she wrote a letter to her brother......

jaz wrote a letter to her bro...ernesto...he calls me....reads it to me....i just sat in silence....basically im out.......of there lifes....ok.................but i did give ernesto a choice about the whole situation....up to him.....she gave him some pics of the kids...and he wanted me to have them...i said no....the hurt and pain of seeing the pics just might take me to another level....and im not for that....now i just got to figure out what im going to do about me....and fix me....take care of gunny butt...F the rest..................2morrow the gyno appointment and hormone therapy.............the sleep is getting out of hand now...