it wasnt food stamp day..ok...so...now i still didnt yell, cuss,or scream...i just gonna figure...out...what im going to say..he gave me our payck the other day...i going to hide that now...when he gives it to me..this isnt willie but..im not going to let this slip here....the tales of being a wife...i got some inside info about how much he donated at the arts in the park...the mang..at harrys knows the owner...she told me he gave 20 bucks..so willie probalby got taken at the pawn shop...so me gonna investgate.....im out....hope i find the ring....damn its size 14...hello..lol............

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASSION..AKA LAYLAY MAMA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY OLDEST GRANDCHILD....LOVE U MAMA...LOVE GRANNY

WHY....ok......here goes.............

been debating how long i would let this stewed in my head.....my husband...damn him.................this man..pawned the wedding ring...and got 900.00 for it..and gave it all away to the arts in the park..gallery downtown lakeland....we have no money...he did this last wk...tuesday night i was going to ask for the ring to pawn so we could pay bills maybe get food in the house...stuff like that....i pawned it last wk he says...i said how much. ok( 1,2,3)..told him to get the **** out of my car..he comes over on the other side..to give me a kiss...and i said...jasmine has broken my heart..ernesto has broken my heart and now you....i closed the door and drove home...i have not yet cussed him..yelled....b****h...i am so furious with that man of mind......i anit talkin to his ass....im so hurt and pissed off....OMG....wtf.....im tryin not to go there...not to get upset...and i have to pop a xannx...moment....so...im stewin....so i had to vent this...there is a story behind this...do i go into his concept of what he did...so here goes... about 5months back he wants to show his art at the upstairs gallery..in the gallery downtown..well u have to show your portfolio..25.00 non refundable and the committee will let you know in 90 days yes or no.and you get to display the art for 100.00 for the month... well these 5 months back...i was trying to get his portfolio going..i bought a leather 8 by 10 size case..plastic coverings.. went to kinkos..to have his face on one side and info on the other side...and bought like 10 pages...so i could have him and me sit down and take the drawings of his art..pic the good pieces..and i would go find a bigger portfolio for his paintings...i been wanting to do this for 5 years..we cant afford for someone to do this...so i was taking on this project......the man threw away 8 of the 10 pages(info/pic)...so i told him **** you..thats it.. u dont listen to what im trying to do for you...i just said screw it..dont have time...so...is he trying to impress someone downtown at the gallery or what...i get jealous of him and his art...i mean..he forgets to put wife first..sorry im being selfish at this point...but...i been behind him about his art from day one...and now...i really dont give a damn at this point..willie is very hard headed... and stubborn man...and he dont listen...he is and always has been in willie world....i could go on and on about other things..but this is now on my mind and i dont know what to do...i took my wedding ring off....damn life sucks.................well got to take care of the baby...him crying..im out...

THE PUMPKIN CHILDREN......

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LOOKY MY BOOS.....LOVE U..GRANNY

so many things u could say.........

TO ALL MY HATERS......KISS MY.....***....****** *** the list could go on and on......

hey all.....

as i said on facebook on my status... we are on secert double poor....i mean poor poor.....so i changed the service on the combo phone/net/cable...no more blackberry...i have this piece of **** samsumg...high school classmate told me to change the bulbs to cfc so i can do that.. cuz the bill rates went up...had a talk with my husband...do we pay the car of now.(he said yes)... so we are going do to a hardship letter on the 401k take most of if out so we dont get penalize from irs....and take what left which anit much and reinvest it to a fidelity thingy..i knw others out there are hittin there saving...i feel so bad...willie work hard for this money...and as good as a man he is...he tells me that sweets money...cuz i take care of all financial things since jaz has been born.. if we dont do this money exchange i could give the car up and screw the credit up( which is already at the level)but not the car note...havent missed a pymt in 15 yrs(four cars later).... wlllie job at the bar is basically downsized also...this idiot who runs the place is money hungry..(treats his employees like crap). he is making his cooking crew clean the floors..so that means will loses 30% of his pay... which mean we cleans the restrooms sweep/mop the lobby/bar and vacuum the whole restaurant...so i dont have to help him..but i will help him on fri/sat do our deep cleaning of the joint...since harrys took over cleaning the floor...what do i see...food on the floor...omg..they cant keep the kitchen clean and now the floor.(the mang dont worry about it)..this idiot...is cuttin corners big time..who the **** is he trying to impress.. 2 months ago he got in troulbe from cooperate for the kitchen not being clean...now the floors...so the mang...told me to hang in there he will get caught... she is also trying to get willie a job there doing dishes..we need a extra payck..i dont care what we have to do we need money to live...this sucks....i think we are in a depression not ressession..its getting bad out there....couple of the parents at church where i work are losing there jobs...man bullshit....come on....when is the light going to shine.....HELLO...im out

