BEEN MARRIED FOR 16YRS TOGETHER FOR 17...LATELY...IM GETTING TO THE POINT...IM DONE...I MEAN I STILL TAKE CARE OF HIS ASS...BUT...IM SO OVER OF THIS.............
HE IS A GOOD PROVIDER..AND FATHER....BUT....HE IS SLIPPING .....
BACK IN 2007 HE GOT LAID OFF ON THIS JOB OF 25YRS...HE WAS DEDICATED TO THAT JOB..I UNDERSTAND AND ACCEPT THAT....BUT...HE DID THE 6MONTHS OF UNEMPLOYMENT..FOUND A JOB...THRU A CLEANING COMPANY..AND HE WORKS 7DAYS A WK TWO DAY OFF A YEAR AT HARRYS BAR N GRILL DOWNTOWN LAKELAND..HE HATES THIS JOB...I UNDERSTAND AND ACCEPT THAT...BUT ALL HE HAS TO DO IS SWEEP/MOP VACCUM AND CLEAN THE BATHROOMS...HE DID THE KITCHEN FLOORS FOR A MINUTE...BUT THEY ALL ARE CUTTING CORNERS....IN THIS DAMN RECESSION SHIT.......ANYWAYS.......ITS A 3HOUR JOB...DOES NOT GET PAID BY THE HOUR .GETS PAID TO GET THE JOB DONE(HE MAKES IT A 5/6HR JOB NIGHTLY)...NOT MUCH MONEY...BUT IT PAYS THE RENT..AND HE HAS MADE ATTEMPTS TO FUCK THIS UP....AND BEING THE WIFE THAT I AM...I HAVE TO MAKE HIM UNDERSTAND...SHIT..WE COULD BE HOMELESS...AND MY SON DOES NOT DESERVE THIS..SO ME..I BITCH ABOUT THIS...BUT REALLY WHAT MAKES ME REALLY PISSED.................IS
OK HE HAD A HEART ATTACK IN JAN.2007 LOST THE JOB...11/2007... SO HES ON MEDS...AND HES DOING PRETTY GOOD THERE...BUT...ITS HOW HE IS NOT TAKING CARE OF HIMSELF...AND I BITCH ON THIS ORDEAL...SO...WE BARELY KEEP FOOD IN THE HOUSE...WE HAVE NO MONEY...I PAY THE BILLS...AND HE WORKS...MY SON IS IN HIGH SCHOOL..AND IM A NANNY GETTING PAID UNDER THE TABLE...SO I GET THE BILLS PAID..AND I CANT KEEP FOOD IN THE HOUSE....
I WANT A CUP OF COFFEE...NO CREAMER....WHAT IM ABOUT TO SAY IS...IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT.........IVE BEEN GETTING THE FANCY CREAMERS....LIKE VANILLA/ OR FRENCH...OR CARMEL...TO PUT IN THE COFFEE THAT WAY I DONT USE THE SUGAR...THIS DAMN MAN DRINKS IT STRAIGHT RIGHT OUT OF THE DAMN CONTANINER..I MEAN EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.....WHEN THERE IS NO MILK IN THE HOUSE...HE HITS THE CREAMER... THE MAYO....EATS IT LIKE NOTHING...I CAN HAVE NO MEAT IN THE HOUSE AND THIS BITCH HAS A MAYO SANDWHICH...FOR ALL U PEPS OUT THERE..A CHOKE SANWICH...(LOL)....I DONT BUY THE MAYO AT TIMES...I HAVE TO HIDE IT IN THE REFRIG.........DOES THE SUGAR LIKE THIS...ANYTHING I BUY HE HAS TO EAT...I CAN BUY FOOD ON FRIDAY FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF WKS...AND ITS GONE IN TWO DAY FROM THAT FRIDAY....AND SOMETIMES I DONT BUY FOOD BECUZ OF THIS....YES I HAVE MAC/CHEESE...RICE..SPAGETTHIS...(CANT SPELL EITHER)..ANYHOO....CAN VEGTABLES..LIVING ON NOTHING HERE...I STARTED MY DIET 2MONTHS AGO..IM DOING STRAIGHT BABY FOOD...LOST 10LBS...NOW...HE DRINKS WATER...ALL THE TIME....WORKS AND SWEATS..BUT HE DOESNT LOSE WEIGHT...HE IS LIKE 40LBS OVER WEIGHT WHICH IS NOT BAD...ME WIFEY..IS OVER 90LBS OVERWEIGHT OK..........SO IM DOING SOMETHING ABOUT..IT..BUT I CAN GET ALL OVER HIM...AND TELL HIM DONT TOUCH MY MILK OR MY CREAMER..OR THE TUNA..OR THE MAYO..OR JUICE...OR THE WHATEVAS...EVERY TIME I PUT FOOD IN THIS HOUSE...HE DOENST LISTEN.....I STILL HAVE A GROWING BOY TO FEED...I THINK MY HUBSAND FORGOT WE HAVE A CHILD TO RAISE...SURE TWO MORE YEARS IM DONE WITH MY DUTIES AS A PARENT...BUT DAMN...WHY DO WOMEN THINK OF THESE THINGS...AND THE DAMN MAN...DONT GIVE A FUCK...WELL I DONT GIVE A FUCK...I JUST WONT BUY FOOD ANYMORE....SO ....
HIS JOB AND FOOD IS MY FUCKIN PROBLEM AND HE IS ACTING FUNNY LATELY WHEN IT COMES TO DO SOMEHTING FOR ME OR HIS KID...HE IS ALL OF A SUDDEN SICK...OR I DONT FEEL GOOD....GIVE ME A BREAK,....MAN/A/PAUSE HERE.....AND HE REACHING 60 BY NEXT YEAR...AND DONT LET ME BITCH ABOUT HIM TAKING HIS MEDS...I HAD TO TAKE THAT OVER TOO....HE EATS THEM...I HAD TO PUT A STOP TO THAT AT LEAST 2 YRS AGO....I HAVE TO HAVE A PILL BOX FOR THAT...IM TIRED OF TAKING CARE OF A CHILD....WHO IS 59YRS OLD...SHIT WHEN CAN I START BEING A CHILD AGAIN....OH WAIT...I DO WHAT THE FUCK I WANT....U SLIPPING SWEETS...........LOL..........................
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