news on ......GUNTHER..BIGHEAD...AGEE....

i had an iep meetin on this past tuesday 9/22...steps on taking and gettin him ready for high school...since he was in ese prek (4yrs old) they said he was gettin a special diploma...news alert...STANDARD DIPLOMA...he is mainstreaming on three classes right now in eight grade...w/ ese help...also...he is gettin out of art class to take a strategic class..soical/acdemic to help him...and the local learning rescource center one hr of(free) tutoring...and he sign up all by himself for this anger group(they meet on there elective classes once a month) so i sign the form since he took it upon himself...so my son out of all my children is gettin me a high school diploma in 4 1/2 yrs...WOOHOO..... my baby...i went to church the other day..asked my boss to get him a good high school-er who is gettin credit for scholarships to help with homework and reading and help him study and learn from his homework strategies so i can see my son walk across that stage..and now he can go to college..and be somebody....love u bighead...i admit i brag on my son and grandbabies..but thats life...life is good...sweets sighin out...later

rare pic of mr.mrs.willie r. agee..9/22/09

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HAPPY 14TH ANNIVERSARY

jasmine is in rehalb...

drop her off on monday..9/21..90 day program..i gave her a letter telling her to take this time to get yourself straight...only contact me once a month...and i will tell her the good things about the kids...no home visits...to see me or the kids..see the kids thru the dcf agency...so they can monitoring her....im not ready to have these visit at my house..especially if conflicts arise...i told her im lettin go..u broke my heart...im out...i handed this letter to her as i dropped her off at rehalb...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILL WILL...

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I LOVE U...PLAYA....LOVE WIFE

my little man.....melly mac

bobbing and weaving....him in his walker....and smile here and there..

a blackberry video.....

HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY KEOSHA...GRANNY LOVE U

KEKE MONSTER...B-DAY....

I TOOK VIDEO FROM THE BLACKBERRY AND IM TRYING TO GET THEM POSTED...BUT HERE ARE SOME PICS..MORE PICS ON FACEBOOK....HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEKE MONSTER..GRANNY LOVE U...

MAILMAN.....

LOVE U PAPA LOVE.......U SUCH A GOOD BABY.....ALWAYS AND FOREVER MEL'AKHI......LOVE GRANNY

PATRICK...R.I.P.

ONLY COULD FIND THIS ONE PIC...

jr...&...III

here is a pic of my son on this 18th birthday w/is dad...and two months before he went to prison in 2006...i love u nest...but im still going bust u in the mouth when u get home...(2012).....love mama

NUTHIN...

and doing nothing this whole 3 day wkend....the girls are doing great...melly mac is on a nap ..waitin for him to get up...gunny is being a butt wipe...but he a good helper...watching the beatle anthology on vh1...wish i had some extra cheese.. i would buy the game and gutiar for the 360.... but someday i will get it....so i anit doin jack this wkend...later im out.. sweets..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL JACKSON...

SO GLAD ANOTHER DAY W/ MJ ON TV...CAN WATCH THE VIDEOS...FOREVER....R.I.P. MJ

two more days...........

SCHOOL... monday..woohoo... gunny butt ready for 8th grade this year..and like the three teachers(mainstream) and had to get him to change is pe to art for the 1st semester...2nd sem..will be computers..so...they gettin him ready for high school....the GRANDBABIES... start daycare/pre-k....monday to...at 8:45am til 5:15pm at 8 bucks a wk for three babies..woohoo....passion will be in a uniform.. and keke will be with the three yr olds..and melly mac will be the only boy in w/ girls (infants)....mackin all ready..lol..u go melly mac...so did last minute shoppin at wallyworld today...dang children so spoiled and ....whew!!!!i found tinkerbell backpacks for the girls...at 7 bucks...they were so happy to see that...passion all ready has homework to do and dued..tuesday after labor day...she is so excited...i told them about attitudes...passion shy, quiet..keosha...hard..tough.. melly mac...hes on a good schedule ...it took me all day thrusday(9/20) to get the daycare setup...thank god i found a good one for them to be at...i filled out at least 15pages each on there info...and they wanted a pic of there mother...since i have custody of them.. there is a cop( who kid goes to this daycare) and they dont play...they will call the police..i had showed them the restraining order and temp custody info...and i put details on jasmines pic....this dumb agency im going thru...for the things there suppose to get me..didnt even have the referral at the daycare...while i was in that office yesterday(daycare) i called the super..to get it faxed...so it was a all day event and had orientation for gunny butt...so im resting this wkend and cant wait for monday and i go back to work..woohoo..2&half wks off..time to get back to my routine...im out...love ya..sweets

some updates...

gunny will have three classes..s.studies,science,lang.arts as mainstream classes/ese(meanig a ese teacher will be in the classroom)ese math..and chours...so w/ all the stresses this is big time..i mean come on..now..high school is next year...and i want to see if he can do it...i know he can..we went to the doctor yesterday..one medication..just up the milligram..cool..i can work w/ that... still watiing for them to do testing on him for the autsim (pdd)...that should happen by this year..i will be goin thru USF...which i did when he was 18months old...so i had to changed hmo(fla medicaid) in the process.. and the other hmo he was on he had for 7yrs...so im on the phone talking w/ stupid people...why me...lol...the girls and melly mac get a home visit (thursday)with a behavioral assessment...3 hrs per kid...and i have to go to court friday to get the restraining order in place...(for a year)....jaz has court that day ...she may get time sevred..im pissed as ****...but the states atty..piss me off...and i anit studying them...sometimes the court system works...but no comment.. cuz i do have opinion on time served issuses... so i anit goin there....so updates to come...gunny doin a good job helpin me out with the grands..and the mermaid girls..keke cut passion hair while passion was sleepin last night..so new hair do..lol....im out..sweets

NEWS ALERT....YET AGAIN I HAVE THE CHILDREN...

OK ...LISTEN TO THIS..APARENTLY JAZ GOT KICKED OUT OF SALVATION ARMY YESTERDAY.. AND AS SHE WAS CUSSUING AND FREAKNG OUT W/ THEM SHE WAS DRUNK AND MAYBE ON DRUGS...SHE GOT TO THE OUTSIDE AND SHE IS SLINGING TRASH OUT ON THE GROUNDS AT S.ARMY... SO I GUESS HER FRIEND CAME ANT GOT HER AND THE KIDS..AND THEY WENT SOME WHERE TO EAT..YET AGAIN JAZ IS FREAKIN OUT AND NOT MAKING ANY SENSE... SO THEY ARE AT NICKI HOUSE (ACROSS TOWN)....AND JASMINE CALLS ME TO COME AND GET THE KIDS SHE DONT WANT THEM ANYMORE...AND SAYING WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON..AND IM YELLING IN THE PHONE FOR 5 MIN..CUZ SHE ANIT TALKIN TO ME...AND I HURRIED UP AND CALL HER FRIEND ON MY CELL..SHE TOLD ME... MOM COME AND GET THE KIDS..SHE IS FREAKING OUT..SO I SAID I WOULD BE THERE IN A MIN...ME AND WILLIE WENT...I SAW THE GRANDS..AND JASMINE WAS IN THE BACK YARD....I TOLD HER FRIEND TO COME W/ ME BACK THERE... SO AS I WENT TO JAZ AND SHE IN THE DIRT CRYING AND NOT MAKING SENSE AND FREAKIN OUT....I SAID MAMA... MOMMY IS HERE WHATS WRONG.. SHE STILL NOT MAKING SENSE SO I SAID I WOULD BAKER ACTED HER AND CALL 911... WELL JAS DID A COMPLETE 180....SHE GOT UP STARTED TO CUSS ME OUT AND YELL AT ME....AND STARTED TO THROW PLANTS AT ME..AND SHE HIT ME THREE TIMES W/ THE PLANTS...AND HER FRINED TOLD HER TO STOP...AND JAZ COMES NEAR ME..LIKE SHE WAS GOING TO HIT ME AND BEAT MY ASS..SO I WALKED AWAY WENT IN THE HOUSE AND GOT THE GRANDS..AND PUT THEM IN THE CAR WITH WILLIE... AN I CALLED 911...TELLING THEM WHAT WENT DOWN..AND SHE IS COMING NEAR ME..AND IM STILL ON THE PHONE...I THINK SHE WAS SAYING SORRY TO ME..BUT I TOLD THE COP SHE COMING NEAR ME..THEY TOLD ME TO GET IN MY CAR SO I DID... SHE PROCEED TO GET IN HER FRIENDS CALL AND I GAVE THE INFO ON THE CAR... AS THEY WERE LEAVING HERE COMES THE COPS..AND IM STILL ON THE PHONE...I SAID PLEASE STOP THAT CAR SHE IS IN THAT CAR...SO THEY STOPPED DOWN THE STREET...SO I FILED A POLICE REPORT ON DOMESTIC VOLIENCE...YET AGAIN (DID THAT AT THE AGE OF 16)...AND I TOLD THE COP SHE HAD D.V. CHARGES AS A KID HE SAID WAS SHE GULITY I SAID YES AND SHE WENT TO A GIRLS HOME I TOLD THE COP NEVER AGAIN WOULD I LET HER DO THIS TO ME...SO I SIGN MY REPORT THEY TOOK HER TO JAIL AND HE SAID HE WOULD CALL DCF AND I TOLD HIM I WOULD DO THE SAME...SINCE I ALREADY HAD CUSTODY OF THEM ONCE..SOIM WAITING ON DCF AND WAITING TO GO TO S.ARMY TO GET HER STUFF FOR THE KIDS...IF GOD IS SAYING ANYTHING I THINK HE WANTED ME YESTERDAY FOR THE BABYS.. SO SEE WHAT DCF DOES..AND..JUST WAIT..THE LAWYER FOR JAZ THIS MORNING WANT TO ASK ME DO U WANT HER TO STAY IN JAIL..I SAID YES.. DO I WANT CONTACT WITH HER I SAID NO...SO I WILL POST LATER..LET U KNOW WHAT GOES DOWN....SWEETS....

I HIT KOHLS TODAY...

GOT GUNNY HIS TONY HAWKS...AND SOME BASIC BLACK SKETCHERS...(CHOURS) DANG BOY IS A SIZE 11....SHOES WERE ON SALE ...AND HE GOT A TEE-SHIRT...KING OF POP...DANG SPOILED BOY...HEY MARE...I TO CAUGHT A GOOD SALE..AND ITS FRIDAY...COOL.....NOW JUST WAITING FOR AUG. 24TH...AND I HAVE TWO & HALF WKS OFF....SLEEP HERE I COME.....SWEETS...

3 hrs of sleep at the moment....

going to work last night w/ willie...and he says i need to go to the bathroom..(he dont remember saying this to me..) we are at the stop sign at the end of the street and he says i dont feel good..like he had a hot flash all over the body..turn the car around and went to get the nitro..and place it under his tongue..and we went to the hospital...got there at 10:10 pm...called his boss tony said we will try to be in later...didnt get back to the emer room til 12:45am...took the vitals..and had to get blood work...it took them 45mins..to find a vein in him...so they had to go to the next level.. a dude that goes right to the vein inside w/ a big *** needle..blood work came out ok..got out of the hosp. at 4 am...when will will had his heart attack in 01/07 i was strong..listening what the dr was going to do..and i nevered cryed til this day...so last night...i freak out...thought the worst..got him his nitro..and get to the hosp...knowing that cell phones dont work in the hosp...i was texting a friend of mine at this point i almost lost it..i was shaking on the inside and tears down my face..and good old will will holding me...tell me he ok...i told him not to scare me like this..i mean we have to make sure his heart is ok...whew!!!!love u big daddy..love sweets..aka butterball...

mermaid girls and melly mac

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GRANDBABIES......

got to see my grandbabies today....keke monster hurt her knee...so jaz and i took her to the hospital..they x-ray it...motrin and ice...and she as funny and cute as can be for being three..she milked it...so i took off work today..and went to go get the other two at the daycare..and i spend some time w/ my babies..and just being nice to jaz...so i havent seen them in 5 wks...so it was a good visit..took pics and cam shots...fyi...i still havent forgotten..what jaz has done to me..so we may be cordial for the moment...but she has a long way to go...she will call me whenever..the next time i can see the grands...which is cool...im out...sweets here are some cam shots...

a good friend....

just got a call from my friend mitch...so good to chat..with a old friend/classmate..coworker...his moms lives in brooksville..i told him im not far from there..he is coming in may to see her and his bro is coming...mike..(long story)told me to look out for any job listings...in the surrounding countys...so i can do that...cool...told him to get on facebook...lol...life good when someone calls out of the blue to say hey what up... later..sweets

changed the songs....

GETTIN A ATTITUDE...I ANIT TAKING ANYMORE CRAP FROM ANYONE...SO I BEEN SEARCHING FOR SONGS..AND IM PUTTIN THEM UP ON FB...SO MY QUEEN MOMENT IS GONE....BEAUTIFUL IS BY EMINEM..CLEAN VERSION..BUT I LISTEN TO THE SONG LAST NIGHT ON YOUTUBE..THINK IM GOING TO BUY HIS ALBUM...I BEEN FORGETTING TO EXPRESS MYSELF LATELY...REALLY FOR A LONG TIME..BEEN THUR SO MUCH..ITS TIME FOR ME TO BUST OUT...BE A ***** AGAIN...SO HERE I AM..IM GONNA SHINE IN 09...IF ITS THE LAST THING I DO...IM OUT...ENOJY MY PLAYLIST...SWEETS

child #2 .........

ok...now i have ernesto cussing me out in a letter i got today....because im not following his attention bs....and hes in the hole...(protective custody) at the moment..i have gotten two letters about it..and i call the prison when i got the first letter..and talked to the classification officer..cant find no findings of his action...so he is appealling it...(someone has either said they were goin to stab him or kill him...)dumb ass is in a gang...hello...i cant commpute this right now..so i told him in a letter..i dont want to hear it..got a letter today and he cuss me out big time..alot of "f's were addressed...so yet adult child #2 has to knock me off my post also....when i go to therapy...i put certain peps in the box and they cant come out to hurt me..(most of the dallner family is in that box...) lol so guess where jasmine and ernesto are going... BOX...i have had enough..its gettin very to the point...where all i really want is gunther and willie in my life... and try to do for me...i am going to ask my friend at the bar...where can i get my hair done...i need a new me....dang adult children....leave me the _ --_ alone....im out....on facebook i have im still standing (elton john) as a song dedicated to the adult children....knock me off my post....i dare ya.... NOT!!!!!! love to all ...sweets

pics of my grandchildren thru other eyes...........

i love u melly mac and mermaid girls....granny can wait....love u...

FIREWORKS...

tampa,fl...channelside by the bay....

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!!!!!!!